FRQM THE LIBRARY OF COLLEGE v COLLEGI MJ SSIONARY LIBRARY r. EARLY PROMOTED. H H&cmmr REV. WILLIAM SPILLER COX, M.A., OF QUEEN S COLLEGE AND WYCLIFFE HALL, OXFORD, MISSIONARY TO SIERRA LEONE. COMPILED BY HIS FATHER. WITH ILLUSTRATIONS. SECOND EDITION. LONDON SAMPSON LOW, MARSTON & COMPANY LIMITED St. Dunstan s li ousr FETTER LANE, FLEET STREET, E.G. (Lto f PRINTED BY LOVH AND WYMAN, LIMITED, GREAT QCEEN STREET, LONDON, W.C. PREFACE. " HIS Memoir has been compiled to meet the wish expressed by many to have some record of one who, during his short life, endeared himself to all who knew him. It is hoped that the effort made in these pages to set forth so attractive a personality, actuated by so noble a purpose, may be helpful both as an inspiration and an ex ample. In the endeavour to exhibifthat personality in all its aspects, his letters have been frequently introduced letters which, with unconstrained freedom and vivid simplicity, express the thoughts and feelings cf the writer in varying circumstances. The testimony of others respecting him has also been quoted where it seemed needful. iv Preface. Mr. Eugene Stock has kindly contributed a note on C.M.S. Missionaries who have gone forth from Oxford. The title given to the volume was suggested by the thought conveyed in the following extract from a letter lately re ceived from Bishop Taylor Smith, of Sierra Leone : "Bishop Thorold (then of Rochester, after wards of Winchester), when I consulted him about my going out to Sierra Leone, said to me, If you die the world will say you have made a mistake and thrown your life away ; but I will say the LORD has excused you the intermediate service and given you quick promotion ; for, he added, this is only the beginning of service. The portrait facing the title is reproduced from a photograph taken in 1896, by W. Blackall, of Oxford. All the other illustra- Preface. v lions are reproductions of photographs taken by the subject of the Memoir. To GOD be all the glory of any good thing in His servant which may be manifested in this memorial of him. EDWARD W. COX. 8, ELLERDALE ROAD, HAMPSTEAD, N.W. \*jtJi November, 1897. P.S., 3ist October, 1898. The issue of a Second Edition justifies the announcement that any profits resulting from the sale of this book will be given to the Church Missionary Society. CONTENTS. CHAPTER I. EARLY DAYS AND SCHOOL LIFE. PAGE; Birth and Home at Hampstead Natural Disposition and Spiritual Character Mrs. Coghlan s Kinder garten School Heath Mount School, Hampstead Westminster School Confirmation Failure for Indian Civil Service Exhibition to Queen s College, Oxford I. CHAPTER II. OXFORD. "A Good Set" Genius for Friendship Boating College Musical Society Choice of Final Schools Keswick Convention, 1892 Letter to Rev. \V. H. Finney Change in Spiritual Life Mr. Finney s Personal Recollections Children s Special Service Mission, at Eastbourne Life at Oxford Moody s Mission College Bible Readings Visit to the North Sea Fisheries Final Honours List Keswick Convention, 1893 Wycliffe Hall Offer of Curacy at Peckham Ordination at Rochester Rev. E. H. Elwin s Reminiscences ..... Contents. vii CHAPTER III. PECKHAM. PACK Visiting the Poor Sympathy with Temporal Distress and Spiritual Needs Visit to Oxford in " Eights " Week Holiday in 1894 Multifarious Duties of a London Vicar Bible Study Ordination as Priest Holiday in 1895 Foreign Mission Field Offer to the Church Missionary Society Acceptance Return to Wycliffe Hall, Oxford Narrative by Rev. Thomas Goss 50 CHAPTER IV. PREPARATION FOR THE FOREIGN FIELD. Wycliffe Hall, Oxford Work at Queen s College, &c. Bishop French s Life Destination fixed, Sierra Leone instead of India Work at St. Martin s, Gospel Oak Swiss Tour Chaplaincy at Spiez Farewell to Four Missionary Recruits from Hamp- stead Farewell at Exeter Hall Livingstone College, Stratford Leaving Home, January ist, 1897 7i CHAPTER V. SIERRA LEONE. Start from Liverpool, January 2nd, 1897 A Burial at Sea Grand Canary Study of Temne Arrival at Sierra Leone First Impressions Visit of Inspec tion through Temne Mission Work at Fourah Bay College Second Tour Work at the Cathedral viii Contents. Rainy Season Losses by Death Illness of Mr. Humphrey and Mr. Elwin Telegram announcing Death on June I2th, 1897 Last Letter Particulars of Illness Burial at Sea , 85 CHAPTER VI. CONCLUSION. Announcement of Death Memorial Services Oxford Letter in "Record" Resolution of C.M.S. Corre spondence Committee 108 "In Memoriam," by Miss SPILLER . . . . in Note on C.M.S. Missionaries from Oxford, by Mr. EUGENE STOCK .... . 112 BIBLE STUDIES, BY W. S. Cox. I. The Called of Jesus Christ . . . . . 115 II. With Jesus in the Mount . . .116 III. "Hide and Seek" . .118 LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS. Portrait , Frontispiece Queen s College, Oxford .... Facing page 6 "A Bump." The Oxford " Eights " . . 9 Library, Queen s College .... ,, 30 The High, Oxford (from Queen s) . ,,38 St. Mary s Church and Radcliffe Library, Oxford (from Queen s) . . ,, 48 On the Cherwell, Oxford . . ... 52 St. Mary Magdalene, Peckham ... 64 Porch of St. Mary s, Oxford ... 72 Magdalen Tower, Oxford (from the Cherwell) 74 Spiez, Lake of Thun 77 Upper Glacier, Grindehvalcl ... 78 Three Missionary Recruits for Africa, from Christ Church, Hampstead ... 80 Reichenbach Falls, Meiringen ... ,, 84 Group of Clergy, Fourah Bay College . ,, 88 Group outside house of King of Makomp . 91 Ambaki house, Sierra Leone Hinterland . 93 Start of Mission Party from Fourah Bay . 94 Native house at Ropoloi ; Mission party about to start .... ,,96 Missionary Group, Port Lokkoh . . ,,98 CHAPTER I. Early Days and School Life. " The childhood shows the man As morning shows the day." Milton. W7ILLIAM SPILLER COX, or W "Willie," as he was always called, was born at Hampstead on the /th Septem ber, 1 8 70, the eldest of a family of four sons and four daughters, of whom he has been the first to be gathered to the heavenly home. From his earliest childhood he was bright, lovable, and affectionate, but he had an un usually strong self-will. This strength of will, which tended to obstinacy, and some times caused trouble and anxiety, afterwards became, under the controlling power of the Holy Spirit, an indomitable determination to pursue right ends, at whatever personal cost. 2 Natural Disposition. Willie was indeed a striking and en couraging example of how even some faults of character, by the grace of God, can be transformed into virtues. He was of a singularly contented and happy disposition, with a sunny brightness and cheerfulness that was very attractive ; and though in later years he often had seasons of deep depression, these were rarely caused by personal troubles ; it was the burden of the sins and sorrows of others that cast its shadow over him. In his short pastoral life he bore as much of the world s great load of sin and care as falls to the lot of most faithful ministers. It is impossible to indicate any particular time when his heart became right with God. From a child he was taught to love the Holy Scriptures ; he had early conviction of sin, and seemed gradually and imper ceptibly to grow up into the knowledge and experience of the true life. At seven years of age he attended the Mrs. CogJilaiis School. 3 Kinder-garten school so long and success fully carried on at Hampstead by the late Mrs. Coghlan. It is remembered that the late Professor Coghlan, who took some of the classes, was much impressed with Willie s power of " continuity "-the faculty of keeping the mind steadily concentrated on one subject which he considered a valuable quality, certain, if cultivated, to lead to success. While " continuity " and perseverance might be called Willie s most distinguishing intellectual qualities, extreme conscientiousness in the performance of duty was perhaps his most noticeable moral characteristic. He never could be tempted, even as a child, to leave work for play, and needful recreation was only too much neg lected during his schoolboy days. At the same time, he had a keen enjoyment of many kinds of out-door exercise, and was an ardent lover of nature. At the age of ten, Willie went as a day-boarder to Heath Mount School, 4 HcatJi llount School. Hampstead, then conducted by Mr. F. W. Goldsmith, and afterwards carried on by the late Rev. C. F. Walker, where he gained a character for sterling goodness and steady industry. At Easter, 1883, an Exhibition at West minster School was won, and in the following year a Queen s Scholarship. This necessi tated his boarding at St. Peter s College, and thus for the first time he found himself launched on all the temptations and trials of full schoolboy life. These were ex perienced in a somewhat intensified form. His determined total abstinence principles were specially the subject of persecution during his Junior Queen s Scholar days. He usually spent his Sundays at Hamp stead, so that he was in constant touch with home and all its hallowing associations. <r> His Westminster days were, on the whole, very happy. He was proud of his school, and took his full share in all that concerned its inner life the concerts, &c. and had an Westminster School. 5 important part assigned to him in the Latin play at Christmas, 1887 ; but he did not distinguish himself in any of the school games, nor did he shine in scholarship, though he was " fairly good all round." He frequently availed himself of the privilege enjoyed by the Queen s Scholars, of admission to the parliamentary debates, and, as one of the Senior Queen s Scholars, he had a good place in Westminster Abbey at the Jubilee Celebration in 1887. His pastor, the Rev. E. H. Bickersteth, had been appointed Bishop of Exeter in April, 1885, and it was arranged that he should hold a Confirmation in his old Parish of Christ Church, Harnpstead, in the June following, when Willie was confirmed. This was to him, as it has been to so many, a time of definite blessing. o At Easter, 1888, he left Westminster School in order to be specially prepared, for the Indian Civil Service Examination in July, 1889. He was considered by his 6 I.C.S. Exam. tutors one of the best of those who were being prepared together, but he and only one other of them failed to obtain places among the successful candidates. This was a sore disappointment, as there were many family ties with India. Willie was specially comforted by his father s confident assurance that he must have failed because he was intended for some better work than even the noble I.C.S. Those who know what he accomplished during his short career feel that this anticipation was realised. In the spring of that year he had com peted for an open Exhibition at Queen s College, Oxford. The successful competitor having gained an appointment in the Indian Civil Service, was obliged to vacate this Exhibition, which was then offered to Willie, thus making the way plain for his going in the following October to Oxford. o CHAPTER II. Oxford. " Mind hath much to learn below, Knowledge hourly must be sought, Ever seeking truth to know, Wisdom comes with work and thought." J. Nevaye. T^ROM his first entrance upon University life, Willie was fortunate in getting into a "good set," and among them he formed lasting friendships. He had a real genius for friendship. His affectionate and sympathetic nature drew others to him ; and these qualities, com bined with much practical common sense, often led people older than himself to confide their troubles to him, and seek his advice. Many touching testimonies have been c 8 College Life. received since his death as to the way in. which his friendship was valued.* He threw himself energetically into the life of his College, especially the Musical Society, the Chapel choir, and boating. He always took the most eager interest in the intercollegiate boat-races, and rowed several times for his College. He was an enthusiast in everything he undertook ; into it he went, heart and soul, grudging no effort or pains. Just two extracts from his letters may be given as showing the keen interest he. took in the Queen s College boating, and in the " Eights Week" doings- Oxford, February 2/th, 1891. As you will very likely have seen in the papers,; we succeeded in keeping our high place in the " Torpids," and ended up on Tuesday, 7th as we began. We had a tremendous ovation on coming back to our barge on Tuesday for the last time, and the performance is considered very creditable considering all the adverse circumstances. In the * One of his College contemporaries writes: " His greatest achievements are written in the silent chapters of daily con verse with those whose privilege it was to be his friends." "Eights Week." 9 evening the success was celebrated by a supper, which the Boat Club Committee provided, and our health was drunk as the " lightest and pluckiest torpid on the river." Oxford, May 2Qth, 1892. At last this awful (" Eights ") week of dissi pation has come to an end, and glad I am too, though it has been a very jolly time, but it is a good thing it only comes once a year. On> Wednesday night we had fireworks and a magni ficent bonfire a really scientifically arranged one, which it took us a full hour to pile up pro perly. We chaired all the " Eight " round it and made a huge noise, and generally enjoyed -our selves. That night I got to bed at two ; next day Finney had some people up, and we went down to Nuneham ten of us in two boats had our picnic in almost the same spot as two years ago, and afterwards had a most delightful ramble through the woods. The day was perfect, a few small showers of rain only served to keep us from being too hot. On the way we visited Iffley Church, which I think I should never tire of inspecting. Friday was an awful day for me ; work was impossible, the president of our Musical Society was laid up, so I was chief in command, and had to be on the spot seeing to everything connected with the Concert and that everybody did their C 2 io College Concert. duty ; besides having to write cheques for the orchestra, and do a hundred and one other things, to say nothing of the appalling thought of my after-supper speech ! However, I was extremely gratified at the way everything went off. Thursday night it poured with rain. Friday night was beautiful, the hall was packed, as it always is. The Cantata quite surpassed our expectations, and went with a swing and go that took everyone by storm. In the second part both the solos, and one of the part songs, were most tremendously received ; people pronounced it as successful a Concert as we have ever had, and the papers have been very complimentary. The supper afterwards was great fun, the speeches good on the whole. When I rose, every idea I had previously had in my head vanished, but I managed to say some thing, and got through with great success and much applause. We finished up with " Auld Lang Syne," and separated at I o clock. Now at last things are over, and we have settled down again to work and make up for lost time. Other men s people and attractions of other sorts have left Oxford, and things resume their old aspect. Willie took a Third Class in the "Mods" examination/ the first Classical Honours " Mods " Exam. 1 1 School and he wrote as follows to his father, while smarting under what, in his view, was a failure : Oxford, April I5th, 1891. By this time, doubtless, you will have seen the "Mods" list in the papers, and know the unpleasant fact of my having got only a Third Class. Of course, I need hardly say that my disappointment is very great, as I quite ex pected (and I think my tutors did too) that I would, at all events, get a Second. I was, how ever, naturally the last of the honours men of my year, most of the others being Scholars, and those who were not, had better Exhibitions than mine; so perhaps I ought not to have anticipated any more than a Third. Of course, in such circumstances, it is con demning myself to make excuses, but still I cannot help feeling that, but for the row in last December (which utterly upset me and robbed me of a fortnight s reading),* and possibly my * This refers to an unpleasant affair which had divided the College into two hostile camps, and caused Willie great mental disturbance. One of his fellow undergraduates, now a Clergyman, wrote lately respectin? him, evidently having special reference to this matter : " Many of his contempo raries at Queen s will remember how nobly he ranged himself again and again on the side of those things that were true, honest, and of good report." 1 2 CJioice of Final Schools. rowing in the " torpid " (which, under the circum stances, could hardly be avoided), the result might have been different. I have certainly learned a lesson which I hope I shall never forget. I hope to manage my work for my Final Schools very differently, and to profit by the experience " Mods " has given me. Above all I mean to work hard this term. I do not know what more to say. I can quite understand how keen your disappointment must be, and cannot tell how sorry I feel for having brought it upon you, and how I reproach myself for not having done better. Before entering- his third year it became necessary that a profession should be chosen, more or less provisionally ; and the College authorities being of opinion that as the holder of an Exhibition he should not be satisfied with the Pass Schools, it was decided that he should read Honours Theology, with a view to taking Holy Orders. He entered upon this course of reading with great zest. In March, 1892, Mr. Edwin Arrowsmith, of the Children s Special Service Mission, visited Oxford, " prospecting for the Long Keswick Convention, 1892. 13 Vac.," and succeeded in interesting- Willie in the work so far as to promise, provisionally, to assist him at Eastbourne, in August. On o June 1 2th, however, Willie wrote : "I don t know what to do about Eastbourne ; the amount of work to be digested this Vac. is alarming." In July he had the opportunity of attending for the first time the Keswick Convention, where his spiritual life experienced a mar vellous uplifting, and his always happy spirit acquired a new joyousness which he never afterwards lost. None who saw him at this time will forget his bright face, literally shining with the joy of the Lord, the spiritual tone of his con versation, and his ringing voice constantly singing the sweet Convention hymns. Talk ing to his mother one clay soon after, with keen appreciation of the lovely scenery in the Lake District, he quoted the lines beginning : " Heaven above is softer blue," etc., saying how true he found it, that having one s eyes 14 Letter to Rev. W. H. Finney. opened to see the glory of Christ greatly enhanced one s enjoyment of the works of His hands. A letter written to an intimate college friend, after joining his family for a few days at Kent s Bank, on Morecambe Bay, gives so graphic an account of this crisis in his life that it seems well to insert it in extenso : Moorhurst, Kent s Bank, Grange-over-Sands August 8th, 1892. My dear Finney, I expect you will have been wondering at not having heard from me for so long. The truth is I have been longing to write to you, but have not had time, as I felt it would have to be a long letter when it did come. Now at last,. this wet afternoon, I can sit down and try to tell you the truly great and wonderful things that God has done for my soul at Keswick. Even now I feel it is beyond my power to tell the story pro- perly, so I must just ask that the Holy Spirit may direct my pen in every word. The Convention proper began on Tuesday, the 26th. On the Sunday previous we had two wonderful sermons from Mr, which stirred. Heart Searching, 15 me very much, and gave me intense longings for something, I hardly knew what ; but it was realised during the week. On Monday night was the preliminary meeting, and then began a time of searching such as I had never undergone before ; God seemed to go through and through me, and put His finger on thing after thing that I had not thought of as sin, and say, " this, that, must be given up." Well, I can tell you I felt fairly wretched, but the only comfort was that I felt God would not leave me where I was. Then the next day the grand truth about "cleansing" came upon me as it had never come before, and every thing seemed to open out as clear as daylight ; I saw clearly that it is only as we ourselves limit God s power to save, that so we remain unsaved ; that if only we allow Him to be true to His promises, and to do whatever He wills with us, and if only we are willing to sanctify Him in our hearts as Lord, and as the only Lord, He will do what He has promised ; He will give us a clean heart, cleanse our desires, and take away from us the desire to sin. What has kept me back from this before, I must confess with shame, has been the fact that 1 have not been wholly consecrated and yielded up ; I seem to have gone on with a sort of idea that a certain amount of sin must re main in the camp ; and I wished to keep it there, 3 6 Heart Cleansing. without realising that it was God s will that the- sin should be entirely taken away, and that He had .tlie poiver to do it too, if only I would let Him.* Well, I did give myself up on that Tuesday night as I had never done before, and I do believe that God did then and there cleanse me from the sin in me, and I can certainly testify, without boasting (for it is not my work at all, but Christ s in me), that I have been kept from conscious sin, of certain kinds at all events, which before had been a constant trouble to me ; specially have I realised this with regard to wandering thoughts in prayer. Of course I don t imagine there s nothing else to be done, no need for watchfulness or prayer ; there is still the constant need for Christ s keeping power, as well as for His cleansing power ; only now I seem to stand in a different position : instead of * It is only right to explain that " sinlessness," or "sinless perfection " are not meant here. While strongly holding and testifying to a "clean heart" as God s purpose in Christ for believers, Willie never taught any more than the speakers on .the Keswick platform the impossibility of falling, or in fallibility. To him a "clean heart" meant one free from any conscious sympathy with sin, or any desire towards it. Mr. Eugene Stock writes respecting this letter : " I do not think anyone should find fault with your dear son s method of describing the Lord s gracious dealings with him. He was real, and reality is what we all need, and what we must have if the Lord is to use us. We may differ in the language we employ ; but after all the New Testament expressions are full of the Holy Ghost filled with the Spirit. That is what the Lord s servants want, at home and abroad. Consecration. 1 7 trying to grow into a state of cleansing, one now starts with a clean heart, and then the growth con tinues ; but it was no use trying to grow without having the clean heart ; it was like trying to make a watch go right that was out of order, by winding it, instead of sending it back to the watchmaker to be cleaned and started over again. Well, as I have said, on that Tuesday night all this came home to me in a new way, and I just stood up and consecrated myself wholly ; I claimed the blessing, and I am quite sure I got it. I went home, feeling very happy, but still I felt there was something wanting yet. Next evening Dr. Elder Gumming, of Glasgow, spoke about the " rilling of the Holy Ghost," showing quite plainly that this was an experience subsequent to conversion and to cleansing, and that it was quite a pertinent -question to ask believers, " have you received the rilling of the Holy Ghost ? " I was perfectly certain I had never received this " filling." I longed to receive it ; but somehow I felt as if it were too hasty a step to accept the gift then and there. I said to myself that I must consider the matter carefully, and not be in too great a hurry to accept the blessing ; I had got quite enough for the present, and must wait. That was the sort of way I reasoned with myself, and I left the meeting feeling hungry and dissatisfied with myself. 1 8 Claiming the Blessing. & But God would not let me rest, and I do praise Him for that. After supper I heard there was to be a special night prayer meeting at the Drill Hall, and something led me to go to it. It really was a wonderful time; it lasted till about 11.30, and by that time I am sure every one got every thing they wanted, and so there was nothing to remain for except to praise. I don t know exactly what I expected to get by going there, but I know this that God told me in unmistakable terms that He was ready to give me the filling of the Spirit then, and that it was only my perverseness that was keeping me back from it. What was I to do ? God told me to claim the blessing and to believe that I had received it ; I did so. I didn t feel anything particular at the moment, but gradually a conscious joy, such as I had never known before, began to steal over me, and when the meeting broke up I felt inclined to go and sing all through the streets. I have said the meeting broke up at 11.30, because there was nothing more to remain for. I don t think anyone left that room without being filled with the Holy Ghost, but I, for my part, felt as if I could have remained there all night for praise. I walked about the streets for a long time far too happy to go to bed. I wanted to go- somewhere where I could sing and make a joyful Night of Praise. 1 9 noise. I went back to my room and wrote about it all to father and Mr. S - ; then my candle went out, or I would have written to you, old man. I lay down to rest for about a couple of hours or so, but could not sleep much, so got up about 3 o clock and went out to see the sunrise. I climbed a crag named Walla Crag (about 1,100 feet high) and there I had a grand time. I was far away from the haunts of man, and so could make a noise without fear of disturbing anyone. I had my hymn-book with me, and stayed up there till about 5.30, having a grand time of prayer and praise ; then I came down, had a bathe in the lake, and went to the tent for the 7 o clock meeting. I felt rather shy about breakfast, as I feared the others would not quite understand my happiness, but they soon found out something had happened to me, and then it all came out. On Friday evening or Thursday, I forget which, they all got the same blessing, and so we all rejoiced together. I see I have already got into the third sheet, so I must shortly close ; but I could fill sheets upon sheets with telling of all the wonders God has done ; of the marvellous answers to prayer ; of the splendid missionary meetings in the tent and on the lake ; of the wonderful way in which God gave us strength to go to the meetings all day long 2O Coining down from the Mount. without getting tired ; of the wonderful ex periences related by Mr. G - and his mission band in India and Australia ; of their marvellous guidance by God, and how their needs were supplied. When next we meet soon, please God I will tell you more about it. On Saturday morning there was a grand three hours missionary meeting. I think this time at Keswick has put a finishing touch to my mind on this question, and I am ready to go when God wants me. The whole atmosphere of Keswick seemed saturated with the Convention ; everyone you met carried a hymn-book and Bible, and had a happy, smiling face. It was like being on the Mount of Transfiguration, and it seems a bit hard to come down to an every-day life again ; but that s just where the test comes in : and I am sure God s blessing is meant to last, and will last with me wherever I go at home, at Eastbourne, back at Oxford, anywhere ; though, when looking ahead, the difficulties seem to loom like thick- clouds. Do pray for me, old man, that I may not get self-confident, but may be kept always full of the joy of the Lord. Specially will you pray that I may be fitted for the work at Eastbourne, and made ready and willing to do anything that God calls upon me to do there. I won t think about CJiange in Spiritual Life. 2F next term yet though I realise my life will have to be very different but just " do the next thing." Now I must close, with many prayers for you r old man, that God may bless you with all the ful ness of His blessing which I expect you have already got, but there is " always more to follow " and may guide you every moment, and fit you for His work ; and asking your prayers for me. Yours ever in Him, WILLIE S. COX. Rev. W. H. FINNEY. In nothing was the striking change that had taken place in Willie s spiritual life more manifest than the way in which his natural shyness and reserve in speaking on religious- subjects disappeared. By a definite act of faith he sought deliverance from this, which he had felt to be a oreat hindrance to his o usefulness in the past, and according to his faith so was it unto him, Henceforth, when fitting opportunity arose, he was always able to speak without nervousness, and with an earnestness that was impressive, because all his utterances came straight from his heart and he felt his message was God-given. 22 Rev. W. H. Finney s Narrative. The following personal recollections by Mr. Finney may find their appropriate place here : It was in the year 1889 that I first came in contact with Willie when he came up to Oxford as a freshman. There was a good deal in common between us which naturally drew us together. We both rowed, and were fond of music, and above all were both Christian men. It was this latter fact which cemented our friendship, for though sur rounded by many friends of a most excellent kind, there was wanting in many of these that great fact, so far as we could tell, which was so much to us. I am afraid that our first two years of intercourse did little more for us than serve to fan the flame of faith in our own hearts. I know I was helped by him. But our testimony to others was not of a very vigorous or aggressive type, and beyond the College Bible Reading, and an occasional visit to the Daily Prayer Meeting and the Common Lodging Houses for Service with the inmates, we took no prominent part in the Christian work of the University. In the year 1891 to 1892, however, the Lord began to work in our hearts wonderfully. The spirit of rebellion and self-will had been crushed in my own heart, and I had come under the influence Rev. W.-H. Finnefs Narrative. 23 of the " higher teaching." I naturally told Willie all about it on my return to College, and found a ready response in his heart to the yearnings and questionings of my own. At our meals, which we almost always took together, we discussed the possibilities of Christian living ; we read the Epistle to the Romans together, and after being puzzled and provoked " were finally " persuaded " that a life of deliverance from sin was possible and meant for us. The subject was mooted at the Bible Reading, which had now become much quickened. It began to assume a form of reality, and we were seeking it. We seldom said good night without first unitedly asking God for this blessing for our selves and others in College. -But when, in June, 1892, I went down to be ordained, neither of us could say we had " entered in." It was in the following month, July, 1892, that Willie went to Keswick, little dreaming as he told me afterwards, of what was in store for him. Here he was deeply "convicted for holiness" as -lie described it, and finally, through the depths; led out into full experience of cleansing and the filling of the Holy Ghost. From this time his whole life was changed. He was on fire. At Eastbourne, at College, at Wycliffe Hall, and in his curacy^so far as I could sec from D 24 Rev. W. H. Putney s Narrative. a distance, his one purpose was the full salvation of" souls, especially boys, and the Glory of GOD. On his return to College he took an unmis takable stand for the Truth ; his hands were soon full of Christian work within and outside the College. Others can, better than I, give correct impressions of his last year at College and at Wycliffe Hall, as I was down in my curacy, and only in touch with the work by correspondence. Willie came to stay with me at Exeter in April, 1893, a d we had a blessed time. I had now fully " entered in," and could understand the secret which possessed him. Together we held a holiness meeting in the parish, and I don t think anyone would ever forget his earnest testimony ; reality rang through it all. There was, too, such a joyous- ness about him as could not fail to impress every one, and many times afterwards friends enquired of me concerning him, and alluded to his bright and 1 happy face and life. I had the privilege of a visit to the North Sea fishermen with him and a brother clergyman, and to this day the men on board the mission ship to^ which we were assigned, ask after him with interest and affection. It is not an easy matter to give any adequate impression of his life, or expression to the feeling of stimulus and exaltation I always experienced. Rev. W. H. Finney s Narrative. 25 from a short time with him. All Christians know what it is to get a real " lift up," and I always got this from Willie. One of the last things he said to me I shall never forget. Speaking of certain discussions in which the Truth, as we earnestly believed it to be, was somewhat discounted by a tone of " self" and contempt for others, he said, " I am persuaded that what is needed is nothing less than a mighty baptism of love." He had received it himself, and I don t think that I can recall a single occasion on which I heard him speak of another in any spirit but the spirit of. love and meekness. I was much struck, too, when paying a visit to him in his curacy at Peckham, to notice the trouble he took over any individual soul. I know of a case in which considerable time and trouble was spent over one soul, and I could not help thinking of the words of the Lord, who spoke of the shepherd going in search of the lost sheep until he find it. I shall always recall his friendship with deepest gratitude; I look upon it as one of God s greatest blessings to me. It is hard, indeed, to think that his work was done so early, or to readily grasp the fact that so profitable and delightful a friendship is over, till the day dawn, and our intercourse is resumed to know no further interruption. July, 1897. W. H. FINNEY. D 2 26 C.S.S. Mission at Eastbourne. . Willie s engagement to assist Mr. Arrow- smith at Eastbourne shortened his holiday and his reading time during the Summer Vacation. His mind in the matter is shown in the following letter to his father : Keswick, July 26th, 1892. I have written to Mr. Arrowsmith telling him I cannot decide arrangements, but am leaving it to you to write to him and say when I am to come, if at all, Let me tell you what my own opinion is ; I am perfectly ready for myself to give up going to Kent s Bank altogether. I know what the sacrifice involves, but I am quite willing to make it, and am really longing to get to Eastbourne to work in however small a way. I know it is a sacrifice also for all of you, and so I must leave it for you to decide. In Mr. G s sermon on Sunday night, on the three " ye cannots," he said they were the tests of full submission, " he that loveth father or mother more than me cannot be my disciple." This seems to appeal to me with special force just at present. I do want to give full submission, and if this is God s message to me now it seems to me I ought to go at once. I think that GOD wants me to go to Eastbourne, and that His voice is in the letter I have received from Mr. Arrowsmith. General Work of tJie Mission. 27 Such arguments could not be resisted. That Children s Special Service Mission at Eastbourne was a time of great happiness to Willie. The following extracts from his letters may be interesting as giving a view of the inner life of the Mission Band as well as of their more public operations : Eastbourne, August ipth, 1892. At present I have no special department, but am a "general," making myself useful in any way I can, and there really is any amount to do. All the various paraphernalia have to be taken down to the church for the Prayer Meeting, and then to the beach ; the banner has to be borne aloft along the parade to collect the people ; hymn sheets, etc., to be taken round ; a good deal of work in sending out notices, etc. When out of doors you have to be always on the look out for new boys, and then the boys have to be looked after, in a general way, always. The object of the cricket, teas, sports, etc., is, of course, to draw them in gradually to come to the meetings and eventually to Christ ; for you won t get boys to meetings if there is nothing besides. Last night we had a splendid boys meeting, 28 Work among the Boys. about forty-eight to tea first, and then about sixty altogether in the meeting, in spite of a thunder storm brewing the whole evening. About twenty stopped behind to be talked to, and several of them came right out for Jesus. I got a dear little boy to talk to ; he is a Christian all right, but was not happy, felt he had gone back rather ; after a talk and prayer I walked home with him, and think he was a bit happier. He has not got the < cleansing " and " keeping " yet, I think. I don t know whether such a small boy can receive a thing like that, and I feel rather diffident about saying anything on the subject ; but I am praying for guidance in the matter, and shall get it, I know. I will write as often as I can, but I foresee that leisure time will be scarce ; in fact, it makes one feel guilty almost to have any leisure time. Eastbourne, August 23rd, 1892. People talk of religion making children unhappy ! See our boys play cricket, see them at the sports, their happy faces at the meetings, hear them sing ; above all, see them work ! I was out on parade to-night for two hours with a boy trying to get others in ; very successful, got nearly twenty new ones. May GOD bring them all ! This boy is as keen as a razor on getting others to come. Happy results. 29 Don t forget, all to pray for the boys meeting on Thursday night ; pray specially for a boy named , in whom I am much interested. I do want him to confess Christ on Thursday night ; may GOD send the right word to his heart. Don t -forget also the other services round the coast. Oxford and Cambridge cricket match this after noon ; I captained Oxford. Eastbourne, August 3 1st, 1892. We are still having a glorious time, and are praising GOD continually. Sunday morning opened very stormy, but in answer to special prayer it cleared up before 12, and we had the Church packed in the afternoon in spite of a flower-service elsewhere ; 80 boys in the evening, a time of great ^blessing and real decision for Christ on the part of .many. Last Thursday was poor in numbers, only 54, but the power of the Spirit was manifestly shown, -and several of the bigger boys came right out for Christ. Wednesday we had a lantern service, an immense gathering was present, both parades crammed with people, such a sight as I shall never forget. Such a meeting must have been blessed of GOD to many. Went to Pevensey on Monday, when we had a most delightful day. To his mother he wrote thus, some difficulty 30 Close of tlie Mission. having arisen as to prolonging his stay till the close of the mission, and beyond the time originally arranged : Eastbourne, September 5th, 1892. Do work it for me : I shall be simply miserable if I leave to-morrow ; I must stop and look after my boys till the end ; the importance of this last week with them can hardly be over-estimated ; each " bro." has his own to look after specially, so do let me stop and look after mine. I shall be able to- " read " all the better when I get home, and could not settle down till this Mission was over. I shall have a very happy birthday (the /th September) here, though of course I shall miss all the dear ones at home, but I know you are all remembering us specially in prayer and will continue to do so. We had 105 boys at the meeting last night. Praise the LORD. Needless to say, he remained until the close of the mission. This was not a mere passing interest ; he kept up correspondence with many of the boys, and months after we find him writing thus : I had such a splendid letter from one of my boys on Sunday morning ; it rejoiced my heart Sunday at Oxford. 31 rr:ore than any letter I have had all the term ; I should think I have read it twenty times since, if I have read it once. Yesterday I got a letter from the mother of another of my boys, thanking me very warmly for writing to him. This is gratifying, is it not ? The following letter describes a Sunday evening s work at Oxford, that Autumn Term, and shows the spirit which now animated him : Oxford, October i/th, 1892. I had a splendid time yesterday evening. At seven o clock I went with Ehvin* to a children s service at St. Clement s Mission Room, in quite a poor part of Oxford. There were about 180 boys and girls there in equal numbers, some of the boys very rough indeed, but they really behaved wonderfully. We had some of the evening prayers, plenty of singing, and an address from myself and one from Elwin. I gave an object lesson on " a pencil," and the way they listened was delightful. The service lasted just under an hour, and was one of the most * Now the Rev. E. H. Elwin, Vice-Principal of Fourah Bay College, Sierra Leone. 32 Martyrs Memorial Service. enjoyable I have ever been at. I had never spoken to children before, and an audience of 200 was at first rather alarming ; but I went in trust, and realised once more that " God s commands are covenanted possibilities of power." After that we went off to the open-air service at the Martyrs Memorial. Elwin, not content with what he had got out of me, had engaged me to speak here also. I was rather doubtful whether my voice could stand it and was loud enough, having had choir-practice, choir, and children s service already ; however, " My God shall supply all your need," lung power included, the promise came true, and I was able to make myself heard all right. After this, four of us walked about the .streets for nearly an hour talking. Then we separated, and one of them came in with me to have cocoa and a chat. We were just settling comfortably down when in came another Queen s man ! I was rather up a tree at first, and thought our time together was spoiled, but praise the Lord ! " all for the best ! " we very soon got on to the subject and had a straight go ; I have talked with this man before, and last night may be just a " link in the chain." Willie soon after resigned his place in the College choir, because he wanted more time A Passing Cloud. 33 for reading, and because it prevented him attending the Daily Prayer Meeting, which took place at the same hour as the choir practice. He also gave up the secretary ship of the College Musical Society, which had occupied a great deal of his time. But he continued his connection with the College boats, for the sake of the influence it gave him over other men. Notwithstanding his remarkably happy disposition, he was not without occasional times of depression. Thus we find him wntin " * Oxford, October 25th, 1892. As for myself, I am at present under a cloud. I can t make out what it is, but I am hanging on to Phil. iii. 15, and trust that it will be revealed in time. I am almost believing that I ought to give up the boats, but that seems like giving up all chance of one s influence being felt. I have been trying to witness faithfully this term, but, so far, it does not seem to produce any effect. Oh, for more heavenly wisdom ! This did not last long, for only six days ilater he wrote : 34 Moody s Mission. Oxford, October 3ist, 1892. That cloud has indeed passed away, and I have never known such peace as during the last few days ; peace, too, in the midst of a good deal of worry and trouble of various kinds. What a grand thing it is simply to fall back on the ever lasting arms for rest of body as well as rest of mind and soul ! His earnest longing for the spiritual welfare of his beloved University is breathed in the following extract ; Oxford, November 5th, 1892. I am quite convinced of this now, that if Oxford is to be won for Christ it must be by the conse crated lives of the Christians themselves rather than by preaching. The following letters refer to Mr. Moody s Mission at Oxford in November, 1892, which was a very blessed season : Oxford, November I4th, 1892. Moody is coming on Friday and will hold services each night until Monday inclusive. Do pray that many men may go, out of curiosity perhaps, and be made anxious about their souls, and that we may have all fear of man taken away Res2ilts of Moody s Mission. 35 from us and be bold to ask men to go, and to tell tJiem u>/iy we want tJicni to go. Oxford was shaken when Moody was here last. Oh that it may be so again ! The "Junior Fours " are on next .Saturday, and we are now in training for them. My boat is going fairly well. I feel sure GOD has sent me down to the river to fulfil His purpose and for His glory, and I am praying earnestly for the conver sion of the others in my " four " during Moody s Mission. Oh that grace may be given me to persuade them to go and hear ! Whether the LORD will tell me to go on rowing after the " fours " are over, I don t know, but He will guide when the time comes. If there is one thing I have learnt lately it is to seek for guidance for the present, said not for the future : "as thy days so shall thy strength be " Oxford, November 23rd, 1892. Well, Moody s Mission is now all over, and we can, indeed, praise GOD. I believe Oxford has been really blessed, and the effect will be widely felt ; many men stood up each night at the after- meetings in evidence of accepting Christ. Sunday night s meeting for men only was a most thrilling sight: the Corn Exchange was packed to over flowing. On Monday night Moody spoke on 36 . College Bible Readings. " Confessing Christ," and then asked all who were willing to confess Christ in their daily lives to rise, when nearly all the audience rose, in truth a mighty army. But there is a difference between doing this and " confessing " in the daily life. Oxford, December 5th, 1892. After Moody left there was a furious correspond ence in the " Oxford Review " on the impudence of the " Evangelical undergrads " who had dared to bring an American to preach to cultured, intel lectual Oxford ! This is good, and shows very plainly that the Mission has not been without results. In the general attack on the " so-called Evan gelical party" one special subject was the preaching at the Martyrs Memorial. This resulted in our having a very crowded service there last Sunday, so the LORD has " made the devices of the people to be of none effect" and has turned it all to His honour and glory, Praise to His Holy Name ! Willie was the Secretary of the Queen s College Bible Reading Society, and its meetings were generally held in his rooms. This autumn and winter he often seems to have led them, and they are frequently referred to in his letters. Thus : " The Truest Humility." 37 Oxford, 23rd November, 1892. We had a splendid time here last Wednesday,, eleven present The subject taken was the " Raising of Lazarus," typical of various stages in spiritual life : dead and buried ; raised to life (but bound with grave clothes) ; loosed from fetters ; walking free ; witnessing by the life ; and feasting with Jesus. I had an indirect testimony next day to appreciation of the Bible Reading. Praise the Lord, His word shall not return void. Oxford, January 3Oth, 1893. We had a very good time at the Bible Reading last Wednesday. Nine present. I took " He is able," and a discussion followed on Jude 24, in which some of the fellows did not agree with me, and practically would not allow that the text meant what it said. One even said that " we must keep on sinning, to keep us humble " ; but if so,, the greater the sinner, the more humility, and therefore our Adversary would be the most humble of all ! Surely, relying on Christ for ALL, " letting go, and trusting," is the truest hu mility the entire abnegation of self. I know some of the fellows got a " lift-up " that night ;. praise the LORD for it ! Pray that we may have grace to comprehend Christ s ///// salvation. 38 Misinterpreted Motives. " F on Theatres"* has often formed a sub ject of discussion. On Saturday I had a long yarn with a man on the point. Finally he rounded on me, and said, " Don t let your good be evil spoken of," and suggested that the texts in my room, blue ribbon, " Martyrs Memorial doings," c., were stumbling blocks in some fellows ways ! This was a new aspect of the question, and for a time rather dismayed me. It seems hardest of all to have one s motive 1 ; misinterpreted, but I suppose this is what is meant by " bearing the reproach of Christ." I feel sure it was GOD S bidding that I should put up texts, &c. ; it was not done in a spirit of self- advertisement. If it has offended others, I can t help that, and GOD will defend His own honour. We are going to have the subject of Rom. xiv. up some Wednesday night, and have a go at the whole question. I feel sure that to alter my con duct in these particulars would be a great mistake ; but I much need guidance now that I find my actions are watched more narrowly than I ever dreamed of. I had a grand day yesterday ; took a Bible Reading in the afternoon, Is. xii. What a wonder ful chapter that is ! " Praise, sing, joy, declare, cry * A sermon by an old Queen s College man on the texts " Let not your good be evil spoken of," and "Abstain from all appearance of evil." Approaching Honours Exam, 39 aloud, SHOUT." In the evening at the Martyrs Memorial, and then had a good time with a fellow in my own rooms. His examination in the Final Theology Honours School was now impending, and we find him writing thus : May 8th, 1893. The week has been a more or less uneventful one. I have got through a good week s work, but the Schools are getting aivfully near four weeks to-day ; but " He knoweth the way that I take." What a comfort that is ! I did a paper again on Friday, and quite came up to my own expectations, but not to my tutor s, I think he estimates me a great deal too highly, and expects too much of me. It is good to think of the time when it won t be necessary to study so much the Higher Criticism and ecclesiastical history; when there will be more time for real " eating " of the living Word of God, less Theology and more Bible ; yet "we have need of patience," and patience works on to experience. And a little later : I have done my last paper for my tutor, and see him for the last time to-morrow. I am very " fit " at present, so shall probably work on till Wednes day or Thursday, and then take a few days holiday E 4O " One Things " of New Testament. before the exam, next Monday, " in quietness and confidence . . . your strength." Towards the close of his undergraduate life, he writes : Oxford, 8th May, 1893. We had the Bible Reading on Wednesday before breakfast, that seeming a more suitable time in the summer, but only five men turned up. It is rather discouraging, and I am much afraid the meeting will fall through when I am gone, there seems no one at present inclined to take it on. It seems rather as if my work for the LORD, which has largely consisted in getting up the Bible Read ings, will be tried by the fire, and won t stand the test. I do trust God that it won t be so. I am conscious of much slackness in the past ; but latterly, at least, I have been sincere in trying to let Him work through me, so I do believe He will own my labour for Him, even though I may not see it myself.* Our subject on Wednesday was "one thing." I don t know whether you may have noticed the .cue tilings of the New Testament, so I will give you them ; they make a grand study : I. "One thing" lacking : Humility. Mark x. 21. * It is pleasant to record that the Bible Readings at Queen s continued and flourished. Visit to North Sea. 41 2. "One thing" needful: "Seek ye first." Luke :x. 42. 3. " One thing " I know : Assurance of salvation. John ix. 25. 4. "One thing" I do: Press forward. Phil.iii.iJ. 5. " One thing " forget not : His coming. 2 Pet. dii. 8. The following letter refers to a projected visit that summer to the North Sea Fisheries, in connection with the Deep Sea Mission, already referred to in Mr. Finney s personal recollections : Oxford, May 2pth, 1893. Finney, Seaton, and I, are going to sea on the jrd July. We have not only thought well about at, but prayed well about it, and believe it is the LORD S will that we should go ; so I don t see that there is any reason why we should be called mad for going. I am a fairly good sailor, and expect I shall be all right after two or three days. He wrote as follows while on this Mission: , " The Clulow, North Sea, July loth, 1893. The cutter does not go till to-morrow a? there has been no wind, and consequently no trawling, so I have time for a regular letter. E 2 42 Experiences on Voyage. I don t know how to describe things at all ; never had such a day in my whole life as yesterday ; never was at such services, nor heard such singing. To begin at the beginning, we did not leave Gravesend till two o clock on Friday afternoon, as one of the crew was missing. We sighted the fleet on Saturday night, but too late to come on board, so came on about 7.30 on Sunday morning. The time on the cutter was well, never mind,, the LORD took us through it all ; but it was trying to health, both physical and spiritual : three nights on deck without changing one s clothes was not pleasant, but we had some grand talks with the men. On Saturday I was a little upset, went down to try and eat some dinner, but soon came up again. Sunday was calm, and so is to-day, praise the LORD ! He has thus enabled us to get used to the motion, and though we were all three a bit upset yesterday, strength was given us for meetings, &c. We had a grand service in the fore-cabin yester day morning, and again in the afternoon, when one man came out on the LORD S side Glory to GOD ! He was regularly broken down. I never was in meetings where the power of the. Spirit was so manifested. To hear these men pray would make you weep, and I am sure it must make the angels Work among- the Smacks-men. 43 sing. After tea we had hymns and prayer, &c., on deck as it was so fine, and finished off with the Communion Service in our little after-cabin eleven present a most touching service, the memory of which will never leave me. Altogether it was a most glorious day, sunshine without and sunshine within. These men out here there s no nonsense about them. If they are on the LORD S side, then every body knows it ; they are full of joy and praise, and it must come out. Thus, at first, to one coming from staid Hampstead or staider Oxford, it is a bit difficult to be in the right spirit. Pray that the LORD may give us all, and me especially, the grace to be what He would have us to be in our present circumstances. This morning was still calm, and we had a glorious dip over the side. The morning was spent in visits from various smacks-men, who came for "baccy," &c., and thus opportunities of saying a word for the LORD were afforded. In the afternoon, as several men were still on board, we had a service in the forecabin, and one man came over the line Praise the LORD ! The calm still continues, and so long as it does so the men cannot fish ; which is trying to the faith, but favours the LORD S work. Still, we must pray for a breeze. 44 News of Honours List. The berths, &c., and all the arrangements on board the Mission Ship are paradise compared with those on board the cutter. Praise the LORD- indeed for all His mercies ! It is good to be here. I can t write any more now, if I did it must be to praise Him for all His goodness. Excuse bad writing, as the vessel is rolling. I suppose the Theological list is now out ; send it to me as soon as possible. Very much love to all, and may the LORD keep- you from being anxious, for " He holdeth the sea in the hollow of His hand." While in the North Sea he received the welcome news that he had gained a Second! Class in Honours Theology, and wrote thus : " The Clulow," Abreast of Silts, July 1 4th, 1893. Many thanks for the welcome news about the Schools. I don t quite know at the present whether I am standing on my head or my heels. Praise the LORD, indeed, for His undeserved mercies ! Two texts are continually ringing in my mind : " He will fulfil the desire of them that fear Him," and " O thou of little faith, wherefore didst thou doubt ? " I don t feel that I deserve a Second, but I think it is an answer to prayer. I had a~ The LORD S Goodness. 45 letter from my tutor also, who says I had " luck but well-deserved luck " (whatever that means), and was on the border-line between Second and Third. Wednesday afternoon was very calm, so we three went " visiting " with the skipper. Visited four smacks, and held service on two of them. We had a good time; the LORD was with us, three or four pledges were taken, and we believe two or three came on to the LORD S side. But the nature of the circumstances makes the work very difficult and apt to be discouraging. One may see a man once and have a word with him, and then not see him again for some time. Truly, the devil is at work here, and does his best to hinder ; but the LORD is mightier and must prevail, and His work does go on in spite of opposition. I can t get over the Schools list yet (it is now evening), the LORD really is too good to me. I have come out above men who, I believe, are really worth more than I am. However, it is His doing, and to Him be all the Glory. He has done exceeding abundantly above all that 1 asked or thought. Once more he had the privilege of attend ing the Keswick Convention, this year in 46 Keswick Convention, 1893. the Students Camp with many Oxford men. One letter thereon must suffice : Students Camp, Keswick, July 23rd, 1893. At present there are about 100 men in camp, including Bishop Hill and Mr. Stewart,* and 60 more arrive to-morrow -30 in all from Oxford. At 7.0 this morning most of us went to the Communion at St. John s where there was a good gathering. I had a glorious time there myself. How good the LORD has been to me of late ; my class in the Schools ; the North Sea ; and now Keswick ; besides numberless other mercies. Psalm C. 5, seemed to have new meaning this morning. Breakfast in camp at 8.20. Went to church at 10, service at 10.30, crammed of course. A most heart-searching sermon from Rev. H. B. Macartney on "The single eye." Praise the LORD! The Convention has begun in the right way for me at least ; and whatever the light reveals the blood will cleanse. I had almost forgotten the weather. It was lovely yesterday, and the mountains quite clear. * It is sad to remember that Bishop Hill died from African fever in January, 1894, and that the Rev. R. \V. Stewart was one of the victims of the Massacre at Kucheng, in August 1895. Ordination as Deacon.- 47 This morning is dull and the mists hanging low : but never mind, " when He giveth quietness, who can give trouble ? " After taking his degree in October, Willie went to Wycliffe Hall. The original inten tion was that he should stav there a full j year, but he had received from the Rev. Thomas Goss, of St. Mary Magdalene, Peckham, himself a Queen s man and the father of a Queen s man who knew Willie well, the offer of a Title, conditional on his joining at Christmas. The sphere thus presented a London parish having a population of 12,000 (chiefly poor), with well-filled church, mission hall, flourishing national schools and full parochial organisation, but only two clergy was just the one he desired. Mr. Goss s offer was, after prayerful con sideration, accepted, and Willie was ordained deacon on St. Thomas s Day, 1893, by Dr. Randall Davidson, the then Bishop of Rochester. 48 Rev. E. H. Elwiris Reminiscences. This seems to be the right place for the following Oxford reminiscences, written from Sierra Leone, by the Rev. E. H. Elwin : My acquaintance with Willie began in Novem ber, 1890, at Oxford, when, on being told he was secretary of the District Visiting Society, I called to ask him to tell me how- I could join. His rooms were full of men, but he was most kind. I dined with him soon after, but I did not see much of him, for he was in every sense a College man and kept to his own College. In August, 1892 he came down to Eastbourne to help Mr. Arrowsmith in his work. I was there too, and he told me what a great blessing he had received at Keswick. I had never been to the Convention, and I watched him very carefully. He was certainly very much changed. His whole trend was now for the glory of the Master, and his whole life was lived with that end in view.. We often talked of spiritual things, and I remember how I would urge that it be not called the "Keswick blessing," and how readily he agreed He was used of God much, I believe, during the mission among the boys. When he came back to Oxford for the October term, I remember he was not a little exercised as to what stand he should now make with the Rev. E. H. Elwiris Reminiscences* 49 new light given, and in my diary I find we were often in each other s rooms seeking to know how best to shine for GOD among the men in our respective Colleges. In the October of that year,. Mr. Grubb came to Oxford; and I believe it was then Willie imbibed a higher view of the "clean heart" than Scripture would allow,, and it was a subject of much debate between us. Gradually he seems to have found what we believe. to be the true Scriptural doctrine in the matter. His influence at Queen s College after the blessing he received in 1892 was, I know, very great, and. I well remember how he went round to all the freshmen, and how he purposely threw himself more into his rowing that he might win some for GOD. He then went to Peckham, where I saw him. once. After being accepted by the Church Mis sionary Society he came up again to Wycliffe Hall, but I am sorry to say we saw each other rarely. In May of last year I came to Sierra Leone, and in. January he arrived. We often talked together, and I know how the truths he had learned were life to him, and how anxious he was for the welfare- of all around him ; also how, far from having gone back, he had grown very much and had grown, deeper. 2ist July, 1897. E. H. ELWIN, CHAPTER III. Peckham. " He liveth long who liveth well ! All else is being flung away ; He liveth longest who can tell Of true things truly done each day." H. Bonar. T N entering upon his curacy, Willie felt ^ deeply the responsibility of being put in trust with the Gospel, and devoted him self especially to visiting at the homes of the poor. The following extracts from two of his letters show his sympathy with temporal distress among his people and with their spiritual needs : There are rriany cases of distress here that go to one s heart ; people who have seen better days, and are at the last gasp, by no fault of their own, and would not for worlds have their neighbours know their state. One such case I visited on Friday ; the man lost his employment because his em ployer s methods were not "straight," and it was Ministerial Responsibility. 5 1 against his conscience to work with him. The man is an earnest Christian, and I know the case to be a perfectly genuine one ; and yet one felt it would be almost insulting to offer help. I think some must be sent anonymously. There are many such cases, alas ! And again : What must not have been " the care of all the churches " to St. Paul ! One realises now in some measure the "care of all the streets," and the people in them the hundreds and thousands one knows nothing about, and many of whom never attend a place of worship. But this is the care of only one " church," and St. Paul had the churches of Galatia, Ephesus, Corinth, and many more a sort of arch bishop or primate in some sense. Certainly the thought of the people in want whom one cannot relieve, the people in darkness who will not see the light, the godless homes one visits all this does weigh heavily upon one at times. The only com fort is that it weighs far more heavily upon our blessed LORD Himself. He was often exercised in mind about the comparative luxury of life in England, and writes thus to his mother : I agree entirely with what you say about home life being much too comfortable. I am thinking 52 Visit to Oxford. ^o very much at present ; there is but little of " taking up the cross " in present-day Christianity. My own quarters here are far too comfortable. I often think of moving to the other end of the parish and taking cheaper rooms and living less expensively. A great deal could be saved thus and much better spent on home or foreign mission work. My present circumstances would be but a poor preparation for Africa or China. He very seldom took even half a day away from his parish ; and his family at Hampstead saw very little of him, unless they paid Peckham a visit, for which an excuse was frequently found by one and another of them. When, however, he did get away from his work he thoroughly enjoyed himself. Thus, during the "Eights Week" in May, 1894, he paid a short visit to his beloved Oxford, and wrote thus : It does seem so natural to be writing once more from Oxford. I feel quite like an undergrad. again. I have had an awfully jolly time up here, and it has done me a lot of good. We have had a little tennis and plenty of boating. This afternoon we punted right up to Marston Summer Holiday. 53 and had tea there. The weather has been cold, but Monday and Tuesday were fine, and to-day has been lovely. Oxford is looking " A I." Of course I have had many pleasant meetings with friends. Willie spent his first summer holiday from his curacy, partly in paying visits in the West of England, and partly with his family at Ventnor. He enjoyed much the scenery of the Wye, and wrote thus : Dingestow Court, Monmouth, July 5th, 1894. I am sitting out on the terrace now, writing. The view from here is perfectly entrancing. I sat out and basked this morning, and tried to read, but the view proved too much for me. From this terrace you look down a gently undulating slope of about 500 or 600 yards ; then across a lake (fifty yards or so) studded with lilies, on to a hayfield ; then a dip, in which the railway lies -hidden ; and then a wood rising up a fairly steep knoll ; the whole being most beautifully wooded. The panorama of hill and dale is simply glorious, but I am afraid my descriptive powers will not do justice to it. It is truly restful to be here. We generally 54 Scenery of tJie Wye. separate for the night at 10.30 ; prayers in the morning at .8.20, then Bible-reading together, and breakfast at nine. On Tuesday we left here at 10.30, drove to Monmouth, there took a boat and rowed down the river to Tintern, having a picnic lunch by the way. I don t know how to describe the Wye ; it is quite the richest piece of scenery I have ever seen. You miss the mountains, but otherwise it is something- like Borrowdale, only more narrow and like a gorge. The sylvan verdure is more luxuriant on the Wye. We had glimpses of sun light on the way down, but in the afternoon the sun came out gloriously. Tintern Abbey is most picturesque. The old monks certainly had an eye to the beautiful in selecting their sites. We drove back along the valley of the Wye. I think I enjoyed this even more than the boat in the morn ing ; the sun was out brightly, and showed the valley at its best. We got back here soon after 7.30. Altogether, a most delightful trip. Being left in charge of the parish during Mr. Goss s holiday, Willie learned something of the multifarious duties of a London Vicar. Thus he writes :- Peckham, August 2/th, 1894. Nearly 11.30 p.m., but I have really been so full The Work of a London Vtcar. 55 of odds and ends to-day that it is only now that I have leisure to sit down and write, though I have been looking for an opportunity all day. From 9.30 this morning my time has been taken up with one thing and another ; people to see me, visits to pay, letters to write for people, &c. I see now something of the secular work that Mr. Goss, and other Vicars, too, I daresay, have to do, and how it runs away with time. It makes one wish that the people who come to see one came more often about their souls than about their bodies. Alas ! in how few cases do people think about, or get anxious over, the question of their soul. But, on the whole, I have had one or two rather encouraging talks to-day. One wants to be so completely under the manage ment of GOD, that He shall be able to ivork through one, and use one simply as a channel. What we also want is more prayer. I don t get half or quarter enough time to pray ; the things I have on my mind at this moment would take an hour to roll off on to the LORD. With regard to the need of private study of the Word of GOD, writing to a brother, Willie says : I feel with you the danger of letting thought for the spiritual state of others swamp the care of one s F 56 Bible Study. own spiritual life; (see I Tim. iv., 16) "Take heed (a) unto thyself," (b} " unto the doctrine ; " " thus- shalt thou save (a) thyself," (b) "others." One s- influence on others must suffer if one s own soul is not properly watered and refreshed. Don t be too introspective, however ; remember Murray McCheync s " For one look at self, take ten at Christ." Willie s Bible bears marks of constant and painstaking study ; it is full of markings and notes from beginning to end. He knew in- o o deed what it was to feed upon the Word,, and to meditate therein day and night. Like most thoughtful students, he had during his Oxford career passed through a season of doubt and difficulty concerning many subjects connected with the sacred writings ; but the LORD led him through these into a position of complete acceptance of the entire Bible as a divine revelation to man of the being and the will of GOD. This revelation he acknowledged as the one rule of life, and he was content to obey what he knew, leaving what was beyond human Bishop s Exam. 57 comprehension to be solved in the full light of the perfect day, when we shall know as we are known. Some of his notes of Bible studies are given at the close of this volume. The following letter, dated 4th December, 1894, refers to his approaching ordination to priest s orders, and breathes the humble yet happy spirit of a true-hearted minister of the Gospel : I heard from the Bishop last night that I had "satisfied the examiners," so that is all right. I feel deeply thankful to GOD, for I do not think I de served to get through. We ought all to give a special thank-offering. It is a relief to feel it is all over, and one can now look forward to and prepare for the solemn occasion of Friday, the 2ist. How this year has flown, and how little one has done in the time ! But " I will restore to you the years that the locust hath eaten." And again, a few days later : I am looking forward to next week very much. I badly need a quiet " retreat," which I hope this will be. There are many things to be pondered over, and one s whole self and life want a sort of F 2 58 Ordination as Priest. overhauling occasionally, for which there is hardly time in an ordinary busy life. I am looking, more over, for a more abundant fulfilment of Acts i. 8 in my own soul. Somehow I seem to know sadly little of that as yet ; there doesn t seem to be much spiritual " dynamite " about one s life or work, and it is of no use to work without the power. On the eve of his Ordination he wrote : Rochester, December, ipth, 1894. This is a solemn time, and makes one look back on the past year with many regrets ; so little done, so much unfaithfulness, so many broken vows. Truly one cries "Woe is me, for I am a man of unclean lips " ; but thank GOD for the next verse ! We are indeed, I trust, getting a vision of GOD here which may enable us to see the realities of life more clearly, so that we shall all go from this place with firmer resolve, and with real definite dealing with GOD, in our own souls. But it is very hard to write one s mind on these matters. I feel and trust that this is to be an epoch in my life, more so than last year. May I realise what it is to be poured forth as a drink offering to GOD on behalf of men. Willie was always very popular with children, took a great deal of trouble in Work among Children. 59 preparing for any instruction he had to give them, and also threw himself thoroughly into their recreations. Thus he writes on 1 7th January, 1895 : ~~ To-night we are having a sort of children s party at the schools, for members of the Scripture Union and Band of Hope. I am preparing myself to be torn in pieces it will do me good. Concerning a similar previous occasion he had written : I enjoyed it much, and I fear that at such times- the fact becomes sadly patent that I am still very young ; there is no doubt I do thoroughly enjoy a good romp. His summer holiday in 1895 was spent with several members of his family, visit ing Edinburgh and the west coast of Scot land. Leaving them at Oban, he extended his tour northward, alone, and thus described the scenery on his return journey from Inverness : Leith, N.B., August I4th, 1895. The scenery on the Highland Railway is fine and varied. I never knew what heather was o Visit to Scotland. till I saw it to-day on the moors of Grantown and Kingussie ; there you have it, miles upon miles. The chief places of note are : Grantown and the view of the Spey, 1,000 feet above sea level, where you are quite up in the clouds ; the view across the Moray Firth from above Forres ; the view of the Eastern Grampians, Cairngorm, &c , from Aviemore they are a fine, noble outline ; the Pass of Drumouchtcr (1,500 feet), which is wild, and tends to be dreary, but the beautiful heather slopes relieve it. Then you get to the beautiful Glen Garry the finest mountain stream I have seen swollen with the recent rains, and looking as if it were trying to run a race with the railway. Blair Athole is picturesque, and ushers in the more cultivated part of the journey, beginning with the Killiecrankie Pass, which is different from any other pass I have seen, and extremely fine. Soon, at Pitlochry, you reach the Tay Valley, where the view all ways is grand ; Ben Vrackie and Ben-y- Gloe, a fine background ; while towards Loch Tay you have Schiehallion and our old friend Ben Lawers, whose shape I easily recognised. The valley of the Tay reminded me somewhat of the Wye, it is very luxuriant and well wooded ; Dun- keld and Birnam pass description. The demands of the Foreign Mission Foreign Mission Field. 6 1 Field had long pressed upon Willie ; but it had been decided for him that he should have at least two years work at home, in order that he might gain experience, and be able to weigh the relative claims of the home and foreign fields. He writes thus to his mother : Peckham, October i/th, 1895. The question of offering to the Church Mission ary Society is a good deal in my mind. I rode over to Richmond to see Aunt L on Monday, and called on Mr. Squires, and had a long talk with him about it. He thinks I ought not to delay, but, having been in work at home for two years, should put myself into communication with the C.M.S. soon. This is the conclusion to which I seem to have been led up more and more all this year. I kn AV that there is no obstacle on your part, that you are quite willing I should offer myself for this work. My health is no obstacle. The longer one re mains in work at home, the less likely does it become that one ultimately goes abroad. The questions of language and of acclimatisation are both better settled when one is young. Looking at it all round, I can see no good reason why I 62 Offer to C.M.S. should not offer for the mission field, while there are 10,000 reasons why I should. In fact, it is not why should I go? but why should I not go? While all the time perfectly conscious that I have no special qualifications for this, or indeed for any other work in GOD S vineyard, yet I trust there is. the one qualification, a call to do the work, and an earnest desire to work where GOD places me. After well weighing the matter, he took the first step, as recorded in the following letter : Peckham, October 24th, 1895. By this post goes to the Rev. H. E. Fox a letter from myself offering for the C.M.S. It seems as if this path has become plainer and plainer the last few months, weeks, and especially days. No reason has appeared for delaying the matter longer. My visit to Oxford yesterday practically decided me. I talked the matter over thoroughly with Mr. Chavasse and Mr. Gibbon,, and they both think my course seems clear. Most strangely, I had by yesterday morning s post a letter about the Vicarage at P *. I have written this afternoon declining. It sounded very tempting, but I felt as if Luke ix. 62, applied here. * This refers to a vacant living for which it was proposed that his name should be put forward. Offer Accepted. 63 Later on he writes : Peckham, December 3rd, 1895. On Sunday night I preached on I Cor. iiL 11-15. What a solemn thought it is that at the testing day all our work, that is not done absolutely for GOD, and in GOD, will be burnt up- like wood, hay, and stubble. It makes one think there will be little left. Do you know I sometimes- feel as if I were going to the C.M.S. under false pretences. I cannot honestly say that I have been a success here ; and, therefore, what am I likely to be in the mission field, where many things- hinder? Looking back now on the past two years, there seems precious little that I have been privileged to- accomplish ; and so much left undone, and what has been done so badly done. The thought some times crosses my mind that I have been tried in. the balances and found wanting. It is very humbling. His offer of service was accepted by the C.M.S., but his destination could not be at once decided ; and, as he felt the need of a time of rest and study before going to the mission field, he returned to Wycliffe Hall in January, 1896. <54 Rev- T. Goss s Narrative. It was with great regret that he parted from his Peckham friends, from whom he "had experienced nothing but kindness, and who presented him on leaving with many tokens of their goodwill. The narrative of this period cannot be better concluded than by the following .account of his life at Peckham, kindly given by his vicar the Rev. Thomas Goss : My first introduction to dear Cox was early in the Autumn of 1893. Only recently instituted .then to this important South London parish, I was most anxious to obtain for it the services of an earnest, godly, and capable young colleague ; and by God s grace I found such. My son, then an .undergraduate at Oxford, had spoken in glowing terms of young Cox, of his own College, and thought he might accept a Title for the ensuing Advent Ordination. An interview with him, and a visit paid by him to the parish, resulted in the .offer on my part, and the acceptance on his, of an invitation to come and work here. He was just then very full of the spirit of self-dedication, and opened his heart very lovingly. He had recently returned from the enjoyment of much spiritual communion with young fellows like himself at the ST MARY MAGDALENE, PECKHAM. Rev. T. Gosss Narrative. 65 Keswick Convention of 1893, about which we had Jong, earnest, and confidential talk. My future colleague had graduated with a good class in the Final School of Theology, but he -wished, nevertheless to spend the interval between the Long Vacation and Advent at Wycliffe Hall, for special reading, which he did, and enjoyed his work there greatly. Part of that work, and perhaps of as great importance as any, if it could be ascer tained, was the impression he left upon many minds there of a man thoroughly in earnest. It is known that some even of those who were inclined to resent his directness of speech came afterwards to acknowledge the genuineness, and to appreciate more highly the character, of their fellow-student. Ordained on St. Thomas s Day, 1893, the new curate came into residence, and commenced work at once. His manner from the first was that of a man intensely in earnest, and in all that he said or did there was the impress of reality. For a time, to some, his plainness of speech was somewhat objectionable, and his manner and tone, in the pulpit especially, were thought to be beyond his years. But this difficulty gradually disappeared, .and before he finished his course here, those who -were slow to appreciate his worth at first were among his warmest friends. But then it must be also said that our friend passed with wonderful 66 Peckham Curacy. rapidity from stage to stage of spiritual appre hension and ministerial power. He always devoted what time he could to- private devotion and study, ordinarily reserving his morning for that purpose ; and then going forth thus equipped, he learnt not less, perhaps still more, from intercourse with men and women,, in the visitation of the parish, and in his efforts especially to bring the Gospel to bear upon cases of sin and backsliding. If his personal religion was something very real, his desire to be helpful to others was no less, striking. Many a special consultation did he obtain at the Vicarage over difficult cases ; and at such times it was touching to see how he felt for individual souls, often wrongly attributing blame to himself for the lack of apparent success- in dealing with them. If it were desirable, several instances could be named in which his work and labour of love were manifestly owned of GOD in rescuing inveterate sinners from the error of their ways, and in recovering backsliders. He was a. distinctly good visitor, always following up diffi cult cases, and continuing to bear them before God in prayer. The experience thus gained and the practical acquaintance with the Gospel of Christ, as the power of GOD unto salvation, shone forth increas- Rev. T. Goss s Narrative. 67 ingly in his pulpit ministrations ; so that after the first year of his ministry it became an increasing pleasure to listen to his luminous exposition of Scripture, and a solemn responsibility to hear his earnest application thereof, and his appeal to the hearts and consciences of all. Speaking for myself, I used, during the last few months especially of his too short stay with us, only just over two years, to look forward to the occasions of his preaching in Church, and was never disappointed. He had very wisely accepted advice to write his sermons for the Church congregation ; and they were so carefully prepared, and withal so well taken in by himself during preparation, that the delivery from manuscript came to be much more easy and natural, both in manner and tone of voice and modulation, and all that goes to make successful speech, than would have been the case without manuscript. At the mission service in the school room on Sunday evenings, where he much liked to be and was always welcome, he dispensed with manuscript, and never failed to interest the people. His labour during the week was spent chiefly in that part of the parish in which the school stands, and his growing acquaintance with the feelings, habits, and wants of the people served him much in his public ministrations there. 68 PeckJiam Curacy. If space would allow, much might be said of his devotion and usefulness in many departments of work. At the Day Schools he was much at home with both teachers and scholars, and besides frequently instructing in Scripture, was a living instance to them of a whole-hearted Christian. At the Mothers Meeting he frequently gave short addresses, as also at the young people s Band of Hope and other meetings. The Saturday evening prayer meeting was always a joy to him, and his removal was a decided loss to that weekly gathering. He never failed to take part, and in his prayers there, as elsewhere, there was always the impression of another Jacob wrestling with God. With an utter absence of striving after effect in mere language, his directness and earnestness were most marked. Like Samuel or Elijah of old r he would cry earnestly to God ; but never was there vain repetition, never any formality in his petitions. Our dear brother gave himself con tinually to prayer and to the ministry of the Word. Great was the regret of very many of his Peckham friends when the announcement was made that our dear friend had offered himself to the C.M.S. for Foreign Mission work. Great was my regret also, notwithstanding the fact that I felt it to be right he should act upon what was to his mind a distinct call. He had cherished the Rev. T. Gosss Narrative. 6o/ thought from before the time of coming to work with me, and had made known his intention before accepting nomination to the curacy. And certainly his thoughts and prayers were much thereupon. In evidence of this, at his prompting,, special prayer on behalf of Foreign Missions was frequently offered at our Saturday evening meet ings, in which he always took so large a share ; and frequently in his sermons he drew attention to,, and used illustrations from, the mission field. He devoted considerable energy also to quickening; missionary interest in the parish ; and besides acting as secretary to the parochial C.M.S. branch very successfully for the time being, he was never better pleased than in preparing special missionary lectures for school children and young people. How at last he threw in his lot with the Mis sionary Band ; how, after hoping and expecting to be sent to India, he accepted nomination to a post at Sierra Leone ; how, in the interval of his pre parations for the foreign field, after leaving us, he visited us occasionally, and warmed our hearts by his loving enthusiasm for the Master s cause ; how many farewells he took, and how solemn the last parting at our C.M.S. quarterly meeting in the Church Hall all this would be too much to tell in detail. Too sad, alas ! to tell, would be the state of mind 7O PeckJiam Curacy. into which many of us, all of us, were thrown by the sad news, which reached us on the very eve of the Queen s Jubilee Sunday, that our dear brother had been called away from earthly toil. There Avere some one fears there were some not wholly submissive thoughts amongst us at first ; but better thoughts followed. Our dear brother died as one of the Noble Army a martyr, a witness for Christ, a soldier of the Cross. He leaves a precious memory here, and will find above some crowns of rejoicing from amongst us. ;th Oct., 1897. THOMAS GOSS. CHAPTER IV. Preparation for the Foreign Field, " God s will on earth is always joy, Always tranquillity ! " Faber I "HE two terms Willie was now able to keep at Wycliffe Hall, Oxford, under his valued friend the Rev. F. J. Chavasse, was a period of comparative rest combined with useful study and instruction. It was also a time of active labour in connection with his old College, and in occasional deputation work for the C. M. S. in the neighbourhood of Oxford. The following extracts are given from his letters written during this period : Wycliffe Hall, January 2/th, 1896. You can t imagine how perfectly delightful it seems to be up here again, in this dear old place at the dear old Hall, with a prospect of steady G 72 Wycliffe Hall, Oxford. reading and preparation before one. It seems like a dream, and I keep thinking that some moment I shall wake up and find myself back in Peckham again ; not that I should be sorry, for I left there with many regrets, but still it is good to be here. Yesterday was a restful day, and a change from my Sundays of late. I actually heard three sermons from three different preachers, and had a walk in the afternoon. Mr. Chavasse advises me not to seek any regular Sunday work or parish visiting this term, but to read and hear other people, and try to get amongst men at Queen s and elsewhere. I hope there may be a work for me to do in this way while here, as well as getting good myself. Wycliffe Hall, February ipth, 1896. C T. Studd (of China) is up here again ; another man and I are entertaining him, and some men to meet him, at breakfast to-morrow morning, at Queen s. I have been in Queen s to the Bible Reading to-night, and am trying as far as possible to enter once more into the College life, and get to know men. I went to the debate last Friday, and have been down at the boats, coaching, almost every afternoon this week and last. The " Torpids " begin to-morrow, but I do not anticipate any great things of our boat. PORCH OF ST. MARY S, OXFORD. Bishop French s Life. 73 Wycliffe Hall, April 24th, 1896. I am wondering whether to come up for the C. M. S. anniversary or not. It would be very nice, but perhaps rather a religious luxury which one ought to forego. I sometimes think that if half the people who come up to town for mis sionary meetings were to send, instead, the money they would spend on travelling, GOD S work would be more forwarded. I am just now reading Bishop French s life ; it is intensely interesting, and makes one long to be out and at the work. To tell the truth, I am be ginning to get rather tired of not being in active work, and shall be glad when the time comes to be aggressively engaged again. What a pity that, as yet, so few Oxford men have followed French ! Wycliffe Hall, May I4th, 1896. Bishop French s life lets one into real missionary work and its difficulties. In reading what he had to do, and did, one feels more powerfully than ever one s own weakness and good-for-nothingness. I very much fear I have in no way the capacity for an educational missionary sometimes that I have no capacity for anything. How much closeness of walk with GOD, and how much prayer, will be needed when out in the foreign field, if one is to be anything more than a cumbcrer of the ground ! G 2 74 Influence at Oxford. From among many letters received since Willie s death, testifying to the influence exerted by him at this time and previously, the following extract from one signed by four undergraduates of Queen s College is selected for insertion here : During the last years of his life in Oxford we were much in contact with him, and we can hardly tell how much we owe to the strength and sim plicity of his character. His devotion to his Master has made a deep impression upon those of us who had the privilege of his friendship. And one of his fellow-students at Wycliffe Hall narrates the following characteristic incident : None of us will forget that morning when a pitched battle took place between him and a man who scoffed at foreign missions, until at last Cox, with tears in his eyes, got up and walked out of the room. While at Wycliffe Hall, Willie had been studying Mohammedanism and Buddhism,, and preparing more or less definitely for work in India. But in June, 1896, the Committee Call to Sierra Leone. 75 of the Church Missionary Society asked him whether he would be willing to go out as assistant to the Rev. \Y. J. Humphrey, on his return at the end of the year to Sierra Leone. This proposition was far from welcome ior many reasons. His father s grandfather, the late Rev. John Hands, had been one of the early missionaries under the L.M.S. to South India ; he had many other family -connections with that country, and it was the field to which he had been looking forward ; the position offered at Sierra Leone would entail a great deal of secular business which could not be otherwise than distasteful ; and. there was the question of the unhealthy climate of West Africa. On the other hand, the invitation from the Committee (they never send anyone to Sierra Leone), and the urgent needs of that Mis sion seemed like a call ; his old Oxford friends, Alvarez and Elwin, were already labouring there ; there was the fact that he 76 Call accepted. had the needful physical qualifications, for the doctors had unanimously declared that he might "go anywhere"; and finally, as he himself put it, "The Field is the World." The proposal was, therefore, deliberately but promptly accepted. It may be interesting to give here a copy of an entry on the fly leaf of Willie s bible,, which seems to be a succinct record of the various stages in his offer for Foreign Mission Service : 7th September. 1894. (his birthday.) 3 ist December, 1894. ist January, 1895. 1 9th November, 1895. (accepted by the C.M.S.) ist January, 1896. ist January, 1897. (date of departure for Sierra Leone.) LORD, what wilt Thou have me to do? It shall be told thee what thou shalt do. Whom shall I send ? Who will go for us ? Here am I, send me. Jf the Son, therefore, shal make you free, ye shall be free indeed. If Thy presence go not with me, carry me not up hence. My presence shall go with thee, and I will give thee rest. Whither Thou goest, I will go. Arise, let us go hence. He knoweth the way that I take. When He hath tried me, I shall come forth as gold. Swiss Tour. 77 From the time he left Wycliffe Hall Willie had constant clerical work ; assisting the Rev. T. H. Russell at St. Martin s, Gospel Oak, regularly for six weeks, and preaching at Christ Church, Hampstead, the last Sunday evening in July. It had been a long-standing arrangement that his family should spend the month of August with him in Switzerland, and, he having been appointed Chaplain at Spiez> that lovely place on the Lake of Thun became their centre. Although Spiez was their headquarters,, frequent excursions were made to other places. Willie wrote as follows to a rela tive, describing some of his experiences and impressions : Grindehvald, August 20th, 1896. We are all charmed with this spot. The situation right among the mountains is grand. Yesterday was a splendid day. Most of us started by the seven o clock train for the Little Scheidegg ; arrived there, we walked to the Kiger Glacier. This is finer, I think, than either of the 78 A Daj 1 in tJic Mountains. glaciers here, shows one more how it is formed, and impresses one more profoundly with its mass and the tremendous power of the slowly-moving ice-stream. These glaciers seem to me a grand illustration of the way in which GOD often works slowly yet irresistibly. At 10.30 we were joined by the rest of our party, who had come up by the later train, and all proceeded up the Lauberhorn. Here we had a magnificent view of the snow mountains on three sides of us, from the Wetterhorn right away to the Bllimlisalp. The walkers (nine of us) then descended the Wengern Alp, and so on to Lauterbrunnen, the others going by train. We intended to have gone straight down into the valley by the Trummelbach, but lost our way, and wandered about in a wood on the Mitten Alp for more than an hour. At last we reached Lauterbrunnen, about 5.30. After tea we went to see the Staubbach, which is wonder fully beautiful. The valley of Lauterbrunnen altogether is a perfect paradise ; I should like a whole day there with my camera. Finally we reached here by the rail via Zweilutschinen at seven o clock, after a tiring but most enjoyable day. On Monday we visited the Lower Glacier and Ice Grotto here. To-morrow, if fine, some of us UPPER GLACIER, GRINDELWALD. Chaplaincy at Spies. 79 are hoping to go on to the Eismeer at Baregg. On Saturday we return to Spiez, spending five or six hours at Lauterbrunnen and Miirren. My time at Spiez has been very pleasant. My camera goes with me almost everywhere ; I have taken about fifty views already, and have some good ones of the snow mountains. Altogether this is a most wonderful holiday. I feel as if such an abundance of new things and new ideas had entered into one as never before. It has altogether surpassed my expectations, and I feel as if one wanted about a week to think it all over calmly ; and I suppose we shall see a good deal more yet in the next fortnight. The Sunday work has been very pleasant, though responsible and anxious, but I have been wonderfully helped so far to deliver the message, and trust there may be some fruit, though I may not see it. The memory of that holiday, and especially of the happy Sunday services in the salon of the Spiezerhof will ever be fragrant. Many of the visitors expressed their high appreciation of Willie s ministry ; and one of them, a London clergyman, wrote from Spiez to the Colonial and Continental -Church Society as follows : 8o Meeting at Hampstead. I have just spent two Sundays here with my family with much profit and pleasure, and beg most heartily to thank your Society for the privilege afforded in the hotel of a most reverently con ducted Church service and earnest spiritual preaching under your Chaplain, whose sermons were greatly appreciated. Willie was a delightful travelling com panion ; always cheerful, full of fun, and never complaining of little difficulties ; full of plans and suggestions, taking more than his share of trouble, and ever thinking of the o comfort of others before his own. He was. the life of that Swiss tour. Willie and his three friends Dr. Albert Cook and the Rev. Beresford Wigram going to Uganda, and the Rev. Harry Durrant going to India all fresh recruits for the mission field, and all from the congregation of Christ Church, Hampstead, had been commended to the grace of God at a public meeting held at the Bickersteth Memorial Hall, on the i;th July, 1896. The following is an extract from the report <& & a u Meeting at Haiupstead. 81 of the meeting which appeared in the " Christ Church Remembrancer " : Those who were privileged to attend that gathering will not soon forget the feeling of solemnity which pervaded it. ... The four young missionaries were introduced by the chair man, and each spoke for a few minutes. . . . The Rev. W. S. Cox told of the unexpected call to important and responsible work in Sierra Leone r whereas he had hoped and prepared for India. He asked for prayer that in obeying this call he might be endowed with the necessary grace and wisdom. He appealed forcibly to us as a congregation to- spare more helpers for the work abroad, asking how we could be satisfied to send only four more of our number, when a much larger proportion, could well be spared without the work at home suffering. He spoke, too, of the need of a high tone of spirituality in each missionary, and assured us that its existence greatly depends upon the spiritual tone, as well as the prayers, of us at home.. . . . The meeting was drawn to a close by earnest prayer from Canon Girdlestone for each of the departing missionaries, and we parted after singing the hymn, " GOD be with you till we meet again." Later on, Willie was among the 82 Livingstone College. missionaries "sent forth" at the C.M.S. Farewell Meeting held at Exeter Hall, on the 29th September, 1896, when he spoke, as the representative of Oxford, from 2 Sam. xv. 1 5 on the two kinds of readiness, i.e., Willingness and Equipment. In October he went i nto residence at the Livingstone College, Stratford, to gain, under Dr. Harford Battersby, some practical knowledge of medicine and surgery, with special reference to the diseases peculiar to Africa. The enthusiasm with which he entered into these studies was almost amus ing in its intensity. During his one short term there he learned much that was calculated to be most valuable in the Mission Field, and he only regretted that time would not allow of his undergoing a longer medical training. But he was eager to enter upon the work of preaching the Gospel among the heathen. Everything in his outfit had reference to utility in the Mission Field. The photo- Sunshine in the Home. 83 graphic camera and the magic lantern parting gifts from his Peckham friends had been chosen with this view ; and he devoted much time to the selection of suitable lantern slides for religious teaching. His violin would be useless in West Africa, so he learned the concertina for open-air services. It is difficult to speak of the family gathering that Christmas, shadowed as it was by the impending separation from him whose presence was always like sunshine in the house. None but his home circle knew the full charm of that presence. To his parents he was much more than a son, "a brother beloved," and the intercourse between them was very close. His mother looks back to her occasional Saturday to Monday visits to him in his Peckham curacy as precious times of communion with one deeply taught of GOD. His brothers and sisters were devoted to him, and to each and all he was- a sympathizing counsellor and companion. 84 Leaving Home. Those about to part with him felt no foreboding, but rather joy, in surrendering one so dearly loved to the LORD for His work among the heathen. The brilliant sunshine that flooded the earth at the hour of his departure on that New Year s morning, as he bade farewell o home and friends, was a true reflection of the inner sunshine which brightened the sorrow of parting. The old year had been grayed out in that home, and the little group gathered at the Throne of grace will never forget the tender pleading tones of Willie s voice or the deep spirituality of his prayer. A few hours later most of them had knelt with him to receive the memorials of our LORD S dying love at the customary New Year s Morning Communion at Christ Church. The next time, though mercifully they knew it not, that they were together to -drink that cup of blessing, it would be " new " with the Master in the Father s kingdom. REICHENBACH FALLS, MEIRINGEN. CHAPTER V. Sierra Leone. " Measure thy life by loss instead of gain, Not by the wine drunk but by the wine poured forth ; For love s strength standeth in life s sacrifice ; And whoso suffers most hath most to give." Hammond. Rev. F, Baylis, C.M.S. Secretary for Africa, was about to pay a visit of inspection to Sierra Leone ; and he, with the Rev. W. J. Humphrey and Willie, started from Liverpool on the 2nd of January, 1897. On the morning of that day Willie wrote thus to his mother : Had many helpful thoughts all yesterday, and now what a grand message in the Scripture Union portion from Joshua i. for us three, and me spe cially, brimful of meat, encouragement, exhortation and promise. " Every place that the sole of your foot shall tread upon " shall we say from the wilderness and this Sierra Leone unto the great river, the river Niger? "shall be your coast." All must be His at length ; so we must, and may, claim it now by faith. 86 Voyage out. A burial at sea took place soon after they left Liverpool, and Willie remarks in his journal-letter respecting it, "a very impres sive ceremony, much more so than on land." Little did he think that within five short months his own body would be com mitted to the same resting place. He tells of his getting among the sailors with tracts, etc., "finding them very disposed to be friendly." He adds : I must not close without adding a word of testimony to the wonderful grace and goodness of our GOD, who has, indeed, been very near to us, and made His presence felt even in times of sickness, and when one had no energy for reading, or thinking, or hardly for prayer. This has been, I am sure, largely owing to the prayers of many loving folks at Hampstead, Peckham, and else where. Home also has seemed very near at times, and I need hardly add very dear. To Him be all the glory for these mercies ! It has been good to have a prayer meeting every day on the subjects for the week of prayer. At Grand Canary the missionary party had a most interesting excursion, visiting the Grand Canary. 87 peak of the Caldera (1,870 feet), whence they had a grand view. With his usual readiness to find spiritual illustrations in nature, Willie remarks : The best crater lies just below La Caldera, and from the peak we looked right down into it. It is the most perfect specimen known ; one mile across, nearly four round, and 1,000 feet to the bottom, which has gradually sunk. There is no outlet to it, and the sides are very steep ; but a path leads to the bottom, where, strange to say, nestles a farmstead, surrounded by vineyards and other cultivated fields. A beautiful parable, I think, in fact, the whole island teaches it, being covered with crops of various kinds, although a mass of cinders, of how, in the hand of Gop, human nature can become fruitful and beautiful, even though our life may seem parched and dry and useless to start with. (Isaiah xxxv. I, 2.) After describing the people and their dwellings, he adds : We rowed out to our vessel, and in a few hours Canary was out of sight, leaving us the richer by a new chapter in one s experience of human nature and natural scenery. H 88 Arrival at Sierra -Leone. In prospect of his future work he writes : Mr. Humphrey and I pound away at Temne. We have had several good talks about the work out yonder, and are very glad to be getting near it. The first four weeks will probably see a good deal of travelling about, as I shall accompany Mr. Baylis on his visits to Leicester, Waterloo, Port Lokkoh. and beyond. It is good to know that we are now actually abreast of that vast " Dark Continent." May the wedge of light soon widen and spread right across it ! On the 1 8th January he writes from Sierra Leone : Here at last ! Came on shore this morning How wonderfully strange and beautiful it all seems ! Such crowds of new faces, and all so much alike ! Had such a warm greeting from Alvarez and Elwin. Large gathering of clergy and laity this afternoon to meet Mr. Baylis. The temperature now (8.30 p.m.) in my room is 84 but I do not find it too oppressive. Again he writes as to his first impres sions : Fourah Bay College, January 22nd, 1897. Sierra Leone is a lovely place ; beautiful situa tion ; flowers and trees most luxuriant. The U s o . U i > 2 < a < K C3 v O o ta H fa * O 4 ^ w First Impressions. 89 College stands on a promontory, almost sur rounded by water, and thus we get the breeze if there is any. The churches and chapels show that there are many Christians here ; in fact, there are about 20,000 professed Christians in Freetown, but there is an equal number of heathen and Mohammedans. One sees signs of this all around. Last night we went to the Cathedral School, to the dismissal of five Africans for the Temne country. On the way back, along the Fourah Bay road, we heard the Mohammedans at their prayers, the noise of the tom-tom for a heathen dance, and met many people wearing charms. It is painfully clear that while Freetown has been evangelised, it has not all been, even nominally, converted. The road from here to the town is very busy and full of interest. All the shop-wares are placed out in the road, and the noise is indescribable. Probably fifty languages or so are being spoken within a distance of one mile, Temne and Yoruba being the principal ones. All sorts of dresses are worn. The Christians wear European dress mostly ; the Mohammedans keep to their own long, flowing, graceful robes ; while the Heathen wear anything or nothing. Three days later a party, consisting of H 2 90 Visit to Temne Mission. Canon Taylor Smith (now Bishop of Sierra Leone), Canon Spain, Mr. Humphrey, and Willie, accompanied Mr. Baylis on a visit of inspection throughout the Temne Mission, which proved most interesting and encou raging. The following letter describes some of their proceedings : Fourah Bay College, 3Oth January, 1897. We left here on Monday, at twelve, by the Mission boat, our party consisting of the Bishop- elect, Canon Spain, Mr. Humphrey, Mr. Baylis, and myself. Progress was slow, the wind being against us, and after having covered only ten miles in more than six hours, we at length halted at Tasso Bomp, at 6.15, for dinner. At this place there is a nice little mud church, and a small body of Church of England Christians. One of them places his parlour and kitchen at our disposal ; we dine, and start again at eight. A breeze has now sprung up, and we bowl along merrily in the darkness. The captain fortunately knows the river well, and avoids the various rocks and sandbanks that abound. Sleeping in the boat is not easy, and at length, at one in the morning, 3 W Pert Lokkoh and Makouip. 91 we halt at Maferi. We are carried on shore, and stumble up the bank somehow. A certain Mr. John is known to us ; he most obligingly turns out for us, and goes to sleep somewhere else, while we bestow ourselves in various parts of two rooms, and are glad to be able to sleep horizontally. At 4.30 we are up again, and off soon after six, for the last fifteen miles to Port Lokkoh, which we reach at last about eleven o clock. Here we are hospitably received by Mr. and Mrs. Alley, break fast being soon announced and plans talked over. Port Lokkoh is a large and important town of 2,000 people, mostly heathen and Mohammedan. There is a nice church, and a little body of 200 Christians or more. In the afternoon we visited the King, and in the evening had a service. Next day (Wednesday) we started earl} on a fifteen mile tramp to Makomp, which we reached in time for breakfast. Here we have another station, with two very good workers at it ; a mud church and school, both well used. The first four converts were baptised last year, and progress is really being made. In the evening we were present at the school, and had a short service (conducted, of course, in Temne), Mr. Baylis and Canon Taylor Smith speaking through an inter preter. The King was present and a good com pany, and one realised at last what evangelisation 92 Workers Conference. means. It was a most moving and yet a sad sight, and yet again one ought to be very thankful and hopeful for the \vork here. Next morning we left early to return to Port Lokkoh, nineteen miles by a new road. We had a hot march, and no time for preaching, nor any good interpreter with us. Friday was a most interesting day for us. All the Temne workers, about twenty in number, had assembled there for a conference, which began at seven with the Holy Communion, and went on, with two intervals for meals, tttl six in the evening. For me this was, of course, most instruc tive, and the Temne Mission which I am in some sort to superintend is now a good deal more than a mere name to me. Such a conference has never been held before, and would not have been possible a year ago, so greatly has the work developed in the past twelve months. The country is full of exceptional difficulties, but we are much en couraged on the whole, and go forward in faith to possess the very much land that yet remaineth. We left Port Lokkoh at seven on Friday, spent the night (or rather four hours of it) at Makori, and arrived at Fourah Bay at noon on Saturday. This morning (Sunday) I preached at Cline Town, and am just off with the students to the Mohammedan service. Heathen Superstitions. 93 During our journeying through the Temne country we passed at each village an Anibaki house, i.e., " old man s house." When a man dies they place a stone on his chest, in order that his spirit may pass into the stone ; it is then placed in the Anibaki. At this house they make prayers and offerings of rice, &c., and when any evil hap pens to the village, they must appease the spirits ot the departed by special offerings at the Ambaki. This illustrates the foolish religion of fear which these poor people have. On the march one day I passed a little sort of arch, about 5 ft. high, placed over a path, with some charms hung from it ; this is intended to guard the place to which the path leads from the Krifi (evil spirits) and robbers. The following letter to a relative, written while out on a subsequent tour of three weeks, gives a succinct account of his life during this period : Ro-Gbere, Temne Country, Sierra Leone Hinterland, April ist, 1897. I was delighted to get your welcome letter the other day. It is so nice to get letters out here, assuring one of all the love and prayer that is behind one in the dear home-land ; not that one 94 Second Tour. ever doubts it for a moment, but letters seem an outward and visible sign of it. Mr. Baylis visit came to an end in the middle of February, and then we had a very hard month of it at Fourah Bay College, many arrears of work having to be cleared off, and all the various accounts of the Mission for last year made up and audited. Besides this, our school inspections came at this time. All this gave us plenty to do, and a good deal of it came to my share. Very glad I was to have it to do so soon, though friends at home would be astonished and amused at the things we missionaries have to do sometimes, but all, even the little things, are the Lord s work and to be done for Him. One day I spent about three hours finding out a mistake in a school register ! Our new mission party for the , interior started at last on March 5th. Alvarez, with two students from the College fine young fellows, and with real zeal from the Holy Ghost form the party.* They have gone N.N.E. from Freetown, about 200 miles, to the district round Falaba (you will find this marked on the C.M.S. map), a district hitherto quite untouched by missionary work. Mr. Humphrey and I left Freetown last Monday week for a three weeks itinerating tour in this * An account of this by Mr. Alvarez appears in the " Church Missionary Intelligencer " for September, 1897. New Mission Station. 95 country. We have had a most interesting time. We went by boat to Makori, thence walked E. to Mapoli ; there we stopped the night and preached to a very interested congregation ; we also preached at a stopping place during the day. Next day we went twenty-one miles N.E. to Magbankita, where we have a station, lately opened,, with two agents ; there are no converts yet, but some catechumens and enquirers. We rested here a day, and preached in the evening. Moving on r next day, N.N.W., we got to this place on Saturday morning. We have two white men and five Africans here. The place was occupied about ten months ago. The people are very friendly, and we are hoping great things for GOD S kingdom here. But the work must be slow. The people have little idea about GOD, and think that He and our message have nothing to do with them. Their main thought is an intense belief in the devil, whom they fear, try to propitiate, and almost worship. You see everyone wearing charms on their body, and little charms hung about in all sorts of places in their houses. We are just building a square mud house for our men here, and have had endless trouble over the arrangements, price to be paid, &c. At last, in answer to prayer, the matter seems likely to go well. The rains begin in about six weeks, 96 Sunday at Ro-Gbcre. and it is most important that the house be built and ready to inhabit before that time. We had a very happy Sunday here. At 7 a.m. we had the Holy Communion, a very sweet and precious time. A mud floor is quite as good to worship GOD upon as a Cathedral marble. You can have no conception how real the means of grace are out here, and how very near and precious the dear LORD S presence is, right in the midst of a heathen town. After the service I Avalked with two of our men to a neighbouring town, Rokatolori, about two miles off. Here we had service with a fairly good number present, very quiet, attentive, and apparently interested. I preached, through an interpreter, on the " true way to God," John xiv. 6. In the afternoon our party at Ro-Gbere separated into parties of two, and went out, like the disciples, into the neighbouring towns to preach ; we who had been to Katolori staying in to rest. In the evening we had a big lantern service here, and I showed some of my slides and spoke on them. This will give you, perhaps, some idea of a real missionary Sunday. The people seem certainly interested in what we say, but not much more as yet ; stony ground is plentiful, and the "fowls of the air " are very active. But we believe in the supernatural power of GOD the Holy Ghost, s rs Forward Movement at Sierra Leone. 97 Who is surely working, and can and will work a sense of sin in their hearts. Only He can create this ; we cannot do it. On Saturday we go to Karene and spend Sunday ; then we turn south to our station at Makomp, strike north-west into some unknown country for two or three days, thence to Port Lokkoh, down the river to Makori for the Sunday, and so home to Fourah Bay. There is a consider able difference between this sort of work and my work in Freetown ; here it is right among the heathen, there it is chiefly business work and preaching to Christians. Both kinds of work are intensely happy, because both are the LORD S will for me ; and there is joy just in doing His will, is there not ? In anticipation of this tour he had written : On Monday, hurrah ! Mr. Humphrey and I go off for three weeks. Hard work, too, not a holiday, but change of work, fresh air, eighteen miles a day \valking, and life among the dear Temne people. Good ! It may be interesting to quote here from a letter recently received by Willie s father from the Rev. W. J. Humphrey, 98 Work at the Cathedral. telling of the progress of the Forward Movement at Sierra Leone : The C.M.S. have just sanctioned our request to- be allowed to open up five stations in the Temne country. It was to select these that your son and I made our long journey last March. How he would have rejoiced to have seen eleven men going up at one time. They start (D.V.) in October next, when they will have completed their year s training at Fourah Bay College. He had studied the Temne language during the voyage out, and also at every opportunity afterwards ; but it was a great happiness that, as English was generally understood by the professing Christians at Sierra Leone, he was able to preach at once to them without an interpreter. During Canon Taylor Smith s visit to England, for the purpose of consecration,. Willie was appointed to assist at the Cathedral. He writes thus on his return from the second tour : Fourah Bay College, 2ist April, 1897. My work at the Cathedral began directly I got fc : 2 Ly U H la w 1 fa fa O > a. StS ^ :" O i g Easter Sunday. 99 back here. Last week I preached there on Tues day, Thursday, and Friday evenings. My usual work will be preaching on Wednesday evenings, and taking half of the regular Sunday work. Easter Sun day began with the Holy Communion at seven a.m., when we had over 230 present. Directly after this came morning prayer at eight a.m., with sermon (I preached on Matt, xxviii. 6), followed by the Holy Communion. The church was packed, over 1,200 were present, and over 200 remained for the Sacra ment. The service was over at 10.30, and I confess I was glad ; the heat was tremendous. However, I soon recovered at Mr. Lucia s house after break fast and rest. At two p.m. I went to the Colonial Hospital for service, which reminded me of the old Hampstead Infirmary days. Then to the gaol, where I had three short services, with the women, with the men, and in the hospital. This was quite new work for me, very sad and touching, and diffi cult, because probably half the prisoners knew not ten words of English. This was over at four, and I retired for tea. At five we had service in the Cathedral (the Archdeacon preaching), followed by Holy Communion; finished at seven. I had dinner with Mr. Lucia, and then walked home, not so tired as I expected, but quite tired enough. The church was very pretty, palms forming a very beautiful and natural adornment. The day on the whole TOO Unhealthy Season. was happy, and one felt glad of the opportunity of preaching and ministering to such a large and im portant congregation. The rainy season at Sierra Leone was now advancing, and this year it proved specially unhealthy. After telling of the losses by death of several members of the Sierra Leone Church, and of other troubles, Willie says : The lesson of living the life of faith, one day at a time, is very needful out here. Much more true it is here than in England that you never know what a day, or half a day, may bring forth. One has to be constantly prepared for the unexpected, either of news or of work. This would be difficult, even impossible, if one did not know that the LORD reigneth, and that even the stormy wind fulfils His word. I succeeded in staving off an attack of fever on Thursday by a timely dose of quinine. All the morning I lay in my hammock, feebly trying to- prepare a sermon I was to preach at five o clock. In the afternoon I was able to go down to the Cathedral in a chair, preach for 22 minutes, and walk back in 25 minutes, racing against a tornado. I succeeded in getting home before it burst. It is Multifarious Duties. lor astonishing what different sensations of health one can have here within 12 hours. Mr. Humphrey and Mr. Elwin both being ill, Willie s work was now much increased. He writes on the 8th May : Since Monday I have had rather an exciting time. Elwin is still in bed with continued fever, though temperature not very high. On Thursday, after breakfast, Mr. Humphrey developed a tem perature of IO3 4. By night time he was normal again, but last night had a slight return. So I have had two patients on hand, neither of them seriously ill, but both needing attention. Yesterday was lively ; being the only able-bodied European in the place, I took chapel and two of Mr. Humphrey s lectures, and, of course, had to answer all notes, messages,. &c., that came for any of us^ You would have been amused at seeing me going to lecture with books in one hand and medicine ini the other, which I was taking to Mr. H. on the way. Other incidents of the day were : a sick servant, a sick student (nothing serious), and one of the teachers from the College School who came to have a tooth extracted (operation successfully performed). The weather this month is very try ing, and I feel thankful to have got through so far without a real attack of fever. IO2 Last Letter before Illness. The following is an extract from the last letter written by him before the fatal illness : Fourah Bay College, May ipth, 1897. My letters have been rather irregular of late, owing to a combination of causes ; uncertainty of mails, extra special pressure of work, and the weather. However, I have decided to cease excusing myself, or anyone else, on the ground of " no time " for anything that ought to be done, with the answer " you have all the time there is," so will proceed. My two invalids are all right again, and were able to go down to most of the meetings last week. They say this month is like a foggy November in England. Several old people have died. At one time last week ten Government Officials were down with fever. There can be no doubt we enjoy great immunity from danger out here on the Promontory, and the fresh air does much to keep us well. Three members of the American Soudan Mission have died quite recently, two of them being new recruits ; one missionary of another society has also died last month. These things impart a solemnity to the very fact of one s life here, and they teach one constantly to live literally by faith one day at a time. Last Letter before Illness. 103 Our men up country are well, though Allen * has had fever. This is certainly a trying month. I have had a slight rise of temperature now and then, but no real fever, and have not had to go to bed. I have begun to pray definitely for a revival, and preached on it last Sunday. The difficulty is to go on quietly with one s daily hum-drum work. One would like to spend half the day in prayer and Bible study, and the other half in visiting and pleading with the people. However, He knows all about this, and we can trust Him to use one s mouth on Sunday, even though one has been at secular things all through the week. Most of yesterday I spent correcting exam, papers. A great deal of time lately has been spent on an inch-mile map of our Temne district. I have this morning made a tracing of it for the Government, and it will probably be copied on to the next Government map. The foregoing letter was received on the 3rd June, and then came an interval of silence. On the morning of Saturday, the iQth * The Rev. F. S. Allen succumbed to successive attacks of fever on the 3oth June. I IO4 News of Death. June, a telegram was received by the C.M.S. from Grand Canary as follows : " Cox fell asleep June i2th." Two days later the African mail arrived bringing the following letter, written by Willie to his mother from his sick bed : Fourah Bay College, June i. I cannot let you think that I have forgotten the 1 5th (her birthday) or the i8th (confirmation day} of this month. Am not able to write to the dear girls, Win, Hilda, and Lil (about to be confirmed), nor a long letter to you. Have been in bed with fever since May 22. Much to be thankful for, no complications, only obstinate high temperature. Am now decidedly on the mend. No more except love. W. S. C. He doeth all things well. On the arrival, a week later, of the incoming African steamer " Bathurst," full details were obtained from those on board, and letters also came by the same steamer telling of his illness before leaving Freetown. The prevalent malarial fever had seized him. after some premonitory attacks, on the 22nd May. Particulars of Illness. 105 Fortunately, his friends, Mr. Humphrey and Mr. Elwin, were then well again, and able to nurse him, which they did most tenderly. He had had no headache or other pain incidental to fever, indeed no complications of any sort, only the high temperature, which, in spite of the repeated use of cold baths and wet pack, could never be reduced below 1 02 6, and which rose every night, some times as high as 105. Yet his strength had been wonderfully maintained, and the two doctors in consultation advised a trip to the Canaries, thinking his removal in- O volved no great risk, and that to be out of the malarious atmosphere of the coast would in all probability enable him to throw off the fever. Mr. Elwin writes concerning the departure, on Friday, the i ith June, from Freetown : The doctor and I took him downstairs after Mr. Cole had helped him to dress. At the bottom he got into my hammock, and we carried him J 2 iq6 Particular s of Illness. carefully to the wharf, and into the boat. I sat by his head all the way, and we chatted together, he smiling again and again, and expressing hopes of what we should do on his return in a few weeks time. When we got to the ship, the sailors carried him up on the mattress, though we had agreed he should walk, and he lay on the deck for a while. We then took him downstairs, undressed him, put him to bed, and gave him nourishment from time to time. This was about ten o clock, I believe. I stayed on board till 4.15 p.m., when the vessel started. I had had prayer with him and long talks, but in no way did he show that he thought he was not likely to recover. The clerk at the Cathedral came to wish him a safe journey, and I v/ell remember Willie saying, " Good-bye, Lang, I hope soon to be back again " ; and he said the same to Archdeacon Johnson. So the farewell words were words of hope of speedy recovery. We all prayed with hope during that week, and were very astonished and grieved at the telegram. W T illie had got into all the work so well, was so kind, so unselfish, and so in earnest for the good of the people. He was preaching very much about revival the need, the way, and effect ; and his words to me when I said I was going to preach for him at the Cathedral were, " Do preach on a re vival ; nothing else will do any good." Burial at Sea. 107 Archdeacon Crowther of the Niger Mission kindly acceded to Willie s request that he would pass the night with him. It was well he did so, for Willie rapidly became much worse ; he was very restless, delirium set in, and the temperature rose to 107. He revived, however, and at 10 a.m. seemed much better ; but the worst symptoms soon returned, the heart s action failed, and he quietly fell asleep at 11.5 p.m., on the I2th June, 1897. Archdeacon Crowther read the Burial Service at ten o clock the following day, Trinity Sunday, when " in sure and certain hope " the body was committed to the deep in Lat, 1 1 o N. and Long. 17 46 W. " A spot unmarked but holy." " GOD hath His mysteries of grace, Ways that we cannot tell ; He hides them deep, like the hidden sloep Of him He loved so well." C. F. Alexanders " Burial of Moses? CHAPTER VI. Conclusion. AT St. Mary Magdalene, Peckham, and ** from several Hampstead pulpits, the sad news was announced on the 2Oth June- Jubilee Sunday. A Memorial Service, attended by a large congregation was held at St. Mary Magdalene, on Wednesday, the 3Oth June ; and at Christ Church, Hampstead, the Evening Service, on Sunday, July 4th, was made specially commemorative of the one thus suddenly called to higher service. The "Record" newspaper, of June 25th, had the following from its Oxford corres pondent : The death of the Rev. W. S. Cox, of the C.M.S. Mission, at Sierra Leone, has cast a gloom over the Christian Union, of which he was a member during his University course. The memory of his bright, active, devoted life still lives in Oxford. The following minute was adopted by the Committee of Correspondence of the Church Missionary Society, on the 6th July, 1897 ~~ Resolution of C.M.S. Committee. 109 Resolved : That the Committee have heard with deep sorrow of the early death of the Rev. W. S. Cox, of the Sierra Leone Mission, who, having joined the Mission so recently as January of the present year, was called home on June I2th, after some three weeks severe fever. The Com mittee had received the offer of service from Mr. Cox, and his acceptance of the post of Assistant Secretary at Sierra Leone, with much gratitude, and with great hope for the future ; and while desiring to acknowledge that for him to die has been gain, according to the good purpose of Him in whose eyes the death of His saints is precious, they cannot but feel the blow to the Mission a very sore one, and pray that his place may be soon taken by some one willing and able to take up so responsible an office. The Committee desire their sincere sympathy to be expressed to Mr. Cox s sorrowing relatives. Numberless were the letters received by the sorrowing family, and the personal communications made to them, testifying to the love and esteem in which their dear one had been held, and many of them telling how his influence had been blessed. Unspeakably comforting was the sympathy 1 1 Testimony and Sympathy. thus widely felt and expressed ; and very joyful was the assurance that the short time of service here had been abundantly fruitful. They wish to re-echo his last written words : "He doeth all things well." P.S., 3ist October, 1898. It seems fitting to record that two of those with whom the subject of this Memoir was closely associated, and whose names frequently appear in these pages, have been recently called to their rest: The Rev. W. J. Humphrey mur dered last March by the insurgents in the Hinterland of Sierra Leone, whither he had gone to carry relief to his brethren; and the Rev. Thomas Goss, struck down, three weeks ago, by a fatal brain attack in the midst of the activities of a large London parish. "Thus Heaven is gath ring one by one, In its capacious breast, All that is pure and permanent, And beautiful and best." IN MEMORIAM. WILLIAM SPILLER Cox. Tis well ! Yes, though our hearts are sorely riven, And this deep mystery we fain would spell, Though faith with dark perplexity hath striven, Yet still our inmost hearts can say, Tis well. Tis well for thee, dear, earnest, noble spirit, Who wentest bravely armed with purpose high, Counting thy life not dear, so thou inherit The warrior s portion, or to do or die. Ready to live for Afric s down-trod races, To win by word and life the sunk, the lost, By self-denying love and Christian graces To show he lives the best who loves the most. Ready to die to give thy life an ofPring And sacrifice to God of savour sweet. Ready to serve in doing or in suffring, Because thou st laid thine all at Jesus feet. For four short months mid toil and anxious labor, Thy light for Jesus shone on Afric s shore ; And now the call has come to rest for ever, Burden and heat shall weary thee no more. Tis well ! All joy for thee, though sad the ending Of this thy short, bright, happy, fiuitful life ; The angel minstrels their glad strains are lending To greet thee victor after noble strife. Though short thy life, not short as heaven reckons, There, not as here, they measure life by love, And when the Master home His servant beckons, Full the reward awaiting each above. Tis well ! Thou st entered on the service higher, Which disappointment never can alloy. Thou st walked with God on earth ; now holier, nigher, At His right hand thou walk st in endless joy. M. A. SPILLER. June 22nJ, NOTE ON C.M.S. MISSIONARIES FROM OXFORD. ALTHOUGH the number of C.M.S. missionaries, from Oxford has not equalled the number from Cambridge, yet the list of sixty-four Oxford men, who have gone out in connection with the Church Missionary Society (of whom twenty-two are still labouring), contains many names of noble servants of God. No less than ten Oxford C.M.S. Mission aries have become bishops : William Williams, of Waiapu ; Hadfield, of Wellington ; George Smith, of Victoria (Hong Kong); French, of Lahore; Poole, of Japan ; Hodges, of Travancore and Cochin;. Hannington and Tucker, of Eastern Equatorial Africa ; Evington, of Kiu-shiu ; W. L. Williams, of Waiapu. Add to these such names as John Tucker,. Henry Watson Fox, W 7 . Hooper, John Sharp, W. E. Rowlands, Rowland Bateman, J. W. Knott, F.. A. P. Shirreff, H. C. Squires, and we see how much Note on C.M.S. Missionaries. 1 13 the mission field owes to Oxford. Of younger men still in the field I will not speak ; nor can I refer here to the excellent Oxford men who have become missionaries of other societies. But think of the five C.M.S. who have been called, in what we hoped were but the early years of a long and happy service, into the immediate presence of their Lord,, within recent memory : Perry (of Worcester), in Ceylon ; Harvey (of Exeter), in China ; Fremantle (of Balliol), in India ; Dobinson (of Brasenose), on the Niger ; and now Cox (of Queen s), in West Africa. What a muster-roll it is ! A few months ago, Sierra Leone, for the first time in its history, had four University men at work in its Missions; and though the senior, Mr. Humphrey, hailed from Cambridge, the presence together of Alvarez, Elwin, and Cox, gave us hopes, that the Church Missionary Society s oldest Mission, was going to be in the main, an " Oxford Mission." Why should it not be so still ? Will not some of the younger clergy who look to Oxford as their alma mater, and some of the men still studying in. its classic precincts, dedicate themselves in the name of the Lord to West Africa ? Sierra Leone itself is not a romantic field like Uganda, or the Afghan Frontier, or the heart of China. But there can be no higher work than that of taking an existing Native Christian Church, with Note on C.M.S. Missionaries. its own pastors and evangelists, and by fervent prayer and a holy example, helping to lift it up to a higher life, so that it may itself engage with greater earnestness in the evangelisation of the immense heathen lands beyond. The new Bishop of Sierra Leone, Dr. John Taylor Smith, calls for volunteers. Will not some come forward at once, especially from Oxford ? Of what manner of man a missionary of the cross ought to be, we have a singularly beautiful picture in this little volume. With all my heart I trust that this sketch of William Spiller Cox will prove to be God s message to the hearts of many of His people. EUGENE STOCK. October, 1897, BIBLE STUDIES. By W. S. Cox. I. "THE CALLED OF JESUS CHRIST," M CALLED TO BE SAINTS." Important time in life, when a boy has to decide bis- " calling " " work. St. Paul often reminds of the heavenly calling, I Cor. i. 2 ; Phil. iii. 14 ; I Thess. iv. 7 ; Eph. i. 4; cf. i Pet. i. 15 ; 2 Pet. i. 3. Consider this "calling": Our business is "to be saints." I. Choice of the Calling : (i.) In part made for him by others (e.g., parents, teachers, friends), but chiefly by himself : so with the Christian calling. Josh. xxiv. 15. (2.) One Calling chosen, others must be laid aside ;. cannot be farmer one day, soldier the next, &c. : so with the Christian. Matt. vi. 24. (3.) Calling chosen that is not too full. There are not too many saints in the world ! A " little flock." Luke xii. 32. I 1 . Life of the Calling : (i.) He must prepare for it ; find out what it means and requires. Luke xiv 28. (2.) He must understand his work. A Christian must know what he ought to be and do. Deut. x. 12, 13. A saint (a) ore given over to God ; (b) one holy ia heart and life. 1 1 6 Bible Studies. (3.) To this end he must give study and his whole attention to it. Phil. iii. 14. (Apply). (4.) He must love it. Ps. xl. 8. HII. End of the Calling : (i.) A work that will pay. Matt. vi. 33. (2.) Rest, peace, quietness. i Tim. iv. 8. (a) How are we doing this work? How far are we saints yet ? Let us not say it ourselves, but what might others say ? (b) How may we become saints ? Not by ourselves. i Thess. v. 23. "The Holy Spirit which sanctifieth me." John xvii. 17. IV. The Reward of the Calling : Eternal Glory. i Pet. v. 10. 51. WITH JESUS IN THE MOUNT (Luke ix. 28, 51). T?vo remarkable contrasted scenes : (a) Mountain Victory, Glory, CHRIST. (b) Valley Defeat, humiliation, the Devil. Mountain Life. Solitude, separation from sin. View will repay the climber. v. 28 : Too little mountain life now-a-days ; too much hurry, rush, fever, bustle ; not the spiritual force our fathers had because we spend less time " in the Mount." Mountain climbers : Moses, Elijah, Paul, &c. Men of great spiritual power have always been much in the mount, e.g. Fletcher of Madeley, Wesley, Moody, &c. Bible Studies. 1 1 7 I. The Motint is the place to see God (a) In a special sense Matt. vi. 6. (b) In a new light (v. 29). Air clear on mountain top away from mists of sin. (c) There we really know Him, talk with Him. (Dis ciples had not heard of His death before). "A little talk with Jesus " will teach us more than much talk about Him. II. The Mount shows our character. (a) They were sleepy not making the best use of their marvellous privilege (v. 32). (b) They did not fix their attention wholly on CHRIST. " Hear Him" Whom do we go to church to hear ? Whom do we hear ? (v. 35). (c) They wanted to remain and be idle (v. 33). III. The Mount is the place of power. CHRIST retired to pray before special work or trial. Luke vi. 12 ; xxii. 41 ; Matt. xiv. 23 ; Mark i. 35 ; Heb. v. 7. Prayer in the Mount means power in the valley. More Prayer and fewer Entertainments would make the Church victorious in her conflict. Win your enemy, your class, &c., by putting them on your prayer list. IV. The Mount must be left for the Valley. v. 37. Be prepared for immediate conflict. Directly after a blessing, directly you leave your room, going home from Church, you will have to meet the Devil. Back to business ; Gon wants you in the Valley ; work to be done there. Let GOD S light shine out from you as from Moses. Exod. xxxiv. 29. u8 Bible Studies. III. "HIDE AND SEEK" (AN ADDRESS TO CHILDREN). I. - What is bound to be "found out : Illustration of discovery after long concealment. A man once wrote some bad words on a wall in Pompeii ; the city was buried in ashes and lava ; after 1800 years the city was laid open and the words "found out. Hab. ii. 11. So our sins -will be found out (Num. xxxii. 23) ; for nothing hid that shall not be revealed. Luke xii. 2, &c. Illustration : Cain, Gen. iv. 10 ; Joseph s brethren ; the cup in Benjamin s sack. Gen. xliv. 16. ; Achan, Josh. vii. 18 ; cf. also Ps. xc. 8. So our words (Matt. xii. 36). What is whispered in the ear shall be proclaimed on house-tops. Luke xii. 3. II. How can we escape the result oj being found out? By the finding of (i.) A Ransom (Job xxxiii. 24), which sets free, as pay ment frees fiom punishment for debt. (2.) A Saviour, John i. 41. (3.) A Treasure (Matt. xiii. 44). Illustration, diamond mines of South Africa. (4.) A Friend, JESUS, who comes to find the lost. Luke xv. cf. Is. liii. 6. III. What can never be found? Sin for given. (Jer. 1. 20.) Because it is put (i.) Behind God s back (Is. xxxviii. 17). But better (2.) Into the Sea (Micah vii. 19). Yet some smugglers cast their brandy kegs into the sea, only to find them floating to tell the tale. So better still (3.) As far as the east is from the -west (Ps. ciii. 12). 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