KANSAS CITY, MO PU BLIC LiBR AR Y 59-07262 266 H19L ^ ' HaUiwell, Leo B 14.50 Light in the jungle. D. McKay Co. [19591 266 H19L Halliwell, Leo B $4.50 ti$& in the jmigle. D. McKay Co. [19593 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE The Thirty Years Mission of Leo and Jessie Halliwell along the Amazon by LEO B. HALLIWELL Edited and with a Foreword by WILL OURSLER DAVID McKAY COMPANY, INC. New York COPYRIGHT 1959 BY LEO B. HALLIWELL All rights reserved, including the right to repro- duce this book, or parts thereof, in any form, except for the inclusion of brief quotations in a review. Library of Congress Catalogue Card Number: 59-9386 MANUFACTTJKED IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA VAN REES PRESS NEW YORK CONTENTS Foreword by Will Oursler vii 1. A River at Night 3 2. Destination: Rio 19 3. Baia 32 4. Oxcarts and Tigers 45 5. Doorstep to Nowhere 71 6. Logbook 95 7. Hypos and Herons 117 8. By Another Way 135 9. Labyrinths in Green 152 10. A Teacher Digs a Grave 171 11. A Tree of Tears 189 12. Aricatu! 204 13. Into All the World 215 14. River Patterns 224 15. Personal Story 241 16. Fleet Admiral 249 17. Amazon Epilogue 264 ILLUSTRATIONS following page 50 Parade of the Luzeiros Jessie and I The Luzeiro brings assistance to a flooded home A native dwelling Native craft Visitors At work on board the Luzeiro Jessie and I and patients The first injection Jessie holding clinic A baptism in the Amazon An Indian of the Caraja tribe A chief, his wife, and their grandchild Elephantiasis, a condition we often found among the people of the Amazon Jessie examining a patient Jessie at the wheel of the Luzeiro Fishing along the Amazon FOREWORD IT was something like a scene in a dream the lush green of the jungle, the vivid golden yellow of the waters lapping against the banks, the deep blue of the sky beyond, a blue that was different from our Vermont skydeeper, more translucent, more mysterious. And yet it was here the Amazon itself, in all its color and glory, against the wall of a century-old farmhouse overlooking the quiet hills and woods in the town of Adamant, Ver- mont, where I have my summer home. On the wall of this farmhouse was another world, an- other continent, half a hemisphere away. As I watched, I glided with the camera down a dark stream past a jungle that seemed to reach out with its shadows, its deceptive fingers clutching even at this great distance, in this mo- tion picture thrown against the wall. The scenes were unlike any I had ever watched before, in travelogues, magazines, or guidebooks. These were not pictures taken by tourists. Here was a line of the sick wait- ing to board a boat, one by one, to be treated. This one had the yaws and the woman is giving him an injection. The woman is Mrs. Halliwell Dona Jessie, as she was known along the river. Here is another youngster, sun-tanned and bright-eyed. FOREWORD Yet his leg is terribly swollen and deformed, and his little body grotesquely misshapen. Out of the darkness of the Vermont room where we watched this picture, I hear the voice of Leo Halliwell Senhor Leo, the river folk called him. "That youngster was too sick, too far gone, for us to save him," he said. "We did all we could, but we reached him too late." Here is a scene of a minor operation on the little medical boat that these two people the Halliwells used on the Amazon. For more than a quarter of a century this white launch was their home, and consulting room, and clinic, as they traveled through streams and tropic torrents to serve these people, to bring them health and guidance. "Back in the Middle West where I grew up," Leo Halli- well was saying, "when I was just a young man about to start out on all this, one of my friends warned me that I was throwing away my life." His laughter filled the room. "That man was a good friend and he is now a big industrialist. He was trying to keep me from this work in Brazil because he didn't think it would pay off for me or Jessie, but it hasa thousand times over." Not in money, I knew that. The Halliwells are certainly not wealthy people. They are average, everyday Americans like those on any main street in any town in America. Graying now, growing a little older, overweight a little, more conscious of their years. Their children are grown with families of their own their daughter with her doctor husband in Texas, their son working in the American Embassy in Rio, And so they had come to my home in Vermont. They were telling me about their work. But the pictures, bril- FOREWORD Xi liant against the white wall, were more than a traveler's collection of movie films. They were a record of two people who had given a lifetime of service as medical missionaries in the Inferno Verde the Green Hell of the Amazon. This man and woman out of Nebraska, out of the cornfields and the wheatfields and the endless prairies, had gone into the jungle to serve their fellow man, to help make him well, to bring him the word of faith and the love of God. They had gone where not too many others dared go. Fevers and insects, snakes, wild animals, plagues and epidemics, storms and savage Indians none of these had kept them from this work through more than twenty- seven years along these rivers. There, in my Vermont living room, Leo rolled out a snakeskin for me to see. It was almost thirty feet long and three and one half feet wide. "We found the snake under our building," Leo said, "and we had to shoot it dead." The river changed in the years that they were there. The people who had been in the grip of every imaginable tropical disease are healthier and happier, and living with new hope and new ambitions and new futures. For much of this change the Halliwells are responsible. So much so that the government of Brazil awarded them the Brazilian Cross for their work. These were the people who had come to me with their story. It is still their story. They lived it; they told it. I have heard many adventures in my life and have written many and have lived through a few adventures, too; but none compare to the tale which this couple spun for me. The scope of their work was a continent; their people were like a nation apart, forgotten, swallowed up in the jungle shadows. FOREWORD This was the setting of the story as for a generation they roamed the waterways of the Amazon and mingled with its people, bringing medicine and healing where they were needed, counsel and advice, wisdom and patience and charity, as a counteraction to violence and poisoned arrows and disease and murder. To one of the most beautiful, fantastic, unbelievably exciting and violent places on the face of the earth, in unknown, unexplored byways, they brought their message of faith, their word of hope, and their store of freely given medicine to help these people in body and mind and in the dignity of the spirit. Their story is one that is unique because so few people would have dared to live it. But it is a story that I knew had to be told and told, insofar as possible, in their own terms, in their own way. At times this saga may seem rough and even brutal. At times it may seem unbelievable. But all of these things happened to them in the life that they found in the Amazon world. While we were working together, they took a little house nearby for a few weeks and Dona Jessie set up house- keeping. One night she said, "Come over to the boat to- night for dinner/' Of course, there was no boat, this was only a farmhouse close by our own in the hills. But somehow, somewhere, in this Vermont hill country Dona Jessie had found the ingredients for a Brazilian dinner. It was an exciting, even an exotic evening, that blend of Brazil and the backwoods of New England. We had never tasted a meal more delicious, and somehow as we ate and talked and Dona Jessie moved so easily around the room to give us extra helpings of everything, it was not FOREWORD Xlll too hard to imagine that we really were on the boat, that it really was Brazil, and that just outside the windows was the Amazon with its alligators, its man-eating piranhas, its giant bullfrogs in the shadows of the soaring trees along the riverbanks. WILL OURSLER LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE CHAPTER 1 A RIVER AT NIGHT NIGHT had come on the Amazon. It had come, as always to this river, suddenly, swiftly, precisely at six o'clock, with no twilight at all. Throughout the whole day we had treated the sick in an improvised clinic on the porch of a house by the riverbank. The malaria fever had been bad all along the Amazon that year, particularly in this area to which we had come in our boat, the Luzeiro the name is a Portuguese Biblical word meaning Bearer of Light. The people had been waiting for us, waving their white towels as they saw us coming upriver. On the banks they had collected their sick, people of all ages, many of them dying or almost dead. So we had set up our clinic, my wife, Jessie, and I. Word of our arrival with our medicines had spread quickly; canoes had seemed to come from all directions, swarming to this place, filled with men and women and children in pitiful condition, some with their bodies grotesquely en- larged or deformed from the terrible disease known in Brazil as malignant malaria. One fisherman that day brought to us in his canoe a little child who was suffering from this fever. He had found the child in a hut at the edge of a village a few miles up the river. The child had been alone in the insect- 3 4 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE infested abode. No one knew what had happened to his parents or any others of his family. We gave treatment, and the kindly fisherman promised to take care of this child who was too weak even to tell us his name. It was late in the afternoon when we treated the last of these patients, and Jessie was weary after the long grueling day. We pulled up anchor and moved a short distance downstream into a kind of lake connected to the main part of the river by a narrow stream only a few yards long but deep enough for our launch. We came into a beautiful place where the water was still and dark and deep, with the main currents of the Amazon sweeping past only a short distance away. Here, for the night, we re- treated into our own moment of quiet. The pattern of the evening began. The boat boy be- stirred himself with chores out on deck and the boat girl began to prepare our evening meal. Jessie rested in her bunk. Through the cabin window I watched the sun- set: the color had deepened to crimson, the reflection in the still lake was like a mirror of vermilion, broken only where tall palms that lined the bank threw long shadows far out on the water. Flamingoes and parrots winged by, on their way to their nests for the night. Now the crimson hue faded, the sun was gone, darkness closed in. Later, I remember, the moon rose, almost at the full that night, big and bright, throwing a soft silver haze across the lake and the Amazon River beyond. I lay awake in the dark of the cabin. Jessie and the others by then were asleep in their bunks. The hush of darkness was broken by a thousand familiar sounds of the Amazon night, the strange symphony which had become so familiar to us that usually we did not hear it at all. There A RIVER AT NIGHT 5 were the mingling sounds of the giant bullfrog and leaping fish, the cry of a monkey or a bird, the sudden throaty grunt of the alligator, the snorting of the dulpan, which always reminded me of the horses on our farm back in Nebraska. The melody of the darkness on the river was a constant thing. Day or night, this world of the Amazon and the dense, trackless, largely untrodden jungles that reach out over half a continent is a world of sounds. An insect stops his song, a bird stirs, a tropical leaf rustles. Loud and soft, these half -heard sounds may mean life or death. Living on this great river, you learn to live by these sounds instinc- tively, without hearing them. In the cool darkness of our boat, against the symphony of night outside, my thoughts drifted across this river world that had been our home and was to remain so for many years. Half a lifetime has passed since we came to this world of Brazil out of the corn belt of Nebraska, where both Jessie and I had grown up. We were to come to know these people, to work with them and try to aid them where they needed help, to love them and to be a part of their lives, so that we, as medical missionaries on the Amazon River, were almost as much Brazilian as the Brazilians themselves. As I lay quietly, listening to the sounds of the night, my thoughts went back many years to a Sabbath morning in Rio de Janeiro. For the first time we had gone to a service of our church there that day the Seventh-day Adventist Church, of which we were missionaries. It was a lovely, sunlit church, beautiful in its simplicity. As we sat in wor- ship, into the pew beside us came a man and woman, carrying with them, on a brightly embroidered satin pil- 6 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE low, a baby. It was so tiny that Jessie turned to me and whispered, "Look, Leo-that infant couldn't be more than a week or so old and they're bringing her to church already." All through the service the baby lay sleeping on the pillow. Little Olga, they told us, after the service, was only two weeks old. Her father had come from Germany and her mother from Italy to work in our church, first in the Brazilian state of Baia and later in the city of Belem, where we made our headquarters, near the mouth of the Amazon. But we had no idea, as Jessie took the tiny baby into her arms, that years later this infant would be sharing inti- mately our work and our lives. As I reflected on our work on the river, it was hard to distinguish one year and one season from another. It was as if we lived in a dream where the past and future merged and crisscrossed like the river shadows themselves. It was almost as difficult to distinguish between our many roles. We were minister and doctor, psychiatrist and match- maker, salvager of marriages, godparents to a thousand children, a large percentage of whom Jessie herself had helped to bring into the world. We had been godparents to the "nationals," as all de- scendants of the original Portuguese were called, no matter how mixed their blood had become. We were godparents to the children of the native Indians. For the people of the river, nationals or Indians, half-breeds or untamed, murder-spawned savages, had become our people. We had made ourselves a part of them and of this jungle world. We shared with them its joy and its beauty and its misery and pain, and we sought to bring help and healing and a A RIVER AT NIGHT 7 new vision of our life and its meaning in terms of the love of God. Many years have passed since that night I lay thinking and remembering in the cabin of the Luzeiro. The malaria, that dread disease of the tropics, has all but been wiped out. Perhaps, I sometimes say to myself, Jessie and I have helped. It is sure that, along the river, we are given such credit. Only recently, a tall Brazilian national, his four sons towering about him, boarded our boat as we anchored at a small, isolated river community. It was obvious that he was an important citizen. He turned to Jessie, who stood be- side me on the deck, and asked politely, "Dona Jessie, do you remember these boys?" Dona Jessie looked at Senhor Leo these are the names by which we are known along the river and both of us shook our heads. At a thousand different points along the great stream we had treated tens of thousands of people. Try as we might, we could not remember them all. The father knew this, of course. But he persisted. "You ought to remember them, Dona Jessie. Were it not for you, they would all be dead." He paused, then went on with a smile, "Years ago you and this boat stopped before my house. They were sick, all of my boys. They were nearly dead with malaria, and the youngest here was still only a baby. You stayed all that day and treated them and saved their lives." I write of this now when malaria is no longer a major problem along the river. But that night, when I lay in the dark of the cabin, malaria was still one of the great killers throughout the Amazon and much of northern Brazil. Jessie and I have seen many changes come. In some 8 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE measure we have helped to effect these changes. Although we were officially missionaries, we saw at once the diseases rampant on the Amazon and we knew that we had first to concentrate on making these people well before we could hope to convert them to any meaningful religion. We had not come to impose by force or fear our ideas or culture or dogmas; we had come to help other human beings. This was our assignment. To do this we had to become a part of the ways and the lives of these people. We learned their language and customs and traditions; we became truly Brazilian. We thought, spoke, even dreamed in Portuguese, the official language of the land. We served these people throughout that land, from the cities of the south to the wildest areas of the great river, as we were guided to serve. In the most primitive districts, in the dark regions of the River of Roosevelt once known as the River of Doubt and the deadly fringes of the River of Death, we came not as enemies or would-be exploiters or hunters or adventurers; we came to help with our medi- cines and our schools and our teachers. And these people,, some of them known as killer Indians, who had never before allowed white men upon their lands, accepted us. Today, in the very heart of this so-called perilous jungle, are our schools and our church and our teaching. Throughout this river world a new day had begun. Children who once would have grown up naked savages,, whose little bodies were wracked with yaws and hook- worm and other terrible diseases, are today well and healthy. They are clothed. They are attending schools, and preparing for high school and even college. Diseases that were rampant in the Amazon Valley have been wiped out or brought under control. In many places across this vast A RIVER AT NIGHT 9 wilderness there are schools and churches, hospitals and clinics, new ideas and new understanding of sanitation and hygiene, new health among the people, new hope and new meaning. A world awakens, the great, sprawling, won- derful world of the continental valley called the Amazon. Moments and incidents crowded my thoughts that night, as they have many nights since. A time when the frogs leaped from every direction during my meeting and my congregation fled in terror. A child lying naked on the floor, in a house full of the dead. An aged, withered chief who had stonily rejected all the help we tried to give him and his people, but who came to us at last and fell on his knees, tears of joy streaming down the thousand wrinkles of his face. A child groveling in a hogpen because a witch doctor insisted this was the way to drive out the devil that was making her ill. A three-year-old youngster mangled to death by an alligator before the parents could reach the child. This was our work and our life for thirty-seven years. The perils we faced, the achievements and failures and challenges and difficulties none of them could we have guessed in advance. But throughout all that time, wherever we were on the Luzeiro or on some mission in the jungle itself from the very beginning, we placed our trust un- waveringly in the protection of God. Never once in all that time, in the moments of greatest danger or difficulty, did we doubt that protection; never once did it fail. Strange things have happened to us. Long ago we grew used to coincidences that are perhaps not coincidences at all. In the city of Manaus, a thousand miles from the mouth 10 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE of the Amazon, a great modern city entirely surrounded by the Green Hell of the jungle, is a magnificent hotel, the Amazonas, equipped with every luxury anyone could imagine. The owner of this luxurious establishment came to us, one day when we were in Manaus, and introduced himself. "I have been trying to get in touch with you for weeks/' he explained. "It is about an experience I had a few weeks ago in the lobby of the Waldorf-Astoria Hotel in New York City." A young woman had come up to him, he said, holding in her hand a small box, and asking for a contribution for a special charity campaign of our church. "I gave her fifty cents," he said. "Then, as she turned away, it suddenly came to me, very positively, that I ought to give this woman more than those few pennies. I called her back, drew out of my pocket a fifty-dollar bill, and handed it to her. "She seemed quite overwhelmed. She gave me a copy of a magazine one of your church's publications. On the cover was a photograph. It was a picture of your boat- tied up at my plantation here on the river, giving medical treatment to my workers. "While the woman was thanking me for my gift, she was giving me something that meant much more a lesson in the meaning of love and care. I didn't know about your boat or your work with these people. So I had to find you, you see to thank you/' We were a long way from Manaus or New York, with their luxurious hotels, when we encountered another of these coincidences one which made us more certain than ever of God's all-seeing eye. It was our first trip up the river in our own boat, heading A RIVER AT NIGHT 11 west from Belem. I was new to navigation, unused to the river, and unaware of the location of shoals, and dangerous rocks that could destroy us. A river pilot could have guided us safely through, but a pilot is a professional man and earns a good deal more than we or any missionary could afford to pay. As neophytes on the river, we had no choice but to feel our way along and trust we would be guided. In some areas the river is fairly well populated along the banks. This is particularly so in the tidal areas within a few hundred miles of the mouth. There canoes come and go frequently, and at times we could see dozens of them going upstream close to the banks or downstream farther out in the river. Often the occupants would ask us to tow them along behind our boat; but because there were fre- quently so many and we couldn't take them all, we estab- lished from the start a policy of no hitchhiking. Yet on this very first trip we broke our rule. We had reached a desolate area where the jungle closed in deep and green along the banks and there was no sign at all of habitation, only a kind of forlorn tropic hush, when sud- denly we noticed, not too far from our boat, three men in a canoe. They were respectably dressed and when they called to us and asked us if we could tow them along be- hind us upstream, something impressed me. Something I did not understand led me almost involuntarily to reach out to the throttle and stop the boat. "Jack," I called to my son, who was then about fifteen years old, "throw them a line," They came alongside and we made the canoe fast. One of the men stayed in the canoe. The other two came aboard our boat and stood with Jessie and Jack and me near the wheel while we talked 12 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE about the jute crop and the weather and the hazards of the shifting currents. They were friendly and we were having a pleasant chat when suddenly one of them said, "Which side of the rocks are you going on?" I saw no rocks at all-only the green bank with its lovely Pan Rosa trees off the port side and the gray-yellow water of the Amazon. "What rocks?" I asked. Without answering, the man grabbed the steering wheel out of my hand and turned it completely around. Our boat wheeled giddily and shot out away from the bank into the river. Then I looked back and saw, not twenty feet in front of where we had been heading, the jagged points of hun- dreds of rocks just beneath the surface of the water. One second more and we would have plowed into them and ripped our boat to shreds. We had no idea that these rocks were there and without our hitchhiking friends we would have lost our boat and, in all likelihood, our lives. Our visitors seemed to take our expressions of gratitude almost casually, however; and a few moments after we had passed this dangerous section of the river, one of them said, "Sir, thank you for the ride. If you do not mind stopping here, we'll get out." It seemed strange, for there were still no houses or any other sign of human habitation to be seen along the banks. But I stopped, and the men climbed into the canoe and pushed off into the current. "Look out and see where those men go," I said to Jack. "There's no house around here." It had been only a moment since they had left us. There were no bends in the river. But after scanning the river in all directions, my boy turned to me. "Dad, they've disap- peared." A RIVER AT NIGHT 13 I turned from the wheel in amazement. There were no rocks, no debris, no sign of struggle or overturned canoe, no cry for help. Only the emptiness of the river and the mute green banks a hundred yards awaytoo far for them to have reached in that time. Yet the three men and their boat were nowhere to be seen. We have always believed, Jessie and I, that these men, whoever and whatever they were, were sent to us, the pro- tecting angels of Providence. Man's extremity and some- times even his ignorance is God's opportunity. As I turned back to the wheel of my boat that day, words from the book of Saint Matthew rang in my mind: "He shall give his angels charge concerning thee, and in their hands they shall bear thee up, lest at any time thou dash thy foot against a stone." We have made many hundreds of trips, short and long, on the river since that first one, and covered tens of thou- sands of miles along the Amazon and its tributaries. Many of them are great rivers in their own right, deep and dark as night, strong streams that overflow vast regions, drown- ing tiny farms and clearings and bringing death and devas- tation to these people. But we have never found help miss- ing when we needed it. It is a world of contrasts, this Amazon world. A world of backwashes and narrow streams, of floating islands, some of them two miles long; of channels not fifty feet wide but deep enough to accommodate ocean liners. Here is Man- aus, a great city rising in the middle of the jungle; all around it is an untamed, trackless world where there are no throughways or roads, paved or unpaved, often not even a visible jungle trail. The tangle that reaches out on every side in the Amazon Valley is one vast sea of green 14 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE shadows across the width of South America, and the river and its tributaries combine into a series of water roads, a real communication network in the day-to-day lives of the river people, It was these people whom we served in our nearly three decades on the river. They were Brazilian nationals and natives; storekeepers and plantation owners and laborers- workers on the rubber plantations and in the jute and cot- ton fields. They were men of varied backgrounds and history; Indians of many tribes, some of them highly cul- tured and others naked and wild, often dangerous and hostile and ready to kill. The jungle is unique in its multi- plicity of types, its blend of the civilized and savage. On one hand are the witch doctors with their trances and incantations. On the other, in our clinics and those the government has been setting up along the river, are peni- cillin and the latest antibiotic drugs. It is a world of straw- roofed huts and grass skirts, blowguns, poisoned arrows, and drums pounding out savage rhythms; it is also a world past which the new luxury liners steam, en route from Europe or North America all the way up the Amazon to Peru. But it is still, and for many years will remain, the world of the canoe. To these people the canoe is the bicycle of childhood and the young man's sports car. It is the surrey that takes the family to Sabbath service, the car that goes visiting relatives miles away. It is the housewife's shopping cart and the fisherman's smack and the ambulance for the sick and dying who seek help. To one who has lived even briefly on the river, the sound of the canoe is as familiar and as easily recognized as the whoosh of a car along a city street. A RIVER AT NIGHT 1$ On that long-past night of remembering, as I lay awake in the darkness of our cabin, I heard a sound breaking into the rhythm of the river shadow. It was growing late, some- where around ten o'clock, I guessed, from the brightness of the moon on the water outside the cabin window, We had long ago finished our work for the day. But the sounds continued, and seemed to come closer. I got out of the bunk, slipped on a shirt, and, with Jessie following, hurried out on deck. We stood listening in the night. Now we could hear the canoe coming closer, cutting through the water. Soon the little craft shot out of the shadows on the far side of the lake. It came into the silvery brightness of the moon, and we could see its only passenger a frail, half-naked boy perhaps eleven or twelve years of age. As the canoe came closer the boy called out, "Do you have any medicine for the fever?" The youngster in the boat came alongside. We had a light on now, and in its beam we could see that he was shivering. He lifted his hands to pull himself up, but I saw at once that he did not have the strength. I put my arms around him and lifted him up into the boat. His pale, drawn face told us at once that he was a victim of the terrible malaria fever which at that time was ravaging the area. His name, he told us, was Antonio. He half pointed, with a weak gesture, when I asked where he lived. "I have been three hours paddling," he said, in Portuguese. "I have been trying to reach your boat/' "Where are your father and mother?" "My father died yesterday," the boy answered. "My mother is home. She is burning up with high fever," l6 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE "Do you have any brothers or sisters?" "They are both dead, my two brothers. They have been dead a week." While we were talking with the little boy there on the boat, we were opening up our medical supplies and Jessie was preparing a quinine injection for him. Neither of us is a doctor, but Jessie is a trained nurse. Throughout the river world, particularly during our early days, there were almost no doctors for thousands of miles. Thus we served as physicians and surgeons as needed, perf orming all kinds of medical work from midwifery to amputations, treating every kind of disease found in that area. As we gave him his injection, the boy looked up with the hint of a smile on his lips. "Antonio," I asked, "how old are you?" I have never forgotten his answer. "I am ten years old/' he said, "and struggling on toward eleven." I asked him then, "How long have you been ill with this fever?" "Three months." "Haven't you had any treatment?" "Oh, yes, I have been treated." He paused and added, "I have been treating with the witch doctor." Jessie, on the other side of the little cabin, glanced at the youngster. "J ust what did the witch doctor do for you, Antonio?" she inquired. His eyes were wide and frightened as he gazed up at us, looking from one to the other as though he, too, were aware of the bizarre things he was saying. "The witch doctor shut us up in a hut," he said. "All of us. He burned A RIVER AT NIGHT 17 bits of hair and feathers and leather, the horns of oxen, anything you can imagine almost." My wife came over and knelt down beside the boy. "What did he say he was doing all this for?" she persisted. "To drive out the spirits," the boy said, his small voice almost echoing the tone of the incantations. "To smoke out the evil spirits that brought the fever." "And it didn't work?" The boy shook his head. "Then, when he couldn't smoke them out, the witch doctor went out into the woods and got a limb from the thorn tree and beat us with that." The youngster took off his blouse and showed us his back, covered with deep sores from the beating. We treated these sores on his back and we gave him medicines for himself and for his mother. There was noth- ing more we could do for him except to let him hurry home as swiftly as he could. We helped him over the side and down into the canoe; heard his words of thanks and saw him pick up his paddle and start out across the path of moonlight. We followed him with our eyes until he disap- peared into the dark shadows beyond. Antonio was going home. Not to what we who grew up in the United States would consider a real home, but to a hut of mud and palm leaves on the riverbank with the jungles behind and around it, a world of wild animals, snakes, and insects and the anopheles mosquito which transmits the fever from which he was suffering. His was a home of poverty, sickness, suffering, superstition, and too often death. This was the world to which we came. It was our assign- ment, as a part of our church mission, to bring these peo- ple, insofar as we could, new hope and new faith and new l8 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE vision. It was not our purpose to preach to them compli- cated dogmas they could not understand; nor to terrify them with imagined torments of hell. We could help them only with a message of love, the love of God and of Christ for them, a love that would care for them and reach out to them, even to this lonely little kid in his canoe. This was our purpose and our goal. The purpose burned strong in my mind after the boy had left, as Jessie and I stood out on the deck in the cool of the night. A new vision. A new meaning to life for a thousand or ten thousand boys like this one who had come to us weak and half dead himself, with his pitiable little tale of trau- matic tragedy in a mud-walled house at the river's edge. "I am ten years old and struggling on toward eleven." I could still hear the sound of his paddle as his canoe cut through the moonlight and shadows. CHAPTER 2 DESTINATION: RIO IN certain areas along the Amazon River Val- ley, there are, surprisingly, settlements of Japanese. Most of them came to the river just before the outbreak of World War II; and after Japan lost the war, these people stayed, some going into business in the ever-growing cities of Brazil, others remaining to farm the rich soil along the Amazon. As the early settlers in North America had done three hundred years earlier, some sent back to their home- land for wives; others married native girls. All of them are hard workers; some of the neatest and best cared-for homes along the river bear the stamp of Japanese energy and artistry. In one of these homes we were permitted once to hold a religious meeting because, although it was not a Christian family, the owner's father-in-law had been an Adventist for many years. Shortly afterward the wife was baptized into our faith. The husband was slower to believe, but he was deeply impressed with the singing at the meeting so impressed that he learned all the words of "God Will Take Care of You" by heart and liked to sing them in his odd, tinny, broken Portuguese. On the Amazon island where these Japanese-Brazilians lived, the chief crop, in addition to the usual rice, was jute 19 20 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE or hemp. While the river is low, before floodtime, hemp plants grow twelve feet high in three months' time. As the river overflows, the jute is inundated in several feet of water. To harvest the crop, the menand often women, too-must work waist high in the water, pulling the jute up by the roots, cutting off the roots with a sharp knife, then tying the rest of the plant into bundles and setting these back into the water to soak. In a few weeks the bark or fiber is loose and can be pulled off easily. Working constantly in the water, they contend with a whole army of slithering dangers. I have seen hundreds of jute workers come out of those sunken fields with blood- sucking leeches an inch and a half long on their legs. They cannot pull off these creatures without breaking off the teeth and causing infection. Limes are the answer. They are carried by all the workers; they have learned that squeezing lime juice on the leeches makes them fall off. Toiling one morning in his jute fields, the Japanese farmer who had been exposed to Christianity was singing his favorite "God Will Take Care of You" when he felt what he thought was a leech on his leg. He paid no heed but continued to work, singing away happily in his high voice. Suddenly he felt as if something was crawling in his pant leg. Frightened, he ran from the water and snatched off his pants. As he shook them, an eighteen-inch poisonous snake slipped to the ground and slithered away. There were tears in the man's eyes as he told me the story. "Pastor, I did not know it was there but I am sure that snake would have bitten me and I would have died if I had not been thinking about God and singing that hymn. I believe it. I believe He protected me in that jute field, when I did not know/' DESTINATION: RIO 21 Many times Jessie and I have known that same protec- tion and that same guidance. All of our lives, it seems, we have lived in the midst of peril, and never has harm come to us. Any expedition, whether to climb Mount Everest or to rescue lost souls in the Amazon, is a matter of planning and preparation, on which may ultimately depend triumph or failure, even life or death. It is almost fantastic how much preparation for our Amazon adventure Jessie and I re- ceived, without realizing it at all, in a world ten thousand miles away. Nebraska, with its flat outstretching fields of grain and prairie, where my grandmother once placated a band of murder-bent Sioux Indians with nine loaves of her special fresh-baked bread and a litter of newborn puppies, at first thought seems an unlikely spot for which to prepare for a missionary life in the South American jungle. But they are not so different, after all. Life close to the soil, where nature can be enemy or friend, is closely akin to life on the river. The self-sufficiency I learned as a boy on a Nebraska farm stood me in good stead years later in the Brazilian jungle. When my father, Sam Halliwell, came out west with his family as a boy of fifteen, Nebraska was still a frontier world, as the Amazon is today. Large herds of buffalo roamed the grass-covered plains. Indians still claimed all the land, and resented fiercely the settlers and the coming of the Union Pacific tracks. Attacks and killings were fre- quent. Often Sioux raiding parties would cross the Platte River from the north to burn homes or to lasso the smokestacks of Union Pacific locomotives as the trains chugged by. They hoped to drag these iron horses bodily from the 22 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE tracks. Some of them, not lucky enough to have their ropes break, were dragged to their death. Many settlers, driving off these Sioux attackers, paid with their lives. My father's family might easily have met this end, for one night a band of these marauders attacked their home, surrounding the house and screeching threats to burn the place down unless they were let in. Once in- side, they stole everything food, livestock, furniture, farm tools, chickens, even the one gun in the house, which was used only to kill game for food. By the grace of God, the family was spared. This was the world in which my father grew up and in which, in 1884, he married Mary Rail, daughter of another pioneer family. The fourth oldest of their eight children, I grew up in this same rugged and untamed world, close to the earth. I fished and hunted and rode wild ponies. I skated on the Platte River in the middle of Nebraska's bitterest winters, and plowed my way to school through five-foot snows. Each morning before dawn it was my chore to drive the cows from the corral near our house out to pasture on our farm, a mile from town. When I was nine it became my job to ride the lead horse on the binder and to keep the animals out of the wheat. The sun would blaze down hot, the day would be long, and sometimes astride the horse I would doze off for an instant. Then I would hear my father's voice shouting above the roar of the binder, "Get out of the wheat, boy- keep them out of the wheat." Years later I was staying at a plantation on one of the Brevis Islands in the Amazon. The Brazilian owner oper- ated a store, raised all kinds of fruits and vegetables, and ran a small sugar-cane press that was operated by a yoke DESTINATION: RIO 23 of oxen. The oxen had to walk around and around all day, and someone had to follow them and keep them going. Usually, I learned, this was the chore of one of the many sons of the owner. Watching one of those sons a ten- year-old trudging behind the oxen, shouting at them in his high young voiceI thought of the farm and my father and the binder back in Nebraska. But Brazil was only a large pink spot on the map in 1909 when, at eighteen, I finished high school and embarked on my first real job teaching in a one-room country school in a tiny settlement in far-off Idaho. In that remote spot, in the midst of the tall pines, with the mountains towering on every side, there came to me what I can only call a vision, almost a command. The Bear River drains that part of Idaho and flows on down into the Great Salt Lake, twisting and bending and turning back upon itself, a coiling, foaming mass of water that plunges through pass and ravine and gorge. Near the town of Grace, a dam and a great electric power plant had been built, with generators that furnished power and light to Ogden and Salt Lake City. The idea of being a part of such an operation, helping to bring light and power to whole cities of people, seemed a magnificent way to serve the needs of modern life. As I would stand and listen to the sounds of the generators and the roar of the water, a voice seemed to be crying within me, "You can also do things like this. Prepare. Prepare yourself." I had no money to study electrical engineering, no pre- vious training, and no connections whatever in this field. Yet this was what I knew I was going to be. When school was over and I went home, I unfolded 24 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE this new dream to my family. Like me, they had more enthusiasm than money; but with what funds we could raise in the family, my meager savings, and what I would be able to earn tending furnace and waiting on tables in a student rooming house, it looked as if I would just be able to make it. While I waited for fall, I took all the odd jobs I could get, One of them, the luckiest, was playing the fiddle at barn dances to pick up a few extra dollars in the evening. I say lucky/' for it was at one of these dances that I noticed a lovely brown-eyed girl in a white dress, her slim waist belted in red. I lost no time finding out who she was, and once I did I handed my fiddle to another member of the orchestra. "Hold this, I'm going to meet that girl." That was my first dance with Jessie. I think now that we were certain, almost from our first dance together, to the rhythm of those Nebraska fiddles, that our lives were inextricably bound together. By the time I went off to Lincoln that fall, to enroll at the Uni- versity of Nebraska, we had made our plans. Neither of us was twenty. Jessie had promised to wait for four years, until I had finished my engineering course and we could marry, But when I returned to Kearney the following spring, I discovered a subtle but important change in Jessie. She had come upon a religion that caught her interest deeply the religion of the people who called themselves Seventh- day Adventists. We had both been brought up in devout families. We had talked about religion and had agreed that ours was to be a Christian home. Together we had visited churches of different faiths to decide which most appealed to us. DESTINATION: RIO 25 Now I realized that she had accepted this faith and was eager for me to want to follow her lead. That summer we began to attend services together. It was not long before I came to realize that this religion and its truth had deep meaning for me, as well as for Jessie. It was a simple and not particularly earth-shaking event the fact that two people in love happened to find a faith they wanted to share together, But of great importance to both of us was the dedication to service we found in this faith. Jessie was enthralled by the remarkable work the Adventists did in the field of medicine, by the hospitals and clinics that had been estab- lished in many remote missionary fields throughout the world as well as in the States. When I returned to rny engineering studies at Nebraska University at the end of the summer, Jessie went to Lin- coln, too to begin a three-year nursing course at the Adventist hospital. How could we have guessed then the role this training would play in our own lives, and in the lives of hundreds of people of whose existence we did not then even dream? I think of Jessie going out at all hours of the day or night in Brazil's ancient city of Salvador, to help deliver babies in the huddled world of twisting streets. I can see her delivering the afterbirth of a frail, half -dead woman lying on a mud floor in an Amazon straw shack and thereby saving that woman's life. Jessie delivered hun- dreds of babies along that river; in every settlement today there are little Brazilian girls who answer to the American name of Jessie. One family who lived far up the river about twelve 26 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE hundred miles from the mouth seemed to need her mid- wifery skill every time our boat arrived in that district. "Isn't it remarkable," Jessie asked the mother once, "that the baby always seems to arrive precisely at the time our boat arrives on our yearly trip up the river?" "Why no, it isn't particularly remarkable/' the woman answered. "We plan it that way," Civilization had not yet arrived in many communities along the river, but planned parenthood was already in operation. There were moments of amusement and moments of grim tragedy in that world. Youngsters were brought to us too late to help or to save; adults often put their faith in superstitions and voodoo rituals rather than in the modern medicine that we tried to bring to them. Yet none of our help would have been possible without the training which began, for Jessie, in that hospital in Lincoln, Nebraska. In a different way, my training in electricity, my knowl- edge of motors and generators and power circuits, was put to use in our work in Brazil. The boat on which we traveled that network of the Amazon waterways, the thou- sands of meetings we held, showing colored motion pic- tures and providing light and amplifiers so that all could hear above the jungle night all of this was dependent in large measure on this experience and training in electricity without which we would often have been helpless. I recall one night when we set up a meeting in a clear- ing close to the water's edge, putting up our own screen and doing all the wiring in a matter of hours so that liter- ally hundreds of natives and nationals were able to hear DESTINATION: RIO 27 us and see the pictures of the life of Christ which we showed. From miles around, the canoes appeared, loaded with passengers who sat quietly in their craft throughout our meeting. It was, I feel certain, the first Amazon drive-in theater. Power for a prayer meeting, the electrical system for a native clinic, helping to plan the electrical needs of a hos- pital in Belem, in how many ways did that training help us in our work and our lives! I remember particularly one Brazilian who examined the generator on our boat with great care and then declared, "It is remarkable. You bring all your own power with you spiritual and electrical as well." But back in Nebraska, as we worked and studied, we had no idea that our faith was to lead us so far from home. This church to which we both belong, however, is one which is concerned with remote corners of the world, in the need there, and in sending its members to give Chris- tian service and help to the world's people. Ours was and is a missionary church in its truest sense, the mission of service to others. We believe that a major part of our "assignment" on earth is bringing help where it is needed. Adventist doc- tors and nurses, Adventist clinics and hospitals, are found on every continent. In less than a hundred years of mis- sionary activity, our faith has established churches in 185 countries. Workers within our faith preach in 748 languages and dialects. Our books and tracts are published, sold, or dis- tributed free in 213 languages. The church operates twenty-three sanitariums and hospitals in North America, 28 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE and eighty-two overseas. The latter alone treat more than 1,500,000 outpatients a year, in addition to 122,000 inpa- tients. Mission dispensaries and clinics care for more than 800,000 additional patients annually. Ten schools of nurs- ing in North America and twenty-one overseas, graduat- ing a total of more than five hundred nurses a year, help staff these hospitals and clinics. So, too, does the magnifi- cent College of Medical Evangelists, located at Loma Linda, California, and Los Angeles. Founded by the church in 1905 to train medical missionaries, this modern medical center today has three main schools medicine, nursing, and dentistry and six related schools for die- tetics, tropical and preventive medicine, physical therapy, X-ray technology, medical technology, and graduate studies. These schools have graduated thousands of doctors and nurses of all religious faiths. As this is written, more than a hundred of these graduate physicians and more than a hundred of the graduate nurses are serving overseas in our mission hospitals. All of this was very real in our minds because it was real to our faith, but our own program and plans were much more immediate and down to earth. In the summers I took whatever work I could get to help pay my university expenses. Mostly it was on farms and sometimes it was rugged. Sometimes we worked on a threshing machine from farm to farm on a regular schedule. Once I even did my threshing at the point of a gun when an angry farmer insisted on having his work done ahead of the others. During the school year I continued to tend furnace at a student boardinghouse. In my senior year I worked DESTINATION: RIO 29 nights at the Lincoln light plant. And finally, in 1916, the degree was mine. With war raging in Europe, electrical engineers were being offered good jobs. I accepted one with a tractor company in Charles City, Iowa, which was making howitzer mortar shells for the Allies. Sometimes, in my first weeks on the job, I would stand and watch the scrap iron and steel, old plows, and other farm machinery being dumped into the steel furnaces to be fashioned into shells, and I would remember the words of the prophet Joel, written many centuries ago: "Prepare war, wake up the mighty men, let all the men of war draw near; let them come up: Beat your plowshares into swords, and your pruninghooks into spears; let the weak say, I am strong." On October 1, 1916, Jessie was graduated from the nursing school in Lincoln. Two days later, on October 3, we were married in Mason City, Iowa, and the following day we began our life together in a humble dwelling in Charles City. The next year we were in the war, and in that era of turmoil and sacrifice and super-emotionalism, I was or- dered to stay on my job as plant electrician because we were turning out vital war materials. Two weeks before the Armistice, Jessie gave birth to our son. The influenza epidemic was sweeping across the world, claiming millions of lives, and Jessie was terribly ill even as our son was born. We did not know whether she or our son, who was also affected by the disease, would survive. It was a time of tension and anxiety, but we held fast to our faith in His protection, and within a few weeks they were past the danger point and getting well. Amidst the worry over Jessie and the baby, I didn't 30 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE give much thought to the matter of a name for our son. It was not until later that we discovered that the nurse, who was also under considerable strain, had told the doctor the baby was to be called "Claris." By that time it was too late-the name had been officially recorded. But we call our son Jack. Both Jessie and I had regretted, when we settled down in Charles City, that there was no church of our faith there, but before many months had passed an evangelist arrived. From his meetings developed a permanent or- ganization of which I was chosen leader and through this had my first experience in conducting services. As time went on, I became more and more interested in my church work and less and less in my job at the plant. Two books made a deep impression on me: On the Trail of Livingstone, written by a missionary about his work in Africa, and In the Land of the Incas, the story of a missionary's life in Bolivia and Peru. The achievements of these men in salvaging human souls convinced me that we, too, must play a greater part in this work. You cannot, we felt, work part time for faith. Jessie and I talked and prayed for days, and at last we knew in our hearts that this was right for us. In the spring of 1920 I applied to our church conference for work on a full-time basis. The officials were delighted at my decision. They were, of course, uncertain as to what assignment I might receive for overseas service, or when. But there was other work to be done, close at hand. Within a few weeks we were busy at it. An evangelistic campaign in Cedar Falls, Iowa, came first. We went on from there to Fort Madison, where I supervised the DESTINATION: RIO 31 building of a new church while I also had charge of our churches in nearby Burlington and Keokuk. In the routine of caring for the activities of three churches, and counseling and guiding the people and fami- lies of our congregations, the missionary dream was pushed into the background. There seemed hardly time for such wild ideas. Then one day, late the following summer, the postman handed me a letter from the Mission Board of the Seventh- day Adventists. I called Jessie, so we could open it together. Our proposal to go to Brazil as missionaries had been under advisement for some months, the letter said, and as the needs in that country had become more and more pressing they had made their decision. We were to make preparations at once and be ready to sail for Rio de Janeiro on the Munson liner Aeolus, scheduled to leave from New York on October 15. The sailing date, by an odd coinci- dence, happened to be my thirtieth birthday. Our hearts were light and heavy, all at the same time, as we stood on the deck of the Aeolus watching the New York skyline fade into the distance. We were sad at leaving our families and our home and our country. But we were happy at the thought that at last we were embarked on the work to which we had been called. The fall wind was cold as we left our homeland but as the days passed the weather became warmer, the sky sunny and bright. It was a lush spring morning when, on October 30, we looked out our porthole and saw the green mass of Cape Frio, our first sight of Brazil. CHAPTER 3 BAIA BRAZIL has heavy rains and high waterfalls, large oysters and frogs and alligators and snakes, and water lilies three feet across. In the lush splendor of the Amazon Valley, anything will grow, although south and west of the valley are dry areas where droughts may last for several years. It is a land where plenty and want often sit side by side. In its backwoods are small one-street sleeping villages where, remote from modern life, living conditions are so primitive as to be almost unbelievable. Yet there are also great cities, particularly in the south: Rio; Sao Paulo, the fastest growing city in the world; Manaus, a modern me- tropolis in the middle of the jungle; and Recife, the Venice of the Western Hemisphere. It is a world of magnificent extremes flamingoes and factories, great universities and blowguns, ultra sophistication and the fine art of poisoned darts. Less than five hundred years ago in 1500 a squadron of thirteen ships set sail from Lisbon, Portugal, with much fanfare, colorful plumage, and gleaming armor, bent on reaching and capturing Calcutta, India, by way of South America's Cape Horn. The ever-prevailing trade winds from the east carried these ships to the coast of a new land, BAIA 33 rich and fertile, which was promptly claimed for the Portuguese throne. A later expedition carried back to Portugal a cargo of bright-red wood from this land of so many varieties of wood that to this day the number, reaching into the thousands, has never been fully ascer- tained. The red dyewood was so bright and glowed so intensely that it seemed almost to be on fire. For this rea- son it was called brasso meaning a live coal. So did the new land where this wood was found get the name Brazil. Another expedition from Portugal sailed into Guanabara Bay, far south of the Amazon on the Brazilian coast, on the first of January, 1502. Thinking that this bay, which seemed to go on endlessly it is actually just over thirty miles long must be the mouth of a great river, it was promptly called the River of the First of January. From this came the shortened version of the name: Rio de Janeiro. We sailed into this harbor on October 30, 1921, to begin our new work. It was a magnificent sight. On our right was the beautiful city of Niteroi, with its background of many-hued mountains. Just behind us on the other side was the round soaring form of Sugar Loaf Mountain, extending in a great sweeping amphitheater across the entire horizon. Before us was the city of Rio itself, with its white gleaming buildings and its red-tiled roofs, thou- sands upon thousands of them, in a splashing pattern of color and sunlight and shadow. Of special significance to us was still another mountain, the Corcovado, on top of which stands the towering statue of Christ the Redeemer, arms outstretched, above the city. Coming into a world we did not know, to begin a life we could not fully foresee, our excitement ran high. It was to be a life of service, but in a new and strange land, where 34 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE the people spoke a language we did not yet know, where the customs and ideas and ways of doing differed entirely from ours, where almost certainly some people would be hostile to our ideas and beliefs and our teachings. We had to come to help, not to take; to advise and guide and uplift where we could, but not to impose our will, our belief, or our language. We had come only to bring a message of love and to give love in terms of help. This, I knew in my heart, was the real challenge facing us that sunlit morning, as our steamer, with the mothering tugboats at her sides, edged closer to the dock and what would be, for us, the beginning of a new life. Momentarily there was the sense of the strange and the different Where would we begin all of this work, and how? How long would it take us to learn the language, to begin to know enough to be of help? How quickly would we begin all this? On the dock, as we came in closer, I saw a group of people who apparently had recognized us and were wav- ing at us. One of them had in his hand a copy of one of our Adventist magazines. It was like a touch of home to Jessie and me. Coming into any new city is always something of an adventure, and arriving in Rio this is particularly true, for it is one of the most exciting and beautiful cities in the world. When I think back on our arrival there, I always recall another occasion when we came into Rio, years later, under far different circumstances. My wife and I were flying in from the Amazon then with a tribal chief who had never before been out of the jungle. BAIA 35 How full of wonder he was! Soon after we took off, we were flying over the jungles at about ten thousand feet and, instead of the steaming heat the chieftain was used to in the half-naked world below, it was suddenly very cold. His lips were blue and he was shivering under his blanket. But as he looked out the window, he could see the bright sun. Puzzled, he said to my wife, "Why is it that we are so high and so near the sun, but it is so cold up here?" And we tried to explain that to a man who still hunted with a war club! The chief had been staying in one of our hospitals in the north of Brazil for about two weeks waiting for this trip, and he had not particularly enjoyed the vegetarian diet he shared there with us. On this flight the plane came down at the city of Goiana for dinner. When a big thick steak was served to the chief, somehow he did not get a knife or fork. I started to call the waiter, but the chief stopped me. "No, no I do not need those things. I would prefer to use my hands." Which he promptly did. When we arrived in Rio that night, there were more than a score of reporters and television people waiting to meet our charge and interview him. They were full of questions about what he thought of this modern world into which he had been transported overnight. What was the most extraordinary thing he had encountered so far, they asked. The old chief grinned: "That big thick steak they gave me to eat last night." But at the convention of young church people, when someone asked him why he had not brought along his arrows and darts and other Indian paraphernalia, the an- swer of this aged tribal leader to his young questioner was, "I am no longer an Indian but a Christian." 36 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE Our own arrival in Rio was perhaps not so vast a contrast as that the tribal chief experienced when he finally saw the streets and buildings of Brazil's capital and major seaport; yet it was, for us, as for any tourist, new and strange, beau- tiful and exciting. We were in a world where most people did not speak or understand our language a world of brilliant sun, tropical trees, and wide sidewalks with dazzling mosaic designs; a magic place that seemed to capture the imagination as no other city does. But our enjoyment of the vistas of Rio and the magic charm of the city was momentary. We were not tourists on a pleasure cruise; we were here on business. Only a few days after our arrival, church officials gave me my travel orders: We were to proceed at once to a city called Salvador in the state of Baia, seven hundred and fifty miles to the north along the coast of Brazil. In Salvador I was to take over as director of the newly set-up Baia Mission of our church. We had barely heard of Salvador, but in that ancient city no one had heard of us and only a handful of souls knew about the Seventh-day Adventists and their presence in the Brazilian state of Baia. Much of the district of Baia is farmland. Its crops are lemons and oranges and every kind of citrus fruit, as well as tobacco, sugar, and cotton. It produces cattle and hogs and poultry, and nearly a hundred different kinds of beans no other place in the world has as many different kinds of beans as Baia. From the earth come, too, iron and manganese and oil, and black diamonds for commercial uses. Yet, for all this activity, much of the state is wild, sub- tropical, and sparsely populated; and across the wide flat BAIA 37 areas of farmland are many drought-parched districts with widely scattered one-street towns where a handful of houses huddle under the blazing Brazilian sun. In all these towns, without fail, can be seen the high gleaming spire of the Catholic church or cathedral, some dating back hundreds of years. Originally Roman Cathol- icism was the official religion of Brazil and it remained so for many centuries, until the establishment of the Repub- lic in 1889. Today all religions are equal in that country and work in amity for their congregations. But the padres, hard working as they may be, are still limited in number in the remote areas, and the communities each priest must serve are widely scattered. In many instances these churches, with their lofty spires, can be fully used or used at all only on those occasions when a priest is able to reach them. Many of the people in these areas had fallen away from their faith, or had grown up with little or none. Their lives were as desolate and hopeless and seemingly purposeless as the parched, somnolent little towns themselves. It was to help these people to find a new meaning and purpose in their lives that we had been sent to Baia. Salvador itself, which was to be our headquarters, is an ancient port city, once the capital of Brazil. It is built on two levels connected by two modern elevators and, for those who prefer to walk, an ancient flight of four hundred steps. The full name of the city, in Portuguese, is Sao Salvador de Baia de Todos os Santos Saint Saviour of the Bay of All Saints. But most people speak of the city and the state interchangeably as Baia. The lower part of the city is the area of commerce and shipping. There, among the coffee and sugar firms and 38 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE the great buildings where the cacao is stored, the air is a blend of smells from the harbor, the coffee and tobacco, the bananas and sugar cane. In the harbor itself are hun- dreds of small fishing boats anchored alongside large ships and liners, some Brazilian, others flying foreign flags. Baia is an ancient town still and in the high city, where most of the people live, the old cobblestone streets are narrow and steep. In the days when we arrived and, in fact, until quite recently, there were hundreds of mule carts on these streets. All of them had steel-rimmed wheels, and we could see the sparks fly as they struck the cobble- stones. To us, it was a fascinating city we had come to, a city of legend and culture and history. It had grown rich on sugar and the slave trade, until slavery was abolished in the late nineteenth century, and some of the wealth had gone into its many beautiful churches. There are 365 of them, a church for every day of the year. Many of the buildings are faced with the brilliant-blue tiles which Brazilians call azulejos. There have been improvements in Baia since the days when we first arrived; many of the streets in the high city are now new and wide and paved with modern macadam or cement, and there are modern stores and buildings. But in the days when we arrived the city was still lazing sleepily in its lovely if slightly frayed ancestral dress. We had no time to laze with it. First we had to find living quarters and then set about the organizing work of the mission. There was little money for our personal expenses; our income from the church amounted to only a few dollars a month at that time. We finally had to settle for an apartment on the second floor of a narrow old building BAIA 39 on one of those steep, narrow cobblestone streets. There were people above us, below us, and on all sides of us. They were people whose language we did not know, whose customs were strange to us. The apartment was moldy and dark. But it was at last the real beginning of our work. In that beginning, we were close to our own church people, of course, as we launched into the job of organizing and building and expanding our church activity. One of our happiest meetings was with the Starches Pastor Gustavo Storch, his wife, and the two-week-old baby on the satin cushion whom we saw at our first Sabbath service in Brazil. In Baia, and later on the Amazon, they were to become our good friends. Pastor Storch was one of the valiant workers of our church and he played a large role in our missionary activity in the Amazon Valley. At the same time we were trying to adjust ourselves to this new world, its people and its ways. Not far from us was a kindly Catholic woman who spoke some English. She became our friend and taught us our first Portuguese. She was a good teacher and a wonderful human being. Those early weeks and months were a time of trial and some amusement as well. As we began to meet native families, we discovered that many of them knew as little about the United States of America as our people did about the United States of Brazil. One night, not long after we arrived in Baia, a Brazilian Army lieutenant and his wife came in to see us. We had an enjoyable if somewhat difficult time trying out the Portuguese which we were so anxious to learn, and which today we speak as fluently as our native English. Finally the lieutenant's wife asked Jessie, "Where are you people from?" 40 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE "We're from the United States/' Jessie said. The woman looked puzzled. "United States? Where is that? Does it belong to Brazil?" The lieutenant told her quickly, "Wife, don't be foolish. Everybody knows the United States is a part of England/' We laughed, but every day we were impressed with our own ignorance. Even to go to the open market where it seemed that everything under the sun was sold presented serious problems in the first days. We did not know the food or the language or how much anything cost. We didn't even know too well the values of the various coins and bills. We would go to the market, point to the things we wanted, and hold out a handful of coins in payment. The merchant would take out the amount required, and in only a few cases did one take more than the proper sum. But we soon learned the proper evaluations for ourselves, for our wages were limited and every milreis had to count. Our funds did stretch to include a maid-of-all-work, who was more than worth the infinitesimal pay she re- ceived. Tubusa helped us learn the language and acquainted us with the native dishes. Jessie had always been a won- derful cook, but the Brazilian dishes were very different from those she had cooked back in Nebraska. Unlike Tubusa, she didn't know a hundred ways to fix coconut. Most of the dishes had to be prepared from scratch; there were few manufactured foods such as we now find in a supermarket here in the United States. Tubusa thought perhaps we might be disturbed about her cooking for us. Shortly after she went to work for us a picture out of a storybook, with her bright bandanna and her full wide BAIA 41 skirts she said to us, "You need never worry about my cooking for you. My hands may be black, but they are always clean." Since we had given her no hint of concern, nor did we have any, we had no idea why she felt impelled to make this remark. It is the belief of our church and one with which Jessie and I are in complete agreement, as I mentionedthat it is not the role of a missionary in a foreign land to impose his culture on the people he has been sent to serve. Our job, as we saw it, was first of all to make friends, and Jessie's method was to become acquainted with the women of Baia on a level on which, even with a language barrier, they could meet. The women of every social stratum lived on a far dif- ferent level than those in the United States at the time we first arrived. A wife was so protected from the world that she could not even go downtown to buy her own shoes. Her husband would buy them and take them home to her. A wife would not know and in most cases still does not how much money her husband earns. Today, particularly in the southern cities of Brazil, women are far more emancipated than they were twenty-five years ago, but they are still many years behind the women of the United States in the matter of equality. Jessie's freedom was to them startling. But through our meetings and evenings with these ladies, especially in con- nection with our church work, Jessie was making friends as she was learning the cooking methods of Brazil. One day she was to be as expert in Brazilian dishes as any native of that country and accepted by the women as one of them. 42 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE One dish that both Jessie and I missed was simple old- fashioned American pie, apple pie particularly. It's strange how much you miss one special dish after a time; it be- comes a kind of symbol of the world you have left, We decided finally that perhaps we could teach the women of Baia how to make an apple pie or a lemon meringue- provided we had the pie tins, a cooking utensil of which they had never heard. "There must be a tinner in town/* I told Jessie. 'Til explain the situation and get him to make us some pie tins." I found the tinner all right, and he did make us the tins. Jessie baked her first batch of American-style pies with high hopes of showing the Brazilian ladies of Baia a sample of typical American homemade pie. But pride goeth be- fore a fall and so did the pie tins. The tinner had soldered the bottoms on and the solder had, of course, melted under the intense oven heat. The pie tins had no bottoms, and the pies themselves were ruined. Later, we sent to America for some real pie tins. Pie and a number of other American dishes is known today in many parts of Baia and other sections of Brazil, thanks primarily to Jessie's cooking skill. But these first weeks were not easy. We were constantly strapped for funds, and so was our mission. To augment resources, Jessie decided she could pick up at least a few cents as a midwife, and be a real help to the community, too. Since many folk in Baia were poor, they used doctors and hospitals as little as they could. (Public-health condi- tions in Baia and throughout the nation have greatly im- proved as a result of both governmental and private edu- cational and medical programs. ) Calls began to come in, often late at night. Would Dona BAIA 43 Jessie go to the house at the corner of such and such a street, to help a woman already beginning her labor? And Jessie would hurry off to this house or, if it were late, we would go togetherto bring a child into the world. Some- times there would be a doctor and sometimes not. For this service the new parents paid her if and as they could; it might be fifty cents in one case, a dollar in another. Often it was nothing. However, we do not go into this work to amass personal wealth, but to give service. It is the belief of our church that as much as possible of its funds should be used di- rectly for the people and the work for which these funds were given, and that the actual salaries of workers engaged in carrying out this program should be kept to a minimum. It is a plan with which both Jessie and I are in complete accord. But at that time, in that small apartment looking out on an almost medieval cobblestone street in Baia, trying to organize this new mission and begin the expand- ing program, trying to pay the rent and feed and clothe ourselves and our three-year-old son, it was without ques- tion a grim and difficult challenge. We had been in the apartment only about two months when Jessie awakened me one night to tell me that our son was crying and apparently ill. "He must have a ter- ribly high fever," she said. "I'm taking his temperature. He's shivering, and he says his head hurts." She looked at me in concern as she handed me the thermometer. Jack's temperature was just over a hundred and four degrees! For a moment we were no longer missionaries, we were frightened parents with a sick baby in the middle of the 44 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE night. We were strangers, here in a strange land, with little idea of how or where to go for help. Neither of us was speaking much Portuguese yet we didn't know where we could reach a British or Ameri- can doctor quickly. Jessie collected herself first and began using some of the methods for bringing down fever that she had learned in her nurse's training. None of them worked. Hot and cold compresses seemed only to make the fever worse. What- ever disease Jack had, it didn't respond to hydrotherapy. In my halting Portuguese I tried to get a doctor, but phone connections were not clear, service was not as effi- cient as it is today, and if the operator understood what I was trying to say, I couldn't comprehend her answer. Our son's fever was higher now. His body was still shivering, and sweat was pouring from his forehead. We felt alone and cut off from the world by our own ignorance of the language and the people. We could not, in this moment of immediate need, reach them or make them understand. I looked at Jessie. Her head was bowed and I saw that she, as I, was praying to the only source of help we knew. CHAPTER 4 OXCARTS AND TIGERS WE sat up with our son all that night. With the first streaks of dawn I set out across the cobblestones to find a doctor. I wanted one I could trust and if possible one who spoke English, so that I could at least talk to him. The first person I reached was the Catholic lady who was teaching us Portuguese, and with her help it wasn't more than an hour before I had found an American physician. He had lived in Brazil for many years and was delighted, he said, to be of service to an American missionary family. On the way back to our apartment, I told him Jack's symp- toms. Dr. Downing nodded. "Well, let's hope I'm right and it will not be so bad. Let us hope I'm right." Jack's fever was still high when we reached the apart- ment and the doctor made his examination. Finally he looked up with a smile and said softly, "It is not bad be- cause we have reached him in time. Your son has malaria." "How serious an attack is it?" Jessie asked, in a tone of quite non-professional, motherly alarm. "Well, rather severe, I'd say, but not too severe." The physician answered her quietly, and his calmness was a tonic to us. In those days there was only one known remedy for malaria quinine, which is terribly bitter and difficult to give a child who cannot swallow a big capsule. 45 46 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE "Don't worry," Dr. Downing said, looking up at us from the side of the bed. "We'll have him fixed up with a choco- late syrup that tastes like an American ice-cream soda, and he'll never know there's quinine in it. In a few days hell be perfectly well." "Will there be other attacks?" my wife asked. I knew she was thinking of moments when we might be in remote areas, under conditions that would be far more difficult than the capital of Baia presented. He shrugged. "There is always that danger, of course. Anywhere you go in a tropical zone there is that danger. As long as you have quinine available, however, you can always bring it under control. And there is no reason for a recurrence, actually, unless" Both Jessie and I knew enough about malaria to realize that it is transmitted by one special type of mosquito the female anopheles, known in some areas as "the deadly ladies of the night/ 5 because they strike only after dark- ness. But we had thought we were protected as long as we kept ourselves fully covered whenever we went out after dark. The doctor, however, was looking around at our apart- ment. Then he turned back to us. "For your safety and your son's, you will have to get out of this place at once." To our unasked questions, he went on to explain: "Old buildings like this are infested with malaria mosquitoes; they breed in the walls and cracks in the rotting plaster. That means your son will be reinfected, and each time the attacks will be more severe." We must move to some place near the ocean, where the air would be largely mosquito free, he told us. Otherwise, OXCARTS AND TIGERS 47 he added quietly, we would have to give up our whole missionary dream and return to the United States. Finding new living quarters, in a matter of days at most, seemed at first an insurmountable problem. We knew neither where nor how to look. But whenever there is a need, there is only one main Source of supply, and it is always our policy at prayers each morning and each night before retiring to ask His help and to have confidence that this help will come. In this case, despite the difficulties which beset us, we found what we wanted, a lovely house outside the city itself, overlooking the beach and the ocean at a price that was within our limited financial reach. Jack's malaria vanished almost at once and did not come back. And we were happy as larks in our charming house, with its exhilarating panorama of sea and sand and sun and the ocean winds that cooled the tropical nights. Tubusa, our mde preta, moved with us, of course. In the midst of our personal problems, we had not lost sight of the work we had come to do. Our church group in Baia was expanding, and we were already planning to start forays into the backwoods regions and farmlands. We decided first to follow our "colporteurs," or book sales- men, who had already started at least some interest in Adventist literature and beliefs in the more remote areas of the territory. One trip we planned was a lengthy and difficult journey up the San Francisco River to a com- munity far back in the hinterlands. Most of it would have to be made on horseback, muleback, or by canoe. I delayed leaving for this work, however, because Jessie was pregnant. She herself wasn't worried, but I refused to leave until our second child was born. Marian, as we 48 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE called our daughter, arrived on August 22, 1922, less than a year after we had reached Brazil. She has always been "our little Brazilian"-and although she is an American citizen she can also, if she wishes, claim citizenship in the land of her birth. Shortly after her arrival, I left my little family in the care of Tubusa, and started on this long-postponed but important evangelistic journey to a remote and inaccessible area hundreds of miles in the interior. One of the reasons for the trip was a request for help which had reached us by letter from a group of people living far out on the banks of the Corrente River, in the southwest corner of the state of Baia. What they had heard of the simple directness of our faith appealed to them. Could we send an evangelist to teach them? So we started out. Since I did not yet speak the language well, I took with me one of my co-workers in Brazil, Gustavo Storch, to serve as my interpreter and assistant. From Baia we traveled for two days by train across the state, through flat, treeless, bleak farmland. The locomotive burned wood, and as we chugged along, black smoke poured out of its stack and sparks flew regularly in every direction. We had been warned to wear old clothes and we were glad we had heeded the advice. Our good clothes would have been ruined by the smoke if they weren't already burned by the embers. It was with a sigh of relief that we arrived, two days later, at the tropical river-port village of Juaziro, which lies on the banks of the San Francisco River. Here, while we waited for the steamer which was to take us up the stream to its junction with the smaller Corrente, we spent OXCARTS AND TIGERS 49 most of our time trying to get the cinders and the smell of smoke out of our clothes and hair. The boat was a curious vessel, long and wide and as tall as a three-story house, not too different from the river boats which plied the Mississippi in the middle of the nineteenth century. It was propelled by a wheel on the stern which splattered water in every direction. The San Francisco is one of the few large rivers of the world that flow north, so we were heading south as we made our way slowly upstream, stopping at almost every village along the way. There was little refrigeration on board and no place to keep fresh meat in that hot humid world, Every day or so a new steer, purchased at one of the villages on our way, was slaughtered for our food. The drinking water was simply dipped out of the river but was neither filtered nor boiled. It took us nineteen days on this boat to reach the Cor- rente. Two days more by a little boat and, thirty days after we had set out, we arrived at Porto Velho, the com- munity which had asked for our help. The village the name means Old Port consisted of only a scattering of houses, many with palm-thatched roofs and bare mud walls. But the people seemed delighted that we had come. We agreed to hold a series of meetings for them, and to tell them the meaning of the love of Christ for them and for all people everywhere. This was always the first message that we tried to bring to people that they should put their trust in God and in Christ as the Son of God and in the Word of the Bible itself. Our message is one of love, not fear; of forgiveness for the repentant, not despair or brimstone. It was this message of joy, with its many ramifications g LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE and responsibilities, religiously and socially and morally, that we were here to bring to this group, and we agreed to stay with them for two weeks. Our first meeting started out well. We had found a large room to serve as a meeting hall and in its center had set up a powerful kerosene pressure lamp to provide light. By meeting time the hall was crowded with men and women some Indians but most of them Brazilian nationals who were largely of Portuguese extraction. Suddenly, as we were about to announce the opening hymn, one of the women screamed, jumped up, and ran down the impro- vised aisle and out of the building. "I don't know what's the matter," my assistant said to me under his breath. "Shall we stop the meeting to find out?" "We'd better try to keep going as planned," I suggested. But before we could get our hymn started several other women had jumped up and run out, and soon they were streaming out in droves. The reason when we discovered it was incredible: frogs, not by hundreds but by thou- sands, had invaded our meeting place and were leap- ing off the walls and over the seats trying to get to that powerful kerosene lamp by which we were lighting the hall! It was a real invasion. The frogs, two or three inches long, were coming from every direction and leaping over anything that stood in their path. Some climbed high on the walls and then attempted a broad jump in the direction of the light, only to land on a woman's hair or skid down the back of her neck. Pioneer women many of them were, used to primitive conditions, but to frogs they Parade of the Luzeiros coming to port for supplies. Missions Picture, General Conference cj Seventh-day Adventists Jessie and I aboard the Luzeiro. Missions Picture People along the Amazon are frequently flooded out of their homes. Here the Luzeiro brings assistance. Jessie and I and patients. This woman is getting her first injection. She is standing in a canoe alongside the Luzeiro while Jessie gives her the injection through the window. Missions Picture Missions Picture Jessie holding clinic at one of the regular stops of the Luzeiro, A baptism in the Amazon. - :J ^--;'"W^^^" ... An Indian from the Araguay River tribe called Caraja. The rings under his eyes are the tribal mark of the Carajas. A Caraja chief and his wife with their five-month-old grandchild. Missions Picture Missions Picture Elephantiasis, a condition we often found among the people of the Amazon. Jessie examining a patient. Missions Picture Missions Picture Jessie at the wheel of the Luzeiro. Missions Picture Fishing along the Amazon pays big dividends. OXCARTS AND TIGERS $1 reacted just as the members of the ladies' aid back home would react to mice. Our first meeting, which we'd had pretty well organ- ized, we thought, wound up a shambles. But we had learned, as we were constantly doing. By meeting time next night we had the frog problem licked with draperies across the windows. We stayed for two weeks in the little village of Porto Velho, telling the people about our beliefs, our program of service through schools, hospitals, and medical care. Before we left, we had the nucleus of a new church group organized and under way. We began our most serious work often in the midst of a comedy of errors. We had arranged our return trip so that we would get back to the San Francisco River in time to catch the big river steamer on its return trip. Our timing, I guess, was just a shade too good. The ship was already in port when we arrived. I climbed on board, but my assistant, who had a badly sunburned arm, stopped a moment at a drugstore for some vaseline. By the time he reached the dock, the ship was pulling out into the stream. I hurried to the captain to tell him my companion had been left behind and to ask if the boat could possibly stop and pick him up. That's what I meant to say, at any rate. But in my ex- citement, and with my poor Portuguese, I used the wrong gender. To the captain, I was saying that my lady com- panion had been left standing on the dock. The captain smiled, a wide understanding smile, pulled a cord, and shouted an order. The ship stopped, the mighty stern wheel went into a reverse spin, spraying tons of 52 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE water on the decks, and we backed up to the dock to take on my assistant. When the captain saw who it was he had backed up for, he was decidedly put out- "I thought he said his girl friend," the captain told my assistant later, "If I had known it was a man, I would have let you rot on that deck." My bad Portuguese had at least kept my friend from a long sun-baked wait. Oa my second trip up the San Francisco, not long there- after, I went alone. I went in answer to an invitation from another group of people who had heard of our work and were interested in it. They lived in a region even farther in the interior, many miles beyond where we had preached before. There were no roads, no river transportation, and the only way to reach this place after we left the river itself was overland on horseback, along trails through the tropical rain forest. Riding horseback was nothing new to me after my Nebraska upbringing, but the Brazilian saddle, which is like the English saddle in the United States, was new to me and difficult. For this part of the journey I had hired a guide and, since there were two other men going to the same remote community for other purposes, we were a party of four. Because we did not wish to delay our jour- ney, we were traveling at night. We had not gone far into the woods when my guide gave a warning. I had studied my Portuguese hard in the previous weeks and understood him completely: We were to stay close together as he had seen two jaguarsBra- zilian tigers following us. The tigers were on the far side of the clearing just be- hind us, he said. OXCARTS AND TIGERS 53 "I'd like to get a shot at one of those overgrown cats/' one of the two strangers told the guide. "When we get to another clearing, you stop on the other side and when those tigers show themselves 111 let one of them have it." "We will all be torn to shreds if you try it," the guide said quietly. "Why? Are those tigers stronger than my bullets?" "There are two of themthat means they are probably mates/' the experienced guide explained patiently. "They probably have their young hidden somewhere nearby in the woods. That is why they are following us they are protecting their young." "But I don t see-" "If you shot the female, the male would attack in the smoke of your shot. You leave them alone. They'll stop following us after a while, when they decide the danger is past. They are smarter about that sometimes than humans." The stranger put away his revolver and we rode on. We did not see the tigers again. I reached my destination and for a few days was im- mersed in holding meetings. As I got ready to leave, elated that the Lord had prospered my work, I learned that two men from the village were planning a trip at the same time. Not anxious to start out alone, I arranged with them to take me overland and then by canoe down to where I could catch a San Francisco River steamer. At that time of the month the moon was full, and the two men suggested that it would be better if we traveled by night when we reached the stream instead of by day when the sun was so hot. They were complete strangers 54 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE to me and I wasn't eager to travel alone with them at night, but their plan sounded sensible and I agreed. So we set out at night, the three of us, down the stream, in a small canoe. I sat in the center, with one man at either end of the craft. It was a beautiful night. The full moon shone bright, and the little stream was like a narrow silver ribbon. We hadn't gone far when one of the men drew out a loaded revolver and put it on the suitcase before him. Then he drew out a knife. "Mister," he called to me across the canoe, "are you armed?" In all my travels I have never carried a gun or a weapon of any kind. Now I hesitated for a moment, not sure how to answer him, and then I remembered that I had my Bible in my pocket. Paul mentions in his letter to the Ephesians that the sword of the spirit is the Word of God. "Yes/' I answered, "I am armed." He appeared slightly startled but made no reply. We continued on downstream. Soon, however, the moon that had been providing us with light began to disappear under thick dark clouds. There were so many logs in the stream that our journey was hazardous even in the moonlight but now, with this light gone, traveling became almost impos- sible. At least this was what one of the men told me. We would have to pull into the bank and make an improvised camp for the night, he said. I didn't much like the idea, but apparently I had no choice. The bank of the stream was high and muddy. As we came close, the man in the front of the canoe did a strange and as it proved utterly foolish thing. There was a pole in the canoe and he picked it up, stuck it into the mud of the bank, and literally pole-vaulted to land. OXCARTS AND TIGERS 55 The whole thing happened so quickly that I had no time even to try to warn him that this was dangerous. I saw his dark form swing past me out of the canoe toward the bank and as he struck the ground I heard a shot and a terrible cry of pain. The other man cried out, "Bandits we've landed in the midst of a bunch of bandits. You'd better get out your gun now, and get out of this boat/' But I hesitated to make my move yet, and so did he. We sat in the canoe for an instant and heard nothing more. Then we edged our boat in closer and leapt out onto the bank. We found our companion a few feet away, lying half in the mud. He was conscious, and told us he had been shot through the foot. We had landed, actually, not in a bandit's hideout but in a spot where animalsdeer and tiger and tapir came down from the forest to drink. A hunter had set his snare so that an animal would be shot when he tripped the string across the path. He had caught a man instead, who now lay bleeding on the ground. We had not yet begun our medical missionary work, but the question of what to do for the injured man was immediate. I had no medicine with me except iodine and aspirin tablets. I knew enough, at least, to give him first aid. I tore up one of my white shirts and made bandages, dosed the wound with iodine and bound it up the best I could. Together the other man and I made a bed on the ground and put the wounded man on it. As we were in woods where we knew jaguars were plentiful, we were afraid at first to go to sleep. Then I re- called that I had with me in my belongings the pressure kerosene lamp that I used for my meetings. We got out the lamp and lit it, and with that light were able to collect 56 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE enough wood to light a fire. This, I reasoned, would keep away the tigers and give us a chance for a little rest. But as we dozed off the wounded man began to moan with pain. I got up and went over to him and discovered that an army of black ants, evidently attracted by the blood, had swarmed over his injured foot. Some had even gotten under the bandage and begun to eat the lacerated flesh. I got the man under a mosquito-net covering, put on a fresh bandage, and finally got my folding cot out of the canoe and put him on that, so that the ants could not get at him again. At last it was dawnl We got the injured man back into the canoe and on down the river to the village where I was to get the steamer. Here we found a pharmacist, who was able to remove the shot and clean the wound. The iodine I had put on it the night before, he said, had helped to prevent infection. My first patient would be all right. Later that day, while I waited for the river steamer, some of the people who had heard what had happened told me how close I had come to death. Both my traveling companions were known as exceedingly dubious charac- ters; the police of this village wouldn't even allow them to stay in town. I was inclined to believe them, since they also told me that people used to the river, as these two men were, could travel it under all circumstances, day or night. "They were going into that embankment for one purpose to kill you, rob you, and leave you for the tigers to dis- pose of," one man explained succinctly. "You were exceed- ingly fortunate that they picked that particular spot, and that the first man tripped over the snare." I thought of the words I have read so many hundreds of times in the Book of Psalms: "The Angel of the Lord OXCARTS AND TIGERS 57 encanipeth around about those that fear him and deliv- ereth them." Communications in those areas at that time were sketchy when they weren't just non-existent and there was no way I could get word back to Jessie. On my first trip to the Corrente I was gone about two months and she had no word from me from the time I left the river steamer, which did carry mail. On my arrival back, however, I was naturally excited and happy at the prospect of seeing my family again, but as I neared the house I smelled medicine. Someone must be ill! I hurried inside and found Jessie in bed, recovering from a severe attack of intestinal influenza, Tubusa had stood by her like a guardian angel when the attack came, Jessie told me, and had gone for the American physician, Dr. Downing. The church ladies had come in, too, to help take care of Jack and baby Marian, although our house was a long way from the city. And a wonderful Catholic lady across the street, who had sort of taken us under her wing, had also helped out in this unhappy time. Jessie also had one small story, one that I will never for- get, abot^t our boy Jack, who was then just four and a half. One Sunday morning, she said, he had been playing out- side the house with some little native boys. He had taken all his playthings out with him, and although they were simple toys, to the Baian children they must have seemed irresistible. "I was inside reading at the front window and I called Jack in for something. The other boys were out there beat- ing his drum/' Jessie said. "All at once I noticed there was 58 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE no more noise. We looked out and found that they had gone, taking all his toys with them." Jessie felt particularly bad because she had called Jack in and given them the chance to take the things and run off with them into the woods, But our four-and-a-half -year- old boy had a suggestion. "Mother," he said, "if we just had a prayer, I think the boys will bring them back." So they prayed about this together. The next morning a big Negro lady knocked on our front door. She was holding out her apron-and in it were all Jack's toys. She told my wife, "You know, when that boy came back to my house yesterday he has no parents and I am taking care of him he had all these toys and I asked him, 'Where did you get them?' Well, he said, "An Amer- ican boy gave them to me/ But I knew that wasn't true. I knew he took them." The woman said she had tried to get the boy to bring them back himself, but he wouldn't do it. "So I made him tell me the direction of the house and I brought them back myself." Shortly after my return to Baia from my second trip, I learned some disturbing news. Our doctor informed us that Tubusa, whom we all loved so much, and whom we re- garded almost as a member of the family, had been ill for many years with elephantiasis. We were greatly distressed and asked him if there were some way we could help her. His concern, he explained, was not only for her but also for us, and above all for our children. Elephantiasis, he explained, is transmitted by the culex mosquito from the infected person to other people in the OXCARTS AND TIGERS 59 area. With Tubusa in the house, it was likely that we would all be infected. Elephantiasis is one of the terrible diseases for which there is no known cure. It doesn't kill, but the leg swells up to two or three times its normal size. Sometimes doctors amputate, but in recent years they have learned to extract the small wormlike creatures which get into the lymph gland and cause this frightful illness. The operation does not cure but it does help. However, not even this much was known on the day Dr. Downing warned us we must get rid of Tubusa. We protested, for we had come to depend on Tubusa and we did not like the idea of casting her out as the lepers of an- other day had been treated. "It is one thing to be religious," the doctor said sternly, "but does your religion give you the right to act foolishly or to take foolish chances? That is what you are doing now, not only for yourselves, but for your two young children/' There was nothing to do but follow his advice. We were more accustomed to giving advice than to taking it. People came to us constantly for help, and we were amazed that many of them, troubled, concerned, anxious for something to hold on to in their lives, had no religion at all. At best it was a mixture of religion and superstition carried over from ancient ways and legends. Instinctively these people were seeking solid ground on which to build the inner life of faith by which they could, as the Bible tells us, "be born again." Our work was directed and financed by the Baia Mission of our church, operating under its East Brazil Union. Our church is organized into five unions in South America, and 60 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE under these unions are subdivisions which we call missions until they are fully organized into conferences. The pri- mary task, of course, is the evangelistic to build groups and churches on the local level. The medical work, the social work, the schools all this follows. It was particularly im- portant that we organize schools in Baia because through- out Brazil school is held on Saturday, and for families con- verted to our faith this made a problem: the children of our faith would not be able to attend school on Saturday, the day we keep sacred for worship. Throughout this state, scores of groups began to form and churches began to be built, not only in the big cities but even in smaller communities, too. Schools were started. A wave of enthusiasm spread across Baia in the wake of our endeavors. We had not yet launched our medical missionary work. In the interior of the country, although there is consider- able hookworm, there is not the amount of disease found farther to the north, in the hotter jungle areas. Baia is not tropical but subtropical. There are, however, the terrible droughts which afflict this section, particularly in the west- ern part of the state. In some places where we went there had not been a drop of rain for more than four years. In some districts the government had to evacuate the people because the wells and springs and streams and rivers dried up and there wasn't water even for the people to drink. Because of these dry spells much of the state is treeless and sun-baked. In a typical Baia town you find no trees, and the unpaved streets are sandy. There are more motor vehicles today, and a few jeeps, but in those early days there were practically none. For carrying heavy loads there OXCARTS AND TIGERS 6l were only the oxcarts which are, of course, still widely in use. These oxcarts are a clamorsome remnant of Baia's primi- tive past. The wheels are of solid wood, turning on thick axles, and often the carts are so heavy that it takes five yoke of oxen to pull them. These are carts that carry the produce to market bananas and lemons and cotton and tobacco and all the other colorful fruits and agricultural products of this subtropical soil. They carry the supplies and do much of the toting of materials around the farms and fazendas, as the big plantations are called. The wheels and axles make a terrific clamor, an almost continuous groaning and whining that has a peculiar pene- trating quality, like an infant's cry. Riding through the farm areas, we could hear the oxcarts and the strange music of their wheels and axles on every side, a fretful, persistent, yet curiously beguiling clatter in the parching heat of a Baia afternoon. These backwood regions, lying just south of the full trop- ical jungle of the Amazon Valley, were and in large meas- ure remain primitive. Most of the houses are built of poles stuck into the ground to which strips of wood are attached. This base is covered over with a plaster made largely of mud; and a thatched roof, made of the leaves of pahn trees, finishes the job. Some of the better houses, of course, are covered with tile. Until recently there was little electricity, and most of the people who wanted to keep in touch with the outside world did so with battery radios. By 1958, how- ever, electricity was coming in to some of these places, bringing with it radios, motion-picture houses, and other evidences of our modern civilization. Roads, however, con- tinue to be difficult Jessie says they range from dusty to 62 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE poor to non-existent. Usually our only means of transporta- tion was by horse, mule, or on foot. I recall once I was traveling through a district in south- ern Baia where large quantities of cacao the chocolate bean-are grown. Several associates and I were on our way to hold a meeting in a church and were riding mules I had hired for the occasion. I was in front. As we reached the outskirts of the town of Itabuna, I noticed a young girl leaning out the window watching our group. I glanced up at her, and just at that moment my mule plunged into a mudhole. He began to jump and buck violently, and I was hurled off his back and into the mud. As I got out of the mudhole, thoroughly disgusted, and began to wipe some of the primordial ooze off my face and clothes, the girl at the window called down to me, in Portuguese, IGS A GRAVE 187 are hoping to send them a teacher and begin the educa- tional and spiritual work they call for at last on the River of Death. The tides of custom change, like the currents of the river. On the Isle of Bananas, among the Carajas Indians, there is a curious puberty ritual for the young men, In the center of the village is the banco de honra the bench of honor to which, one at a time, each boy of the proper adolescent age must come. When he sits on this bench it means that he has arrived at a point where he is leaving boyhood and turning to manhood. But there must be an outward sign of his courage and fortitude. For this, the witch doctor has prepared a little bone only a few inches long, taken out of the shank of a deer. With this he pierces a hole through the youth's lower lip, from the inside out. He then treats it with a charcoal preparation so that it does not become infected. When this heals, it leaves a small hole through which the young man can pass the deer bone. Inside is attached a cross- piece, made of another bone, about three-quarters of an inch in length, to keep the longer bone from falling out. So the young Indian now has his symbol of manhood. Often, in giving a direction, the Indians use the bone in their mouth to point the way, in a bizarre, grotesque gesture. One day, less than a year after our school there opened, one of the boys who had gone through this puberty ritual came to our teacher and said, in broken Portuguese, "I have reached a decision. I am finished with this/' He drew the thin, sharp-pointed piece of deer bone out of his mouth and put it on the desk. "I will never wear this again/* l88 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE His whole appearance and expression changed with that bizarre bit of pagan decoration gone. His lips broke into a wide boyish grin. "I am not any more a savage/' he said. With great pride. CHAPTER 11 A TREE OF TEARS THE witch doctor is outlawed in most Brazilian cities, yet he continues to carry on his activities and to flourish in many of them. In remote areas his power in- creases, usually in direct ratio to the distance from civiliza- tion, science, and true religion. In the regions least touched by the modern world, he becomes a dictator, whose herbs and brews, incantations and decisions and punishments, are accepted by all as the inevitable judgment before which they must bow; his prescription is the only safe- guard against demons on the loose; his muttered word is the law for all to accept and obey; in his dark foreboding nod is life or death. He plays on the fears and the ignorance of his tribe or village with consummate skill. He is doctor and judge and priest, jury and executioner, and in each role he claims special powers and authority. In areas where there is no doctor, he is usually the only person to whom the people can turn in time of sickness. If his brew fails, then it was the devil's fault. If it succeeds, it was the witch doctor's skill. In one case I heard about, a witch doctor prescribed as a medicine a tea brewed from an old pipe that had been broken up into a hundred pieces. The nicotine in the pipe was so strong that it killed the patient, but the 189 IQO LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE witch doctor blamed the evil spirits for having killed the man in spite of the "medicine/' Certainly the life-and-death drama of a little girl named Yvonne is an episode one can scarcely imagine happening in our mid-twentieth century, in a region over which fly some of our great airliners, only hours out of New York's International Airport, en route to Rio or Buenos Aires. Among the wilder Indians to the west out in the never-never world that lies on the borders between Brazil and Peru are the Campos Indians. These tribes live in the largely unexplored region around the Javari River, an extension of the Solimoes. Among them the witch doctor is almost a living god. Whatever happens in the tribe is his province to examine; if there is a death, it is up to him to decide by his rituals who is responsible; that individual, whoever he may be, must be punished. There are only four major punishments among these Indians. First, they tie a rock around the guilty one's foot and throw him into the middle of the river. Second, they tie him to a tree or a stake and leave him for wild animals to tear apart and eat. Third, they tie him to a tree and build a slow fire around it, so he will burn to death. The fourth punishment is to break his skin, put honey all over him, and tie him down over an anthill, so that these insects will strip away his flesh. Not many years ago, when one of the leading warriors came to an untimely end, the witch doctor prepared his brews to determine who was guilty. In his large pot he put all kinds of items: alligator meat, snake -meat, toads, frogs, herbs. When his brew was boiling, the witch doctor inhaled its steam, breathing deeply and rhythmically, and A TREE OF TEARS 1Q1 then announced that the spirits in this compound had re- vealed to him the one who caused this tragic death. It was Yvonne, a lovely child of nine, the darling of all, the cherub. Her mother screamed and drew the little girl to her, crying out that Yvonne had done nothing, that her spirit knowingly or unknowingly could not have willed the warrior dead. The medicine man was unmoved. She was guilty, he repeated; the spirits do not lie about such things. She must be tied to a tree and a slow fire built around her. There she will be kept until she is consumed in the flames for causing in her evil thoughts the death of this man. The decision was made in the late afternoon. The execution was set for dawn the next day. As night came, the mother tried to think of some way of escape. No one was supposed to protest the orders of the witch doctor, no matter how grim the punishment he meted out, and therefore neither the child nor the mother was locked up. After all, where could they run? To the certain death of the jungle on all sides? To the alligators on the riverbanks? They could not hold back the dawn. Yet only seven hours away, down the river, was an Adventist mission station. The mother had heard of it and of the American who ran it, Pastor S. A. Rusker. If they could reach this mission, the mother thought, they would be safe. The witch doctor would not have any authority there, and therefore could not claim the girl's life. Just before midnight, the mother and Yvonne slipped out of their hut and down to the river's edge. In the dark- ness they got into the smallest canoe they could find and started out down the stream. They paddled all night long LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE through the dark, aware that when the witch doctor found they had fled he would be in a fury. When daybreak came the witch doctor arose, put on his ceremonial garments, and went to get his little victim, only to find that she and her mother were gone. His rage and frustration erupted in a great roar that echoed across the woods. The cry went up: "The girl must be brought back!" Otherwise, the death of the warrior, which the spirits say she caused by her evil thoughts, would remain unpunished. The medicine man called twenty warriors who agreed to set out at once to find her. It didn't take them long to discover that a canoe was missing; they knew then that mother and child could only have fled down-river. Twenty men in a canoe can paddle much faster than one woman and a child, and even a head start is not tre- mendous against such odds. As they rounded each curve and bend, the Indians expected to see their quarry just ahead, but to their surprise the mother and daughter were not in sight. But they were gaining steadily on this pair in flight before them. Both the mother and girl paddled with all their strength. As dawn broke, the exhausted pair were just half a mile from the mission. But behind them they could see the large canoe with the twenty warriors and the witch doctor bearing down on them. Their head start of time had almost run out. But in spite of their terror they kept on. The mother headed the canoe swiftly into the riverbank, they leapt out and ran along the shore and up a little hill toward the mission. Friendly Indians, most of them Christians, came out to greet them. Exhausted, sobbing in sheer panic, mother A TREE OF TEARS 1Q3 and daughter collapsed into the arms of these men and were carried by them into the mission just as the pursuing Campos beached their big canoe and came running up the hill after them. Inside the mission, the friendly Indians turned the mother and Yvonne over to Pastor Rusker's protection. The warriors and their witch doctor surrounded the mission and began to bellow out demands for the pair, threatening to burn down the building if they were not turned over at once. Rusker came to the door to tell the savages they could not have this mother and child to murder. The witch doctor shouted back that they would go and get all their tribe and return and destroy the mission people and the Indians who supported them. As the medi- cine man poured out his stream of venomous imprecations, Pastor Rusker stood in the doorway, unarmed and uncon- cerned for his own safety. They would not get Yvonne or her mother, he said firmly. If they tried to take either by force, he would not be responsible for what the friendly Indians of the mission would do to them. The warriors were suddenly aware that they were out- numbered, and that the pastor was not quailing before them or their witch doctor. Avenging the death of one of their own began to seem less important than staying alive themselves. The witch doctor tried to make a show of it. "Come, we will go back for a council of war," he an- nounced loudly, as the twenty braves climbed into their canoe and started back to their people in complete de- feat. I talked with one of the young lady workers at that mission a few years ago. I had heard the story of the little 1Q4 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE girl and her mother from several people who had been there and I was anxious to meet the girl herself. The young lady said, "Yvonne? I am Yvonne, but I am not a little girl now. You know, it was a few years ago that terrible night." It was from her that I got all the details of that story. One of the most dangerous things about the witch doc- tors is that they are trusted so completely by these simple people who, so often, have nothing more substantial in which to believe. And the more the witch doctor dresses up his humbug in obscure ritual with overtones of terror, the more certain he is of holding them in his power. In one far-oif place, a seven-year-old child became ill simply because of lack of hygienic living. Her little body was covered with sores; she was so anemic that she was little more than a living skeleton. The mother was ignorant and without funds. She loved her daughter, but she de- cided that her best course was to give the little girl to someone who could afford to give her medical care. In return, the child would grow up to be a servant for these people. It would be better, her mother thought, for the girl to be an indentured servant for the rest of her life than to be free but dead. So the mother took her skeleton of a child down the river to her new home and left her there, satisfied that this family would give the child medical care. As soon as the mother had gone, the family with whom this pitiful little girl had been left called in the witch doctor, a half-breed Indian, who went through a mumbo- jumbo of incantations and finally was "possessed" of the spirits which told him the "cure" for the child's illness. A TREE OF TEARS 1Q5 On the bank o the river, to the left of the house, was a filthy pen where a few hogs wallowed. The witch doctor ordered the family to keep the child in this pigsty for three days with very little food or water, but with a medi- cine he would give her that would drive out the evil spirits which had possession of her. These spirits, he ex- plained, would go into the hogs and the little girl would then be well. The head of the family was a little concerned lest the spirits might destroy his hogs, but the witch doctor as- sured him that there was no danger, that evil spirits like these could live in hogs indefinitely without harming them. So, on the orders of this witch doctor, the half -dead little girl was put almost naked into the hogpen and left there. That same day, on a river boat which put into the village to take on shipments of rubber and Brazil nuts, was a woman passenger. Strolling around the town, she saw the child in the hogpen and at once demanded to know what was going on. The villagers explained that it was the witch doctor's orders. None dared disobey, the child must be left there alone for three days. But the visitor was unimpressed and insisted that the child be released at once. Before anyone could stop her, she snatched up the little girl and carried her on board just seconds before the river steamer lifted anchor and pulled away. In her cabin she gave the child a bath, got her some clothes, and asked the boat's nurse to give the child a penicillin shot and treat the sores on her little body. As they went on downstream, the woman began to wonder what to do with the poor child she had rescued. She was getting all kinds of advice from everyone on board, when someone happened to see the Luzeiro III, 196 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE with Walter Streithorst at the wheel The river boat stopped and its captain called to Walter: "We have a little girl here who needs special care. Can you take her?" "Of course, we'll take her/' came the answer. In midstream the seven-year-old was transferred to the Luzeiro, where she was treated with all the love and care Walter and Olga could give her. When the launch reached Manaus, its home port, she was given additional medical treatment and, with proper diet and hygiene, began to put on weight and blossom out. A kindly woman in Manaus took the girl and has given her a wonderful home, is send- ing her to school, and today this lovely child scarcely remembers the terrible time when she was so close to death in the hogpen. To our faces, the witch doctors were always our friends, making big talk about favoring our work and praising what we were doing. But behind our backs, they continu- ally denounced us and in a hundred ways tried to under- mine us and our efforts. At the same time, they helped to keep alive and to spread superstitions of many kinds. This was not difficult, certainly, in the aura of ignorance and fear and legend which permeated so many parts of the river. There is, for example, a certain fish from which three small bones are taken. The uneducated river folk believe that, if sewed into a little bag and worn around the neck, these bones will keep away any sickness, Therefore they will pay almost any price to obtain them. They are also great believers in the efficacy of an alli- gator's tooth to ward off bad luck. To keep them safe from snakebite, they bore a tiny hole in the tooth and wear it on a cord around the ankle. Many people of all A TREE OF TEARS 1Q7 classes, including the well-educated and some church- going Christians have this superstition so ingrained that they would not dream of going into a field or forest with- out an alligator's tooth. This belief is much stronger and taken far more seriously than, for example, the American custom of carrying a rabbit's foot for good luck. I spent an evening once with a man who believed so much in the power of the alligator's tooth that he had one tied around the neck of each of his cows, and assured me that this was the reason none of them had been bitten by snakes. When I tried to find out why he was so firmly convinced, he told me a story about a time when he and a friend were building a house. Every evening they would light a fire to cook their supper and regularly a bush- master snakethe variety that is attracted to fires would appear and with its writhing body extinguish the flame. "We had a nice house cat with us," the alligator-tooth advocate said, "and my friend and I decided to try an experiment. We weren't afraid of this snake and we wanted to see what would happen. So one night I took off the alligator's tooth which I was wearing around my ankle and put it around the cat's neck. When the bushmaster ap- peared, we threw the cat right down on top of it. The cat bristled up and the snake bristled back and then turned and slipped out into the woods. "The next night the snake was back again, and again we had the tooth around the cat and threw it down on the bushmaster. Once more the snake slipped away into the woods without harming the cat. "The night after that, we took the alligator's tooth off the cat before throwing him down on the snake and this 198 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE time the bushmaster instantly struck the animal and killed him. "So, you see, we have proof/' I tried to point out that his "proof appeared to be little more than coincidence, or possibly merely an example of an even-tempered bushmaster which would put up with just so much trouble from a cat. But I got nowhere with my argument. Many people try to make real commercial operations out of superstitions. I remember a typical operator who "kept shop" right in the city of Manaus, on a raft down by the water front. There, among the crowded wharves with their ever-present smell of fish, he sat day after day, with all his dolls and figurines and bottles and potions spread out like the merchandise on a drugstore counter. In this big, modern city he carried on a lively trade with medicines and mixtures that would cure any disease. He had a preparation that would, he claimed, grow hair on bald heads but it wasn't quite ready to show. He had figurines that were guaranteed to help in all kinds of problems. He had a soap that wouldn't make any lather. (I bought a cake of it and discovered that it wouldn't clean either.) He was, however, a talkative and friendly merchant and reminded me somewhat of the medicine-show men who sometimes turned up in our Nebraska towns half a century ago. Once he asked Jessie and me to translate a letter he had received from a company in New York City. The firm might be interested, it said, in doing business with him. It gave the company's bank reference, and asked him for his bank reference as a preliminary step. A TREE OF TEARS ICJQ When Jessie told him all this, he said, "Bank? Here's my bank right here/' and made a gesture in the direction of his raft, with his bottles and idols and all the rest. 'If they don't want to do business with me on my terms, they don't have to." And they didn't. Another interesting personality along the river was not a witch doctor but a snake doctor, who claimed to possess medicines and powers that would cure any snakebite. No one appeared to know exactly what he did or how, but he used a variety of medicines and herbs and was reported to have a good deal of success in effecting cures. In Obidos, where he lived, and elsewhere along the river, the stories of his feats were legion. Why, we were told, he will let a snake bite a dog and the dog will die within seconds. Then he will let the snake bite him and he will be unharmed. One of his medicines, he claimed, would "protect" the user from snakebite for several weeks at a time. To many who used it, the medicine appeared to work, and conse- quently he made a great deal of money out of it. His reputation became such that the scientists at the snake farm at Butantan the world's center for the production of anti-snakebite serum invited him to come down and give a full-scale demonstration. They were not convinced of his claims or of the authenticity of his snakebite protection. Our snake doctor went down to the Butantan Institute in Sao Paulo, apparently full of confidence, but somehow, in front of all those learned scientists who had devoted their lives to this subject, his magic arts failed utterly. He allowed himself to be bitten and promptly became so ill from the effects of the bite that all the science and skill 20O LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE of the Institute had to be called into operation to save his life. The man returned to his home on the river, greatly dis- appointed at his showing at Butantan, but full of excuses: the change of climate, the atmosphere of doubt and hos- tility, and all the rest. Many people believed him and continued to give him their support. When last I heard, he was training his son to take over his business after he retired. One superstition widely accepted in the river world and through most of northern Brazil is that of mau olhado the "bad eye" or "evil eye." There are people who claim to have this power so fully developed that they can put a jinx on anyone just by looking him once in the eye. I heard of one woman who was supposed to be able to look at a fruit tree in such a way that it would never bear again. Once I saw a withered tree in a yard in Belem. "What's wrong with that mango tree?" I asked the owners. "The woman came and looked at it with the bad eye," I was told. I said it could not be true. "You don't believe," they said, as though I should be ashamed. "No, I do not believe that story/' I told them. "And I never will." We found this "bad eye" superstition all along the Amazon. If a person was sick, then someone must have looked at him with the evil eye. A mother is afraid to let you hold her baby lest you harm the infant by looking at it with the bad eye. There are rituals for getting people to fall in love and for making them fall out of love, for putting together a marriageor trying to break one up. A TREE OF TEARS 2O1 A woman trying to win a reluctant male will go to the witch doctor, who mixes together coarse corn meal, a certain red oil made from a tree, and the blood from the head of a freshly killed rooster. After a ceremony in the street, including incantations and "hand passes" over this mixture, the man may as well give up. Reluctant or not, he's hooked. Sometimes there is great fear that feitigo witchcraft- is being used to break up a home. Jessie and I were staying once at the home of a cultured lady, the wife of a doctor. In the morning, immediately after the man had left for his office, his wife jumped up from the breakfast table and hurried to the window. Her father-in-law, who was eating with us, asked her what she was looking at. "That woman across the street has started witchcraft against my husband to take him from me/* the wife said. "I wanted to see what she was doing/' Devil worship of various types is also practiced, not openly in the big cities, but often only a few miles away, on the outskirts. This is the sort of thing we think of in America as "voodoo," and often results in susceptible people's going into trances that may last hours or even days. People go out from the city to watch and laugh, but the effects are not always funny. Once, at church in Bel6m, when one of our important pastors was preaching, I was seated next to a youngish woman and her son. As the service went on, the woman began to rock back and forth in a strange manner. After this had continued for some time, the little boy said, "Mother, please, let's go." "What is wrong with her is she sick?" I asked. 2O2 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE The child shook his head. "Bicho de fundo""It is a spirit from the evil world." The woman kept on rocking, apparently in a trance, until finally she toppled over. I got up and called a police- man, and he and I together half carried, half dragged her out through the crowded church. We were scarcely out- side when she went into a kind of trancelike spasm and pulled all her clothes up over her head. If ever anyone needed help, she did and she got it. Medical care and some psychotherapy improved her condition greatly. Along the river world, the superstitious also have strange ideas about the moon and its effects. Many feel that their lives are completely controlled by this globe in the heavens. If they want to go to town, they must go when the moon is in exactly the right position. A tree for lumber must be cut in the dark of the moon; otherwise, the wood burrs will hatch out and eat up the wood. Crops planted when the moon is wrong will never ripen. Some things are started when the moon is new, sbme when it is at the full. There is a pattern of good and bad in these things, and only the witch doctor can be sure. Burial beliefs and rituals vary widely from tribe to tribe. Some of the most interesting are found among the Carajas on the Island of Bananas, along the Rio Araguaia. These people bury their dead in shallow graves for six months, with their bows and arrows and war clubs at then- sides. Each day during that period they carry food and drink to the departed ones, to help them find their way into the spirit world. But after six months it is assumed that the spirits have left their earthly forms and need them no longer, for they have rotted away. Then the Indians remove the bodies, clean off the flesh, and place the bones A TREE OF TEARS 203 in urns. In a Caraja cemetery what we saw were these earthenware urns piled up, one on top of the other, six or eight or ten high, an entire family together. Wherever we looked there were the stacked-up urns of the dead. It was among these same Indians that we found the custom of the weeping tree. This is actually a piqui, which, at a certain time of year, bears a lovely yellow flower. Among the Carajas there is a law that when anyone dies the tribespeople must weep and carry on until the flowers fall off the tree. This is not too bad if the death occurs a few days before the flowers fall, but if it is weeks or months earlier, the mourning becomes a terrific burden. Someone must be at the tree all the time, day and night, and the sound of the moaning and weeping was so terrible when we were there that we would pull our boat out of range for a little while each afternoon to get away from the sound of weeping. I was told that when some of the very old or decrepit become ill at about the time the leaves are going to fall, the others do all they can to hurry them on their way, even to the point of withholding nourishment, so that they will die before the yellow blossoms fall. CHAPTER 12 ARICATU! THE true wilderness the no man's land of the savages, the head-hunters, the wildest and most dangerous tribes, and those with the lowest cultural level lies in the vast crescent bulge beyond Manaus, fed by the Negro, the Solimoes, the Purus, and the Rio Branco, reaching north into the territory of Rio Branco, across the state of Amazonas and south into the territory of Guapore. This is the true frontier world. It is the land of the head-hunters. Actual cannibalism I have not encountered, although it may exist; but head-hunting is a thriving business that still continues in this inaccessible and unworldly region "beyond the beyond." The greater part of our work was carried on along the main streams of the Amazon between Belem and Manaus. There were comparatively civilized areas; the people could be reached with our help and teaching; and we felt that this was the best place to start. It was only later around 1940 that we moved into the world beyond Manaus. The country that fans out in all directions from this lovely city with its magnificent modern airport is one of the most untamed regions on earth. Perhaps the most striking example of its violence and bloodshed and terror 204 Aricatu! 205 is contained in the story of two men who tried to run away from the Word of God. Pastor Storch had been holding a series of meetings in Manaus. Among the many hundreds who had been attend- ing were a man who owned a big island in the river near Manaus, and his son-in-law. Apparently, in spite of them- selves, something kept forcing them to come again and again. Finally, the older man said to the younger, "These speakers seem to be talking straight at us. If they keep on, well surrender and become converted, and I haven't any desire for that religious stuff. I suggest that we get out of the city now." Although he spoke half -jokingly, he was very much in earnest. The younger man agreed and suggested a hunting party up the Negro River or one of its tributaries. "There are alligators up there by the thousands and these days they bring many cruzeiros a skin," he added. These two invited ten other men, making a party of twelve, and got together everything they would need for a journey into the wilds canoes, axes, guns, ammunition. Some miles up the black waters of the Negro, at the mouth of a tributary river, they encountered a man in a canoe who assured them that he knew this tributary well and that it was rich with alligators waiting to be killed. They took this man the thirteenth into their party. They paddled all day through seemingly untouched wonder and beauty until they came, in the late afternoon, to a lovely praia or sandy beach. Here they decided to stop for the night. It was an isolated, eerie world to which they had come. At that time of year wildlife was abundant and along 2O6 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE the river were large fishing birds white herons as well as parrots and parakeets. Pulling their canoe up onto the beach, they began, in the midst of this wilderness, to pitch their camp for the night. But the older man and one other in the group felt they were taking too great a risk. "All of us are in the same basket," they told the others. "We are going to go down-river a ways. If anything happens to you, we may be able to get out. And if anything happens to us, you may have a chance to escape. It is much safer that way." The two started on downstream to pitch their camp some miles below, leaving the others encamped on the praia. About six-thirty the following morning, two large canoes of Indians appeared on the river and edged into the beach as the eleven men were rising. One, evidently the Indians' leader, asked in bad Portu- guese, "Where is your chief?" They tried to tell him that the chief was farther down the river. "I want Jo talk to the one in command," the leader insisted. They again tried to explain that their leader was not there. The chief then turned to the others and said just one word, "Aricatu" His men, standing behind him in a semicircle, lifted their bows and arrows, and shot. In a matter of seconds, as the arrows filled the quiet dawn, ten of the men lay sprawled in death on the silver strand of beach, stained now with their blood, Only two of the party were not hit; the son-in-law and Aricatu! 207 a man who was too ill even to attempt to run. As the son-in- law tried to help the sick one to his feet, an arrow struck him, passing through his body. The son-in-law pulled it out and threw it to the ground without breaking it. The Indian raced forward and picked up the arrow as the son-in-law ran on despite his terrible wound. The sick man did not have the strength to go on. As he fell back the Indian picked up the arrow and inserted it in the bow. His victim lifted his hands in a last effort to save his life, pleading to be spared in the name of Jesus, but the Indian had no knowledge of what that meant. He shot again and killed. Then the Indians turned and followed the son-in-law, who was bleeding from both front and back and was afraid to get into the water for fear the blood would attract the piranha, which would tear him to bits in seconds. But better the uncertainty of the fish than sure death from the Indians. He slid into the stream and swam as far as he could. No piranha, he thought gratefully, as he got out of the water. He looked cautiously about, saw only one In- dian was following him. As the savage .raised his bow, the wounded man dived back into the river and swam under water a little way, in spite of his loss of blood. The shot missed and, since no others followed, he decided the savage had used his last arrow. The son-in-law headed for the woods. Holding one hand on his back to catch the blood from his gaping wound, he would smear it on his chest to keep it from leaving a trail. Near complete collapse from exhaustion, he climbed a tree, and settled back in a notch to rest. But rest was not to come. In the branches was a nest of ants 2O8 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE about three quarters of an inch long. Attracted to the blood, they nearly ate him up. All was quiet in the sunlit woods. Any moment this tortured, bleeding man expected to see the Indians come out of the jungle. None came. The quiet bothered him. Then he heard a noise. Or was it only his mind? He was the only one who had escaped. If anyone was approaching, it was an enemy. He heard the sound again, footsteps drawing nearer. In an instant he expected to see an arrow fly out of that dense foliage. Then he heard a voice, words being spoken, repeated. "Vale me Deus" he heard: "God protect me." As he saw the man emerge from the trees, he recognized him as one of the eleven who had been attacked. He was also wounded, but his wound was in the shoulder and not serious. They hid until nightfall and then, under cover, made their way back to the river. All was silent there; the Indians were gone. So, too, were the canoes. The two men hid near the shore until dawn. Then they started down the stream on a raft they put together with logs and vines. It was hardly heavy enough for their weight and they sank into the water up to their chests. But they started. Both had developed fever and the water seemed to keep it down. All day they floated along on the raft, wounded and feverish and fighting mosquitoes and flies. All through the next night they kept on, always aware that the Indians might return to finish their work. The following morning, as it grew light, they saw a launch approaching. In it were the two men who had made camp farther downstream. Seeing the Indians, they had decided the best thing they could do was to go for help. Near the point where the river joins the Negro, they Aricatu! 209 had run into a motor launch; on this boat were Brazilian nationals who agreed to search for the other eleven, despite the risk involved for all on board. There was medicine on board, and the two injured men were bathed and bandaged and fed while the boat chugged on upriver to the beach that had seemed so peaceful and lovely when they had decided to camp there for the night. The sight that met them was, for sheer barbarity, almost beyond belief. The Indians had taken their victims' axes, machetes, and big knives, intended for alligator killing, and had literally chopped them to pieces! In silence, the men on the launch dug a grave on the beach and, with a prayer of commitment to God, the nine victims of the attack were buried. On their return to Manaus, the older man and his son-in- law were treated at a hospital. When they were fully re- covered the younger man told the father-in-law, *1 think we should join this church from which we tried to run. This was the start of all that terrible tragedy on the river." The other agreed and both have become important members the younger man is in charge of all missionary activity in this church. Few men could have such reason to know the meaning of this work. Our own efforts "beyond the beyond" began in 1940, when we made our first journey west of Manaus, first on the Solimoes, which for some distance above Manaus is more heavily populated than below. It is a rich, fertile region of bananas, oranges, and rubber. Up on the Purus River, about six days from Manaus, a group was waiting for us. We found a house for a meeting but, the first night, 210 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE toads were attracted by the light and made such a racket that we could scarcely be heard. The next night one of the men came up to me and said, "Do you have a flashlight? If you do, 111 play policeman to those toads." I got him a flashlight and he got himself a club. He stood outside with his weapons while I preached. Every now and then I would see his light flash and hear a loud thudding sound. But we heard no toads. When our service was over, our toad policeman an- nounced, "There're twenty-eight of 'em lying outside that won't ever again try to break up a prayer meeting." When w r e got away from the populated areas, there was a desolate quality to this part of the river. The people, living in widely separated villages and areas along its banks, are different from those farther downstream. For one rea- son or another, they were frightened of us. They ran when we approached; hid when we entered a village. Some are Indians, some are of mixed blood, a few are nationals. The most important one, of whatever blood, is the man who runs the store, who sells the others their food and their Brazilian brand of whisky. In almost any direc- tion from the villages along the main rivers are the areas of the wildest Indians. The Indians here are far different from those in other lands, including North America. The latter had to be industrious to stay alive and feed their families; to keep warm in winter; to store up food. None of that is true of these tribes. For them it is summer all year round. They have a constant supply of food, and there is no need for them to protect themselves against the elements. Hence they live from day to day. In the northern regions of this interior world, most of the Brazilian Indians use the blowgun. A primitive weapon Aricatu! 211 to begin with, it has been perfected by them and its use is a highly developed art. It is made, very accurately, out of a long, hard, narrow piece of wood and to this writing no one knows how these unschooled folk accurately cut this strip in two, hollow out each half, and glue the two pieces back together almost perfectly. However they ac- complish this, they then, with sand and a string, rub the inside until it is silky smooth. This harmless-looking gadget is used to fire poison-tipped darts eight to ten inches long, and by a technique involving a piece of string wound around the end of the dart to hold in the air, an expert apparently can build up air pressure so that he can "shoot" his dart thirty to forty yards with accuracy. These Indians, whose level of culture is higher than those to the south, have developed curare solutions in vary- ing strength. With some they kill; with others they only knock out their victim. This enables them to capture live monkeys easily for sale or for pets. To the south are some of the most primitive tribes still in existence. With one group, the Pacanovos, we have not been able to make direct contact at all. One missionary who had been there for some time told me he took them many presents in order to win their friendship, and was able to travel with them for a while. One of them died because he had no resistance to the germs of the white man and caught a cold that developed into pneumonia. The dead man was not buried. His widow put his body on her back and the whole tribe moved out of the area of death. The missionary went with them. After several days of travel, they stopped, cut up the corpse, dug a hole, and cremated the body. Then they wrapped the ashes in a banana leaf and the woman carried them off with her. 212, LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE The Pacanovos have no houses, this missionary re- ported, and no fixed residences. When the rainy season conies, they put poles against a tree, lay a few banana or palm leaves over the top, and live under their improvised shelter. When they are hungry they eat whatever fruit is available, or kill an animal. Often they eat the meat raw, with their hands, simply tearing the flesh apart, almost like animals. But as far as I know, the most savage Indians are the Jibaros. They are a large tribe and are divided into many branches, but all of them seem to have the same basic instinct they are cold-blooded killers. Some live in Brazil, some in Peru. The boundaries in that area are not always clearly marked. Usually called cagadors de cabeg a hunters of the heads they are truly a murderous people, and with their faces tattooed into grotesque masks of terror and their fantastic headgear, decorated with feathers of the large tucan bird, they look as savage as they are. To them, murder is a way of life, a ritual and ceremony, and an act of honor. Of late years, since shrunken heads became something of a big business, they have had an additional incentive for killing. They will lie in ambush for hours, waiting for an enemy or a prospective victim- male or female to pass. Then they attack, first with their blowguns, and then with their bone spears. The heads are cut off immediately and shrunk, I under- stand, by a technique involving hot stones and water and the breaking of the bones. This, at least, was the report of De Graaf, a great explorer and the only white man, I believe, who ever saw heads actually in the process of Aricatu! 213 being shrunk. The finished product is called by the Indians shanas. One grotesque story is told of a German who went down to Peru not many years ago on one of the big liners. When he left the boat at Callao, port city of Lima, he told the captain, "When you get here a few trips from now, in about two months, I will go back with you." The captain had forgotten all about his former pas- senger when he came into port two months later and took on board another explorer, who was heading back north. Among the trophies he proudly displayed was a shrunken head he had bought for five dollars. According to the story, the captain gave a cry of horror as he recognized the German passenger who had assured him he would go back on this very trip. One sight we saw in this area was the railroad that cost, as the saying there goes, "a life for every tie." Begun by the French in 1900, taken over by the English, and ultimately finished by Americans, who had most of the ties shipped in from Australia, this road bypassed the falls and rapids of the Mamore River, which forms the bound- ary between Bolivia and Brazil, and the Madeira River. About 225 miles long, it is called the Mamore-Madeira Railroad. The Indians in the area are still wild and dangerous. They did everything they could to prevent the laying of this track, even to shooting poisoned arrows at workers who were already plagued by malaria and other diseases that cost hundreds of lives. American engineers strung high-tension wires around the construction groupsand the murder rate fell sharply. 214 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE As I looked at this railroad, I found myself thinking of the tracks the Union Pacific had stretched across the great state of Nebraska, in North America, and of the Sioux In- dians there who made their raids across the river Platte, threatened my grandparents with fire and death, and tried to lasso locomotives and pull them from the tracks. CHAPTER 13 INTO ALL THE WORLD IN one of the towns along the river, a group was preparing for baptism in the Christian church under our guidance. It included a number of young adults and one very old man. He had been twenty-three, he told me, at the time of a war in Paraguay; checking in the history books, we found he must now be in his hundredth year. He had studied the Bible and our Bible lessons and was well prepared. The problem was that the place of baptism was to be at a point twenty miles out of the city and the only way to get there was to walk. The old man Emidio told me not to worry. "I will be there, Senhor Leo." The day of the long walk dawned hot and sunny. Emidio was not in our group as we set out. Several times we had to stop and rest and quench our thirst by eating oranges the water we found along the way was not good. When we reached the baptismal place, Emidio was there waiting for us. The ninety-nine-year-old man had left at midnight the previous night to reach the place on time. After the ceremony, all of the newly baptized, including Emidio, went with me to a rented hall, where we began to discuss plans for a church. We tried to get each person to give whatever he would in whatever way he could, time, energy, money, planning, materials. I saw that 215 2l6 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE Emidio had his hand raised high. I asked him what he could do to help with our building. The old man arose and came forward so that all could see and hear. *1 have cut timbers for three chapels in my life," the old man said, "and now if the Lord will give me the strength I will go out into the woods and cut timbers for this church to which I belong." Despite the warnings of many of us that it was too much for him, the old man insisted. Each day he went into the forest, cut the wood for the beams, and helped to bring it out. Every beam needed for the church the old man hewed himself. It was not a chore for him, but a crusade, He did not live to see the actual opening of the church, but he did get to see his beams erected and the building take form and substance against the Amazon skies. Emidio's joy in helping to build a place of worship is an example of its meaning in the lives of thousands of people with whom we worked. Their church was not a building to them but the center of their faith. In one community, not far from Belem, a group of lay preachers built a church big enough to hold more than a hundred and twenty worshipers. It was a solidly constructed building which took more than a year to build, and every bit of it was done by these men in addition to their regular work. One church we built in 1954, at a place about eight hours below Manaus, is a floating church, as far as I know the only such in the world. Because of the sixty-foot rise in the river from October to June, and the resulting floods, it is difficult or impossible in some areas to find ground high enough for a church so that it can be used whether the water is high or low. Our answer was a floating church. Built over three large INTO ALL THE WORLD 217 cedar trunks, each about six feet in diameter, it will hold more than two hundred worshipers. Around the edges we left room for a platform so the people can come to church in their canoes, tie them up to this floating side- walk, and, without even rumpling their Sabbath clothes, stroll into the building. Our building program was and is a continuing ad- venture. We have constructed scores of churches of all types, shapes, and sizes along the Amazon, in Belem, and, in fact, throughout Brazil. When a place of worship was needed quickly in San- tarem, about six hundred miles up the Amazon, one of our officials designed it, had most of the windows and door frames and other "prefabricated" sections made in Bel&n, put the material on a boat, and hauled it up the river. Seventeen days after its arrival, we had a church in actual use. In 1954, we built a church at Macapa, on the northern bank of the Amazon near the mouth of the river. The equator passes through the middle of town and through the middle of the church. When the minister stands up to to give his sermon, he is in the northern hemisphere; his congregation in the southern. When Jessie and I arrived in Belem we had no church building. The room below our apartment was used for our meetings at first and later we hired a large theater. For it we paid what seemed like a large sum but it was only about $4.00 a month in present terms. We distributed handbills announcing our services, and I would make my own slides for the projector by copying pictures onto glass slides and tinting them with water colors. I also used 2l8 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE verses out of the Portuguese Bible, projected on cello- phane paper. That was how we started. Almost anyone who was in- terested would receive a visit from us. Gradually we built up our membership, and by 1935 our congregation had grown to such proportions that we had to build a real church. I had begun plans for it in 1932, and when we finally had the land and the funds, I took charge of the construction myself, to save expenses. It is a very beautiful modern church which holds three hundred people. Later, other buildings were added on this same property, in- cluding an office building and residence and two schools. As our congregation in Belem grew, other churches were put up, and by 1958, when Jessie and I left for America, Belem had seven beautiful churches for our more than one thousand four hundred members there. Before our arrival, the Amazon people had been in the habit of coming to the city once a year for a festival period, partly religious, partly merely to have a time of celebra- tion. Many of them did not want to give up this custom, so we decided that once a year we would hold a general meeting, bring all our people together, and have someone from the States or Rio speak to them and lead discussions. These have become camp meetings, very much like those in the States. Our plan was to present well-rounded pro- grams that would cover a great many areas of importance. Not only did we hold services, but also classes in hygiene, child care, and home-building, with special emphasis on toilets and sanitation. Jessie gave the talks on hygiene and child care, and sometimes added classes in cooking. From time to time we would also have dialogues, panel groups, and practical demonstrations. INTO ALL THE WORLD These "old-fashioned camp meetings" became, in fact, true conferences and seminars in the art of Christian living for native peoples and Indians. How is a church begun along the river? In any of a hundred ways. Once, as we were chugging along upstream, we saw a man on the bank waving frantically for us to stop. He took us back into the woods about a mile to his village where a number of people had brought their sick to be treated. The village had no church, but the people wanted a meeting that night. However, they were so far back from the river that our power lines from the electric plant on the boat would not reach them and they had no electricity themselves. One of the men suggested that they could cut a clearing in the jungle along the bank and hold the meeting there. Every able-bodied man in the village, it seemed to me, got out his ax and hurried down to the water's edge. Soon the stream echoed and re-echoed to the sound of their axes and the crashing down of trees. By nightfall they had cleared out a rectangular space where I set up my projector, tacked up a sheet between two trees for a screen, and we were ready to begin. By seven-thirty the place was crowded with men, women, and children. Another missionary, Pastor Steinweg, and his wife, who were with us, played a portable organ and we taught the group to sing hymns. Then I showed my slides and gave my lecture. There was a last hymn and the meeting was supposed to be over. But the people wanted more. Pastor Steinweg went out to the boat and got more slides, and we had another lecture and sang more hymns. When he was done, they wanted still more and I had to 220 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE talk again, It was almost midnight when the meeting broke up. Now, in that clearing, there is a church and a school- house; the woods all around have been cleared away; and there are many houses there a flourishing little vil- lage has sprung up where there had been only jungle. Once, when we were making a trip during floodtime on the river with the treasurer of our South American divi- sion and his wife, Mr. and Mrs. Owen Blake he is now assistant treasurer at our world headquarters we came to the house of one of our members who pleaded with us to hold a meeting that night. I said we would if he would send out and invite his neighbors. He agreed, adding that the neighbors lived a little distance away. At eight o'clock that evening, I had my projector and screen set up and ready to go. Walter Streithorst, who was going to do the preaching, was ready, too. The trouble was, not a soul had shown up. "Well, let's have the meeting anyway," Walter said, "just for this family/' So we showed beautiful pictures, had a sermon, and sang some hymns. All just for the family and ourselves. About ten o'clo.ck we turned out the lights on the boat and I was almost asleep when I heard a distant noise. It sounded like an engine. I looked down the river and saw a good-sized launch coining in our direction. As it drew closer I could see that it was jammed with people. "We hope we're not too late for the meeting," they called out. By that time it was getting close to eleven o'clock and both Walter and I were truly tired. But after a little grumbling from both of us, I heard myself saying, "Walter, these people apparently have come a long way; they have made INTO ALL THE WORLD a great effort to get here; we ought to make an effort to hold that meeting." So we got up and I set up my projector all over again, and my screen. Exactly thirty-seven people trooped in from that boat for the meeting. The member at whose home we had stopped was particularly grateful; he had sent his launch all around the district to pick up these people and bring them to the meeting and he didn't want them disappointed. Of course, the church building is more than just a structure. Its deepest meaning must be expressed in deeds, and the individual effort is often most dramatic. One of our members, now retired, developed a program of win- ning friends and converts to the Christian faith with white grape-juice bottles. This man took the empty bottles, put a bit of religious literature in each, corked and sealed them with wax, and threw them into the Amazon. As the white bottles bobbed along with the current, people could see that something was inside. Since many of these people feel that whatever comes down the river into their hands is sent by fate itself, they read and considered seriously the message inside the bottles. For a long time this unique propagandist for the church sent more than a hundred bottles a month down the Amazon, and at least a dozen people came into the Chris- tian faith as a result, to our knowledge. Where once we had only a handful of members and churches, today we have hundreds throughout the Ama- zon, and Brazil, and South America. In the state of Sao Paulo alone, for example, we have twenty-four churches. Each of these churches and the smaller chapels as 222 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE well grows out of the need, the demand, of the people. Along the river we stop at a home. Here is an eighteen- year-old girl who has leprosy. She becomes interested in the Bible. At last the progress of her illness reaches a point where she must be sent to a leper colony below Manaus. In the midst of this institution with its suffering people, in all stages of illness, this young woman carries on the work of Christ. She reads from the Bible and discusses its meaning. Soon she has formed a group within the leper colony. Before very long these people are able, with help from our church organization, to build a chapel. Within five years, their membership has grown to fifty. In 1942, in Santarem, I baptized a young man who was suffering from leprosy. It already covered his entire body and I felt sure it would not be long before he was sent to the colony. He was, however, a devout Bible student and his faith was very strong. As he came out of the water after his baptism, he told me, "One day I am going to be a minister and a worker in the Lord's cause." After his baptism, he was separated from the rest of his family, keeping to one room where there was a door that had been cut in half so that the upper half would open. On the lower half was a ledge he could use as an altar. Because his family was not rich, church members took up a collection to put in electric light for him. He liked to play the guitar and sing hymns, and he knew the Bible well. His mother would go out and bring in the neighbors, who would stand in the hall a little distance from the door. While he played the guitar, they would sing and study the Bible together. From this room, he con- verted twenty-three persons. INTO ALL THE WORLD 223 At the same time, we began giving him injections of some of the modern "miracle" compounds. They seemed to help him so we continued, supplying the drugs and teach- ing his family how to administer them. In all, he had more than 660 injections over a period of seven years. Toward the last we were using a Brazilian-made medicine called Promin. Gradually he began to get better. He was so well, in fact, that his family began to take him to hospitals and clinics for blood tests and other examinations. Finally, he was able to obtain twenty-three certificates from doctors and medi- cal institutions stating that there was no longer any trace of leprosy discoverable in his system. He was taken on as an employee by our organization and did remarkable work for many years in the state of Piaui. CHAPTER 14 RIVER PATTERNS THE patterns of the river forever change and are forever the same. They are the patterns of ever-flowing excitement, of low water and flood. Homes along the water are usually built on stilts, but the hungry stream reaches up into them. There is constant struggle and conflict and swirling assault. The Amazon is so wide and so deep that we must carry a hundred feet of chain, merely to be able to anchor close in to the bank. The pattern of its floor has been mapped, and looking at these subterranean outlines one sees a world of valleys and mountains and rocks and weird patterns of growing, underwater forests a sunken world of unguessed wonders. The life we led on board our boat was far more than a day-to-day or hour-to-hour program of meals or treatments or meetings. Ours was the routine of the unexpected. We would be up at dawn, have our breakfast, and begin our day. We might be heading to Santarem or Manaus for sup- plies, but a canoe comes alongside, a white towel is waving in front of a house. All over the river "the white medical boat of the missionaries" is recognized. We are needed up there in that house, where someone is dying. A child is sick its parents do not know what is wrong. Supplies must wait; we always stop where there is need. 224 RIVER PATTERNS I remember one passenger on the Luzeiro became im- patient at all our stops. We were on our way to a meeting in which he was to participate and all that day people, in an area where malaria had broken out, were hailing us, asking us to treat them. How could we fail to answer their waving towels? But our visitor kept saying that, if we continued to stop, we would not make the meeting. Seven days later, as this same man was heading south on the high seas, he came down with malaria himself and was so ill that he turned over his money and personal belong- ings to the ship's captain and wrote a farewell letter to his wife. The ship's doctor pulled him through. That his illness had taught him a little of the real meaning of our work came in a letter I received from him: "Brother Halliwell, in your work there, never pass a home where a poor soul is suffering with malaria. It doesn't matter how many ser- mons you preach, but never neglect someone with a terri- ble, terrible disease." It was an injunction we had always followed and al- ways would. We did not know and could not guess the pattern of our lives for even a single day. Here we reach a village where we have friends. They run to greet us, to invite us to meals, and to ask when we are holding a meeting. In the store, which is the heart of the town, people gather around to ask us questions about the city and the world outside, and they tell us their own news. A boy has been struck by an electric eel, stunned and drowned. The eel has since been killed. A woman whose husband had been desperately ill with malaria comes to tell us about him. We had given her a quantity of half-gram quinine pills and told her to give them to him three times a day for three days. 226 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE "Did you give him the medicine as we directed?" I ask. The woman answers: "I gave it to him all at once. All nine pills at once." Such a colossal dose ought to have killed him, but his wife tells us, "Oh, no. His ears rang and he was almost blind for a whilebut now he's completely all right and the malaria is gone/' We hear the stories o families and individuals. Here are three girls, daughters of one of the leading farmers in this area. We helped to bring two of them into the world, years back. They were educated in the school we built in the dis- trict. Now grown, they are going down-river to study for a life in the business world and in nursing. Outside, we meet a youngster we treated a few weeks back for snakebite. He is brimming over with healthand gratefulness. We remember when we first saw him, sitting there after our meeting was over. "I have been bitten by a snake/' he had said. "Can you help me?" "Why did you sit there all this time?" I had demanded. "Delays can be very dangerous in these cases/' "Oh, I couldn't interrupt a religious meeting," this boy had said. Now, fortunately, he is well. We have lunch on the boat and invite in one or two of our friends. Jessie prepares a special meal of fish and fried bananas. There are many different kinds of bananas in Brazil and they are all wonderful bananas are the perfect food, in fact but the plantains are the ones I like best. They grow about fourteen or fifteen inches long. Jessie slices them lengthwise into long strips and fries them. RIVER PATTERNS 227 Then with a dash of sugar and cinnamon sprinkled on them, they make a wonderful tropical meal. We move on in the afternoon toward a place a little farther along where some people are waiting for us to hold a meeting. We are stopped several times by the towels. In every home, it seems, someone is ill. We do not reach the place of the meeting we had scheduled until three days later. On our arrival we find difficulties. There is a show troupe traveling through this area, putting on vaudeville. It is scheduled to use the only hall in the town tonight. The mayor asks us if we can hold our meeting out of doors. We agree. We drop over with the town official to ask the man who runs the show if he would mind starting his per- formance a little later than usual, to permit us to hold our meeting first. He is somewhat aloof. Just what kind of meeting would I be holding? he asks. When I tell him it is a religious gathering he shrugs. "Hold it whenever you want. No reli- gious meeting can take anybody away from my show/' he tells us. So we go ahead with our outdoor meeting. There is one building in the center of town with great white walls and I decide to use that as my screen. I get a box to hold the projector, and shortly after dark I begin to show beautiful color slides I had taken and had made up of Rio de Janeiro. When the gathered youngsters see these pictures they plead with me to wait until they can get their families. Four times I try to begin and each time I have to stop and wait. By eight o'clock it seems that every person in town is crowded around that building. I doubt if we ever have had a more enthusiastic gather- 228 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE ing. There are shouts and applause when the film is over. I announce then that I am going to preach for half an hour and that then I will show more pictures until ten o'clock. No one leaves. I talk about Bible prophecies, and then I go into a discussion of the evils of various vices, particularly gambling and drinking. A drunk tries to break up our meet- ing by asking if alcohol isn't good for snakebite, and every- one starts to laugh but the mayor has the man arrested. Another drunk interferes and the mayor ships him off to jail, too. The owner of the show comes in to complain that he had not known we were going to show pictures or provide any- thing interesting. "You had your chance," the mayor states. "You didn't think these missionaries had anything exciting to say, but now you know they do." The showman continues to protest and only subsides when the mayor threatens to lock him up with the others. It is the unexpected which is normal, in the town or under way. We ride through a school of fish in the moon- light, and thirty-seven leap into the boat. A friend from the States is at the table in the salon when a fish leaps through the open window and lands flapping and ready for frying on the guest's dinner plate. In Itocoatiana we find some cookies in a bakery which a guest of ours considers delicious. While he is munching one, a canoe goes by our boat with a load of alligator eggs. Our visitor says, "Ask him what he does with these eggs." The canoeist explains, "If I can't sell these eggs along the river, I take them in to the baker in Manaus. He uses them to make cookies." RIVER PATTERNS 220 Some of our guests on board the Luzeiro are fearful of the strange Amazon world. They note every unusual sound and often ask us, "Is something wrong? I heard the oddest noise." Usually it is nothing more than the wind, or some bird or animal or perhaps a leaping fish. They often get upset at the sounds of the motor; if the throb changes sud- denly, they are sure disaster is close. A guest on one trip had received as a gift two parakeets and a parrot to take home to his sons in Rio. We had the birds in a crate in the engine room. Early in the morning this guest was awak- ened by a strange noise that he thought was coming out of the motor. "Something has gone wrong," he calls. "The engine is out of order." It does indeed sound strange, and I get up and go aft to investigate. When I get to the engine room, our "peril" is cleared up. The three birds in their cages have entered into a running competition with the motor and are making the most incredible noises I have ever heard, trying to drown it out. We laugh, our boat boy at the wheel laughs, and the Luzeiro rides on. There are patterns, too, for the people who live along the river, for their customs and ways and habits. Here is a couple we will call Jose and Maria. These two, like many along the river, are nationals; they were married a good many years before in a civil court. They have five boys and a girl, and live in a house at the water's edge. The walls might have been made of mud and clay; they are, in fact, made of woven palm leaves. Both had been bora and reared here in the Amazon Valley. The man grows coca and raises cattle and catches fish. The variety of fish along the river is infinite, but the 23O LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE simplest to catch are the piranha. Dangerous man-eating fish, if they get at you when you are in the water, they are so greedy for meat that they will take any bait that has meat on it and therefore they can be caught by the hun- dreds. Another fish often caught is the tambaque, which grows to twenty pounds or more and will eat only rubber seeds, Brazil nuts, or nuts out of the woods which fall from the plants and float down the streams. We can bait our line with a nut or a bit of fruit, leave it set overnight, and in the morning find we have hooked a tambaque. Because of their odd diet, these fish are com- mon in the waters of the woods when the river is over its banks. Fishermen set their lines then with fifty hooks or more each baited with a nutand often catch ten or even twenty fish at a time. Once I saw a man in a canoe loaded with a couple of hundred of these beautiful tambaques and asked how he managed to catch so many. His answer was that he had learned to mimic the monkeys. "The monkeys go to a cer- tain fruit tree and chatter a lot and spill fruit in the water, so the tambaques have learned to follow this noise. I imi- tate the monkeys, drop a little fruit into the water, and pretty soon I can pull in the fish as fast as I can bait the hooks." Jose goes after the pirarucu, or red fish, which is taken usually with a harpoon. It has scales so hard they can be used for sandpaper, and its tongue sometimes serves as a nutmeg grater. Some Americans have dubbed the pirarucu the Amazon cod. Jose has found of recent years that the fish in the river are not so plentiful as before, and the Brazilian government is beginning to make rules to protect fish life. The electric RIVER PATTERNS 231 eels chiefly the one called the puraqueare still found, but not in great numbers in the more populated areas. These eels can generate six hundred volts with a frequency of about six cycles a minute. Their voltage is high but there is no amperage; however, by placing an electrode over the positive pole and another over the negative pole, back near the tail, scientists have succeeded in ringing a doorbell and lighting a neon lamp by eel power alone. Fish is one of the staple foods of the valley. In most houses the smell is ever present, and almost always there are fish hanging out on a line in the back. Each day the old are eaten or thrown away, and the newly caught hung up to dry, like clothes on a back-yard line. The roof of Jose's house, like the others along the river, is covered with palm leaves. These will last, with minor repairs, for four or five years; then new palm-leaf "shingles" must be brought in. The house is thirty-five or forty feet long, divided inside into one main room and several sleep- ing rooms. The kitchen is a separate small house because Jose's wife, like the other women, cooks over an open wood fire. The kitchen is always large because it serves many purposes. Here Maria makes her manioc flour, with which she bakes a substitute for bread. The flour is made by draining out the poisonous water from the manioc root, drying it, and then heating it. The process produces a high- starch flour which is widely used in Brazil. Here also in the kitchen is stored a pile of unthreshed rice which is stomped out in a large black bowl on the floor as it is needed. In Jose's house, as in most houses along the river, we find many tin cans. No one throws away a can in the Amazon Valley; it can be used for too many things. There are cans 232 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE in the kitchen, five-gallon kerosene tins and smaller ones as well, full of water drawn from the river. This water is used for everything drinking, washing, and cooking. The drinking water is often kept in earthen jugs to keep it cool; but in many homes there is only one dipper, which is used by everyone. One of our jobs on the Luzeiro was to try to change these drinking habits. Today, there are many homes where, alongside the tin of water, is a board with a different cup for each member of the family and no one drinks from the dipper itself. Jose's stove is a simply made structure of brick covered over with a long cast-iron plate in which holes have been made for the pots. Such a stove may be ten or even twelve feet long, and the wood burned in it is usually cut into ten- foot lengths. A hole at one end of the stove serves as a flue but it is almost never used, and the kitchen is fre- quently as steamy and smoky as an old-fashioned coal- burning engine room. On top of every stove is the beanpot, which in some kitchens is never washed. Each morning more beans are added to what may have been left from the previous day. One of our major tasks it was particularly Jessie's job- was to teach the river folk to keep their pots and pans shin- ing clean. Jose and Maria always did; but along the river this was not always so. We also brought in many hundreds of toothbrushes for the river people. One curious, but practical, Amazon custom is that of using orange peels to start fires. The peel of the Bra- zilian orange contains an acid that burns readily. Paper is at a premium, but oranges are available everywhere. To RIVER PATTERNS 233 start a fire in the morning, all Maria has to do is to throw a few orange peels into the stove and strike a match. Most of these homes have very few dishes, and these are reserved for special occasions. For everyday use, there are gourds. To make sure he doesn't run short, Jose, like every other home-owner, plants a few gourd trees around his house. They grow up to be about the size of orange trees and bear fruit which is sometimes as big as a water- melon. When the gourd is ripe it is pulled off the tree and cut in half. After the inside has been scraped out, the two halves are left to dry in the sun. According to their size, they can be used for any kind of dish or cup. They can be painted with charming designs or initials. On many tables there will be large gourds full of manioc flour, or rice, or beans. In the kitchen the gourds are usually kept in long, neat rows on a special shelf, upside down, so that if anything falls from the palm-leaf roof, any small snake or insect par- ticularly, it won't land in somebody's dinner plate. Gourds are useful not only as dishes but also as monkey traps. When a hole is cut in a round gourd and a banana put inside, the monkey will reach in for it and, once he has hold of the fruit, won't let go. With his paws in the gourd, he can't climb, but he hasn't the sense to let go the banana inside the gourd. He screams and screeches but he can easily be caught. In most of Brazil, especially in the wonderful cities of the south, the people are highly cultured, and living con- ditions rival anything in America. But along the Amazon it is a different story. For example, an Amazon house does not usually have a dining room or silverware. Meals are, in fact, one vast informality along the river. 234 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE Each person takes what he likes from the table farina and beans and riceand puts it in his gourd, and he mixes all this up into little balls. Then, with the farina spoon, which is probably the only implement on the table, he flips this Amazon farina-burger into his mouth so cleverly that the spoon never touches his lips and can therefore be used by the next in line. Of course, like everyone else in Brazil, Jose and Maria drink coffee, but theirs is a real home brew. They buy the coffee bean green, put the two halves of the berries into an iron kettle, and cook and stir them until they are black- not brown, as in the States, but black as the Rio Negro. Then they add brown sugar and stir until each bean is glazed. They use a mortar to grind it fine, then boil it, and serve the dark, thick final product in cups about one fifth the size of ours. They drink it black. Breakfast, which they call cafe, is usually just a cup of this powerful brew with, possibly, a piece of bread on the side. For a tasty dessert, they fill a demitasse gourd, of course with sugar and pour coffee over it. None of the river people have much modern equipment. Refrigerators, washing machines, these are almost un- known. Often the kitchen will have only a dirt floor, and often the rest of the house, too. Often they make their own soap out of the pods of the cacao bean. It is cheap, dark, and not very good for the hands. Each family or individual has his private piece of water front. There he keeps his canoe; there he gets his water; there he or she washes the clothes. This they call their "port." Laundry, for Maria, is no simple matter of filling a RIVER PATTERNS 235 machine, turning a switch, and having the clothes come out bright and shining. She lugs her wash down to the river, wets it, rubs on some of her homemade black soap, dips the clothes back into the water, and then pounds them on a board. More water . . . more soap . . . more pounding. This goes on until, as one woman explained to Jessie, "When there's no more buttons on them, then you know they're clean." Maria has never heard of a dryer, and doesn't have a clothesline. Her wash is hung on the wooden fence that Jose has built to keep the cattle away from the house. And when ironing time comes, she stokes up her charcoal iron, lights it, and goes to work. These implements, usually five or six inches high, are heated from the inside and it's quite a chore just to get one lighted. Some ladies use a palm leaf as a bellows. The ashes are apt to fall out, too, but many times I have had a white linen suit washed and pressed by this method and have been surprised at how white and immaculate it turned out. Always there are fruits around the house especially bananas. Often you would see bunches of bananas in vari- ous stages of ripening in several corners of the kitchen or the main room. You never wait until they are ripe to pick them; by that time the birds will have spoiled them. Mealtime along the Amazon is as informal as the meals themselves, and few people bother to sit down. People drift in and out. One will finish eating as another begins, and meanwhile the mother will be calling the rest of her brood from the fields or the riverbanks. I recall one woman who gave us a wonderful dinner; she had a birthday cake and other delicious foods to go with it, and she had gotten out her best tablecloth and dishes from the trunk for this LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE occasion. We did not have chairs, but sat on benches along the table. As soon as she put the food on, however, one of the men of the house had to get a switch and stand behind us with it to keep the cats off the table while we ate. I was pretty sure that they did not generally eat sitting around this table. Most river families have little furniture and what they do have is in their living rooms. Sometimes they have a supply of logs and planks, to raise their floors as the river comes up. The floods would wreck good furniture, so they have very little. Generally a bench or so or a few kerosene boxes (the ones in which the ten-gallon kerosene cans are shipped to Brazil-they look like soap boxes but are big- ger). Usually, too, somewhere in the house, possibly in the front room, is a sewing machine. All the women know how to sew. Often there is a little table, and if it is a Christian home it will have a Bible on it. A table is not to eat on, but to display the most precious belongings. Most of the houses have no electricity. For illumination at night the people use little kerosene lamps made out of bottles. These bottle lamps, made by local tinners, have wicks that go down into the bottles, and sometimes even handles and little reflectors with holes in the middle, so they can be hung up on the wall with a nail. All over the house are the hammock hooks, and everyone who goes out of an afternoon takes his sleeping para- phernalia with him. The hammocks have nets to keep out mosquitoes, but there is no linen problem. They don't use any. If it's hot the men take off their shirts. Otherwise, they sleep with their clothes on. There are no windowpanes, of course. Plaited palm RIVER PATTERNS 237 leaves cover windows and door openings at night and are pulled up in the morning. When it storms, particularly in houses with palm-woven walls, the rain sweeps in. The hard-working women of the Amazon world do the cooking and sweeping and sewing. Often I have seen them sweeping up their dirt floors with brooms made of corn husks. They sew well and most of them know how to make lovely pieces of lace. Despite their poverty, both men and women love beautiful things and have a wealth of their own in the world around them the brightly plumaged birds, the exotic flowers, and the lush beauty of the jungle. In every house we found flowers giant orchids, in tin cans on the wall; Brazilian varieties of wild bougainvillaea, deep purple and mauve; vine flowers of a hundred shades; tree blossoms of rare fragrance. These are a people whose love of nature in its most beautiful dress is a lifelong thing. Most of the land on which the people live is owned by the government, because to have a deed they must have their holdings surveyed. But their rights are usually recog- nized if they have cleared off a space and built a home with or 'without deed. When Henry Ford in 1929 at- tempted to set up a rubber-producing empire on a tre- mendous tract of land given him by the government along the Tapajoz River, he had to buy off hundreds of these "squatters" to get it going. (Although Ford did his best, it was simply too big a project for the river at that time, and was ultimately abandoned. ) There are virtually no cars along the river, except in Belem and Manaus, and no use for them, for roads are non- existent. About two hundred and fifty miles of the Pan- American Highway, which goes through the state of Para, had been built by 1958. But beyond this, and the few roads 238 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE mostly gravel or dirt around the major cities, the super- highways of the Amazon remain a remote dream. One piece of furniture found in every house along the river and indeed in every Brazilian homeis a trunk, usu- ally very handsome, with rounded top and high sides. Along the Amazon this is usually kept in the room where the owners sleep. Closets are rare; good clothes are folded away in the trunk, along with the fine laces, the best china, any silverware or other valuables. Often the trunk is made out of tin as a further guard against insects and the torren- tial rains. The trunk is the safe-deposit vault, the strong box, the repository of all treasures. It also serves with a clean towel on top as a kind of sofa on which visitors may sit. Often one house will boast several trunks. When we held a meet- ing in such a home, all the benches and trunks were hauled into the main room to serve as seats. The patterns are different from other places and other peoples, and they are the same, as good and evil are forever individual, and forever the same. One night, coming upriver, we saw several canoes full of people heading for a party. There are often dances in the towns and in larger homes; sometimes a good deal of Amazon whisky is drunk and sometimes just as on a Sat- urday night back in America violence erupts. On one canoe were painted the words "Amazon Jazz Band." We knew about the reque-reque music played with bamboo poles and sticks which is often held up as a substi- tute for what we call music. This is usually what is heard along the rivera combination of jungle rhythm, rhumba rhythm, and second-class American dance tunes, all in one. RIVER PATTERNS 239 At Jessie's urging I moved upriver a half hour to be out of hearing, and for a while we had a quiet night. About two o'clock we were awakened when a canoe bumped into our boat. "Senhor Leo, your friend Alexander is calling for you. He is dying and wants you to come at once." "Where is he?" I asked. "What happened?" "He's back in that house where they're having the dance. He had a fight and was stabbed three times with a knife and is bleeding to death." We pulled anchor and with the messenger acting as pilot went down to a small house where we saw a light. There was Alexander, a man of about thirty years, lying in a ham- mock on the porch. He had been stabbed in the shoulder, the forearm, and the palm of the hand. Each stab wound had pierced ail the way through. We heated water, cleaned the wounds, gave him a shot to coagulate the blood, and then filled the wounds with sterile sulfa powder, followed by a big shot of penicillin. Alexander murmured his thanks and an explanation. "We quarreled over a girl at the dance," he said. "He attacked me and I was forced to defend myself and kill him, He was drunk and I was sober/' There was a long pause. Then he said, 'It is at a time like this that one remembers God/' I knew he meant it sincerely, but I reminded him that it would be a good idea to think of God before getting into a scrape that led him into taking the life of another creature. He promised faithfully that from now on he would be different and that we could hold meetings in his house. On our next stop there, three weeks later, we inquired about Alexander. He was fully recovered, we were told, 240 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE and the man he thought he had killed was not dead at all but 'had fled into the woods thinking that he had killed Alexander. I was pleased at the happy ending of this Amazon ver- sion of a roadhouse brawl. CHAPTER 15 PERSONAL STORY TO people reading our story, it must seem that Jessie and I were so involved in the lives of the river people that we had no lives of our own. Sometimes we would almost have agreed. And yet we know that it is not so. Under Jessie's crisp white uniform was a woman calm and strong in time of emergency, but with all the usual femi- nine frailties. And I though I was able to cope, I thought, with almost anything that arose was certainly no different from other men. We had treated thousands of cases of malaria, but when it struck us, we reacted exactly like anyone else: we lay in our beds, alternately shivering and burning with fever, and wondering if each moment was to be our last. For seventeen years we had lived on the river and man- aged to avoid "the fever." But one night we were tired after a long hard day and when we returned to the Luzeiro, anchored in the harbor in Maues, I dropped down on the sofa without bothering to close the window screens. Sev- eral hours later I awoke and put them up but the damage had been done. Within nine days, both Jessie and I were running fevers of 105 degrees and were too sick even to treat ourselves. We sent our boat boy into the city to get us a doctor. 241 2-42 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE When lie arrived he shook his head. "After treating all those people for a little case of malaria/' he said, "you get it yourselves and have to call in somebody else." We both felt so terrible it was hard to speak. I heard Jessie say, "Doctor, it's not the same when you get it your- self." I steeled myself and finally got out a question. "Doctor, do you think we ought to go to a hospital?" He stood in the middle of the cabin. "There isn't a hospi- tal in town that has the comfort you two have here. You're just acting like a couple of typical patients who want a little extra pampering." Sick as we were or thought we were we managed a laugh at that because it was so completely true. "Now what do you have for malaria?" he asked, and when we gave him a list of the special drugs, he said, "Give yourself a dose of your own medicine and go to sleep." We did just that and in the morning we were delighted, and maybe a little surprised, to find our medicines had worked just as well on us as on others. Before the day was over, we felt so much better that we were up and around. The malaria had hit us shortly after the end of World War II, a conflict that had made as many changes in our lives as in those of any other parents. While uniforms blos- somed like Amazon orchids on the streets of Belem, while American officials and technicians began zooming up and down the river in their launches, up in the gales of the North Atlantic, thousands of miles away, our son Jack was doing his part. And no parents watched the mails more closely than we. Jack had been a junior at Pacific Union College when war broke out. He was inducted into the Navy and we PERSONAL STORY 243 were as proud as any father and mother in the southern hemisphere when he wrote us that he'd been present at the historic mid- Atlantic conference between President Roose- velt and Prime Minister Churchill. And then we got word that he was being sent to Brazil. Like every other mother, Jessie hustled out to the kitchen and began cooking and baking as if her life depended on it, for he was already en route, and was landing in Belem by noon the next day. So he flew to the land that had been his second home for so long. He had just one day to stop over in Belem with us not nearly long enough to eat all the good food Jessie had got ready for him. Then he would be on his way, he told us, to Baia, where he was to be assigned to a post in the Naval Observer Corps. He kept his most important news until the last. Before leaving the States, he said, he had fallen in love; he and his young lady planned to be married. Jessie cried a little, as women do, and I shook Jack's hand, as my Nebraska father had done years before, when I'd told him about Jessie. We had to keep track of the romance through Jack's let- ters, and when he wrote us that he had been able to ar- range for his bride-to-be to fly to Brazil to marry him, we were happy and sad all at once. Happy because of our son's happiness; sad because travel restrictions wouldn't allow us to be present at the ceremony. But we were able to get our first look at our son's bride- to-be. She had a two-day stopover in Belem, and we were delighted to be with her during that time. However, one of the documents which I will always treasure is a telegram we received at that time from Jack in Baia: "DAI> DON'T 244 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE TAKE AUDREY ON A TRIP ON THAT LUZEIRO BUT SEND HER AT ONCE HERE TO BAIA YOUR SON JACK/' We did as ordered. Theirs was the first naval wedding in Baia and it was a big celebration. They were married, as Brazilian law requires, in a civil ceremony. Then the reli- gious ceremony was performed by a Protestant minister, and the young couple marched out of the church under an international arch formed by the crossed swords of the American officers on one side, the Brazilians on the other. Meanwhile, our daughter Marian was still in the States, and though we heard from her regularly, and treasured our snapshots of her, I found it hard to believe that the lovely young woman they portrayed was our little girl, the little girl I had kissed good-by on a station platform in 1936, while she cried inconsolably. Marian had finished high school and was taking pre-nurs- ing courses at the Washington Missionary College, near Washington, D.C., when we received a letter one day that gave us a real shock. Dr. Raymond Ernshaw, who had written it, described himself as an intern at a hospital near Washington, and his purpose in writing us was to ask, formally, for our daughter's hand in marriage. This news wasn't as startling to Jessie as it was to me, for she had visited Marian in the States in 1939, just before the war broke out. Besides, women have a sixth sense about such things. But for me, how could I think of my little girl as old enough to marry? And just who was this stranger who wrote us like this? As we went up and down the river, answering the white-towel calls for aid, I'm afraid my mind was often on my daughter, and her plans for the future. Then came a letter from Marian filling in all the details PERSONAL STORY 245 that the doctor had left out, and saying that she wanted us to come to the States so that her dad could perform the wedding ceremony. The war was still going on and travel was almost impos- sible, but our son got me back to the States somehow on a naval transport and we managed to get Jessie on a sea- plane that one of the rubber-development organizations was using to haul crude rubber up to the States. Marian was waiting for us in Miami when we arrived on separate planes, one day apartand we went together up to Wash- ington, D.C., where Jessie and I met our prospective son- in-law, and gave him our stamp of approval. I married them in the Takoma Park Adventist Church; and Jessie and I headed back for the jungle, feeling a little sad and a good deal older. When Raymond was called by the Navy and sent to Guam, Marian stayed in Washington and fin- ished her nursing course, but after the war we were able to get together for a joyous reunion. Marian and her hus- band made us extremely happy when they came to Rio de Janeiro, where for a time he served as a missionary doctor. They have since returned to the States and are now living and working together in Texas. Seeing so much sickness about us, Jessie and I used to congratulate ourselves on our own good health. We took what precautions we could, of course, but we couldn't stop our work on account of rain or heat, or the dangers every- where present along the Amazon. It was the years, eventu- ally, which began to take a toll. During our visit to the States in 1936, Jessie had to undergo an operation for the removal of her gall bladder, and the following year I, the rugged Nebraskan who had never even owned a pair of glasses, developed a terrible 246 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE eye infection. I got to a specialist as soon as I could, and he gave me medicine which cleared up the condition. But when I returned to the States after the war, and had my eyes checked, I was stunned to hear the word "cataract," and the news that I would have to have them removed from both eyes. The medical profession isn't sure what causes this disease, but in my case they figured the cata- racts might have developed from the bright glare of the Amazon waters over so many years of tropical sun. We weathered both these interruptions to our life and continued with our work, only to hear, in 1957, the most dreadful word of all We were living in the outskirts of Rio, and Jessie had remained at home while I went out alone. I was up the river from Belem, ready to leave on a long trip into Indian country when, just fifteen minutes before my scheduled departure, I received a telegram saying that Jessie was ill. If there had been any speed limits on the Amazon, I would have broken every one of them as I raced back to Belem. There the news was even worse: Jessie had cancer of the liver, I was told, and could not possibly survive. I hurried back to Rio. I had made that trip dozens of times before, but it had never seemed so long. At home, our doctor told me it wasn't Jessie's liver but one kidney that was completely destroyed. Almost all such cases were cancerous, he added. But I found that I was not alone in my grief and alarm. Our church set aside one Sabbath for fasting and prayers for Jessie's life. The operation was performed; Jessie sur- vived it; and four days later word came back that there was not a sign of cancer in the kidney that had been removed. Together, it seemed, we were to be allowed to complete PERSONAL STORY 247 our years of work in the fastnesses of Brazil. Together, we were to be allowed to return to our native land. In our part of the United States, young people leave the parental nest as soon as they are able to use their wings. Some settle in towns nearby; others fly farther to other parts of the country. They marry and set up new homes. But summers, after the harvest, or at Christmas time, they visit back and forth and there are happy family reunions as the various members exchange news. Far away on the Amazon, this was one of the things Jessie and I missed most. We came from large families, both of us, and letters went back and forth frequently, but it was not the same. To see our parents again, and our brothers and sisters with their families, became one of our longings. In 1936, this wish had come true. We had ordered a new Ford, by mail, and it was waiting for us when we arrived in the States on that year's furlough* In it we drove out to Nebraska, where we spent happy days visiting with Jessie's relatives and mine, who still lived in the neighborhood of Odessa. My parents were more than seventy-five, and had never traveled much, and had not even seen some of their grandchildren, scattered throughout the West. "How would you like me to drive you out to see them?'* I asked my father one day. "Fine," he said. "We'll go from place to place. It'll be a family reunion on the installment plan/' Through Nebraska and on to Wyoming we went, Jessie and the children, my parents and myself. A stop in Chey- enne to visit my oldest sister, Flo, Then on to Nevada and California and throughout the great West, where my seven brothers and sisters and their families lived. 248 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE In San Francisco, Dad got his first view of the ocean. As he stood looking at the vast expanse of the Pacific, he turned to me: "I have always wanted to see the ocean, son. That's one reason I came on this trip. To see my children again and this ocean." Back in Odessa, the train that would start me on the way to Washington, D.C., from where I would go on to New York and then to Brazil, was leaving at 3 A.M. We sat up that night around the fire and talked until almost mid- night. At two, when the alarm went off, Mother was already getting breakfast fried eggs and potatoes, toast and hot chocolate. Father had his lantern all shined up and his old handcart ready to haul my bags, the one block to the station. At the station we waited silently for a few minutes. Then we saw the headlight of the express coming down over the hill, and in the dark Father stood by the side of the rails waving his lantern until the train blew a blast on the whistle and ground to a halt. I said my good-byes and got on the train. From my window I could see them Dad with his lantern, Mother with a shawl over her shoulders, holding onto Dad's arm. It was the last time I ever saw them. CHAPTER 16 FLEET ADMIRAL IN 1956, when we left Belem and moved south to Rio, where I assumed active command of the fleet of boats we now had in operation in many parts of South America most of them built on the design of the Luzeiro we had lived in the river world twenty-seven years. This was our home: Belem and its people, the river and its people, its bends and its rains, its smells and sights, its villages and houses, its thousand byways interlaced like the vines along the banks. In a way that one can never explain, we had put down our roots here; we were Americans in deed and in fact, yet we were Brazilians as well we spoke the language and understood the ways, and were a part of those ways. Leaving meant breaking with much of our life, with friends of years. Before we went south to Rio, the American con- sul, Mr. George Coleman, gave us a reception in Belem. It seemed as if everyone in town who spoke English was there, neighbors and friends, the prominent and the ob- scure of the city, who knew our work and had been part of it. They had made up a special book for us as a going-away present a handsome volume of the works of famous Amer- 250 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE lean poets, with each poem in English on one side of the page, and in Portuguese on the other. We left friends behind us in that city as close to us as any people on earth. And we left, too, a few changes in which our work had played a part. There were clinics along the river, and in Belem itself was a hospital we had built, operated by Brazilian doctors and nurses and fully recognized by the country's medical and governmental heads. Original funds for this institution were raised by gifts from our Sabbath schools all over the world children who poured in a total of $51,000 in a single offering for this work. Additional funds were later provided. We bought a beautiful tract of land and I helped in the actual designing and building of this attractive two-story hospi- tal with some forty-five beds, its own electric plant, nurses' home, two homes for doctors and their families. When it was dedicated in 1951, not a penny was owed on it. People on the river who needed help thus had a place to which we could bring them or send themfor more protracted treatment than the Luzeiro could provide. The hospital was open to people of all faiths, and our doctors often operated for free. In our hospitals, each mission con- tributes a certain amount to a fund available for those who cannot pay. Charges are made where people can afford to pay, but no one is ever denied medical care, whether he has money or not. In Mato Grosso, I visited one of our special hospitals- one supported in part by Brazilian government funds primarily for the treatment of a terrible fever prevalent in this state at altitudes of from one thousand to three thou- sand feet. This infection, known as savage fire or wildfire, produces a red rash which spreads over the whole body, FLEET ADMIRAL with itching and pain that can drive the patient insane. For a long time this disease was considered incurable; at our hospital by the end of 1958 we were achieving close to 40 per cent cures, and were able to arrest the fever's progress in many other cases. Although I personally had nothing to do with the con- struction of this hospital, I did feel a certain proprietory interest because the doctor in charge was the onetime mayor of the Amazon city where I was arrested for having failed to check out with postal officials at the previous port of call. Following studies, at our college in Sao Paulo, he had volunteered to direct the work in the midst of this fever-infested area of Mato Grosso. Throughout all Brazil, our church has built hospitals. In Sao Paulo, we have one that concentrates on polio Casa de Saude Liberdade. We have another in the moun- tains on the outskirts of Rio. In Peru, we have hospitals in Lima and in Juliaca, where Dr. Howard Smith, formerly of California, has done wonderful work. And there are many others, and many smaller clinics, which are operated with Brazilian doctors and nurses and all the latest equip- ment. The life of a missionary isn't all grim; there are moments of true joy and laughter. I recall a wedding in one of our major cities one of our doctors and nurses were married in a ceremony we all attended. They were to stay that night at the hotel and start on their honeymoon in the morning. However, we had planned a little joke. When the newly- weds arrived at the hotel, the clerk said he had no room for them. They insisted they had made reservations weeks 252 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE in advance, but the clerk was "so sorry/' There was some mistake, he said, some slip-up. The manager was called; he was a good friend of both bride and bridegroom, and ex- tremely apologetic. "There isn't a room left,** he insisted, "but don't worry we'll take care of you, even if we have to put up cots in the front hall." The poor bride was almost in tears when she looked around and saw all her friends there, including the busi- ness manager of the hospital. Then the young couple realized it was all a joke. The bridal suite was all ready for them, decorated with the loveliest flowers of the Amazon. Once we had moved down to Rio, I made a number of trips to other parts of South America, exploring rivers and helping the workers and missionaries in these areas in whatever way I could, particularly with problems of boats, supplies, and relationships with local authorities. As "admiral of the fleet," I had considerable administra- tive work. In 1956, 1 flew from Belem to Manaus and on to Porto Velho, deep in the interior, not far from the Bolivian border. We were trying to get medical work started in this district, I later flew to Iquitos, a Peruvian town 2,300 miles up the Amazon. It is the end of the line for large ships. My new work of caring for all the boats gave me a chance to see the scope of our activity on the rivers and to try to standardize our equipment and our procedures so far as practicable. It gave me a chance also to see much of South America that I had not been able to visit earlier. In Peru, on a mountain slope, pours a spring that is said to be the very start of the Amazon, and I stood astride the tiny brooklet that grows into the mightiest river known. FLEET ADMIRAL Part of my travels took me into Paraguay. In its capital, Asuncion, there are no water mains and no sewage system. I was invited to dinner there by one of our missionary couples, just arrived from the States. Their belongings had not yet caught up with them, and the wife cooked dinner on her only utensil a waffle iron. In the front yard were two stone benches, between which she put two suitcases one on top of the other. That was our dinner table. She had a few cracked dishes someone had lent her, and she cooked up a meal of potatoes and vegetables and bananas- all on her waffle iron. All the men in our party agreed that our lady missionary was a wizard at the waffle iron, and the whole incident symbolized a little the kind of life a missionary must be able and ready to accept. Two of our missionaries who worked in the wildest area of the interior were Peruvians Julio Gomez and his wife. They had gotten a foothold among some of the Purus In- dians, and they had built a church and a school; the Indians had put up a few buildings; and together they had formed a real community. Gomez was the preacher and his wife taught school. With this village as his base, Julio worked his way into the wilder areas. One day, at one of his points of call, the Indians asked him to dinner. He was slightly nervous about going, as he did not know his hosts or how truly friendly they might be but he felt he should accept. After the meal he felt ill. Some of the In- dians from his own area reached him and took him on the Binini River back to his home as quickly as they could. They got Julia back just in time for him to die of poison-in his wife's arras. In spite of this, his widow stayed on in that wild and hostile place where, one of our 254 LIGHT IN THE JXJNGLE workers told me, the mosquitoes are so thick at night that they make a black covering on the outside of the mosquito nettings, and another said he woke up in the morning to see a seven-foot boa coiled around the pole that held up the house. But Mrs. Gomez stayed and went on with the work in the school and church. Finally, the president of that dis- trict, Richard A. Heyden, went out by boat to that lonely place, where there was no one but she and the Indians, and suggested that she come down to the city of Iquitos, in Peru, where she could teach in one of our larger schools. Certainly, he said, she would be happier living with people of her own culture and background. But Sister Gomez shook her head. "When we came here," she told him, with tears in her eyes, "we came because the Lord called us to work here with these Indians. The work is not done. He has called my husband but He has not called me yet, so I will stay here with our Indians/' When I heard this story and saw this woman, I asked myself: What have I done? What sacrifices have I made, in comparison to hers? Yet some things were achieved in Brazil, and especially along the river, in which we played a part. There is a new outlook in many parts of the river today, a new way of living and looking upon the world, a brighter, happier way. There is new health and new sanitation and better diet and hygiene. Standards have been lifted socially and physically and spiritually. Doctors are going there now, some on our boats, some entirely on their own. The Brazilian people and the government and churches are FLEET ADMIRAL 255 working together to make this brave new Amazon world a lasting reality. The federal government of Brazil, in recognition of our role in this change, decorated both Jessie and me with the Brazilian Cross; the first time that a woman has been thus honored. This gleaming medal is one of the highest honors the government can bestow; to civilians it has the same aura as the American Congressional Medal of Honor. Our joy in receiving it came not from any personal or prideful preening but from the awareness, through this award, that our efforts and the work we had been allowed to do were understood and accepted in this land and among these people we had come to love as deeply as our own. The wording of the award they gave Jessie and me reached us in a telegram at a gathering of friends back in America, some months after our return from Brazil. The citation read: "For having awakened the Brazilian Government to the fact that, among the Amazon's rich resources, its peoples are the most important and that their health or ill health may well dictate whether Amazonia's potential is developed or left dormant." But this was not all. In another unprecedented move, the Brazilian government voted the sum of almost a million dollars $90,000 a year for ten years to be given to our missions to continue and expand the boat work along Brazil's rivers. The North Brazil Union, the East Brazil Union, and the South Brazil Union of our church each get $30,000 a year to be used solely for our work on those little white boats which ply the far reaches of the rivers. This was a signal honor. Brazil is a land predominantly Catholic, yet it has the vision and tolerance and apprecia- tion not only to accept but also to assist a Protestant mis- 256 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE sionary effort like our own because of its meaning to the people. That they have done this is a tribute to the substantial worth of our missions and the work of our launches along the river, carried on by Brazilian nationals and by Amer- ican missionaries, teaming up to make the launch program a reality. Governments do not normally extend such grants to for- eign missions, religious or otherwise. This was a special recognition that the work of our church and of our launches extends beyond the boundaries of nation or formal creed or denomination. There are no boundaries in the work of the Lord. The launches stand at the heart of our work, the boats of burden that carried Jessie and me and our medicines and later others like us and their supplies along the dark rivers. Other Luzeiros; other bearers of light. By the time we left there were five Luzeiros in South America, built exactly or basically on the pattern of the original, plying the Amazon, the mouth of the Amazon, the Maues and Parani Ramos rivers, the Parnaiba. We have boats on the San Francisco River and the Araguaia, and several smaller boats for messenger work and the colporteurs. All of these boats are manned by our own church mem- bers; all are now medically trained doctors or nurses. On the San Francisco, as we left Brazil, we had Charles Scofield and his wife both Americans and both trained nurses. Scofield was treating 15,000 persons a year on that river alone. We had other boats in Peru and Bolivia, on the rivers of these countries. FLEET ADMIRAL In Asuncion, Paraguay, in 1957, I gave a talk to an audience of almost a thousand about our work. This was not a religious meeting but a discussion of our medical mis- sion on the boats. I also showed pictures of the launch work. When the meeting was over, a stocky, well-dressed man, in an immaculate white suit, came up to me and said, "I would like to talk to you for about an hour/' I had a very heavy program of meetings, and arranging an hour's time might be difficult. Yet I did not want to refuse anyone, so I asked, "Can we discuss whatever it is right here?" "Well, if there is no other opportunity right here," he said brusquely. He at once began talking over the pos- sibility of a boat for the Paraguay River, which reaches up into Brazil. In the midst of our discussion, someone came up and greeted him, "Oh, how are you, General Yergers?" I was talking to the most important and powerful mili- tary leader in Paraguay. His eyes sparkled as we discussed the boat. Finally he told me, "Listen, the day you Ad- ventists put a boat on that river you come to me and we will give you aU the help that the Paraguay government can give. All our machine shops, all our facilities will be at your command." Shortly after I returned to America I received a letter from a doctor in California. He stated that he had been impressed to write me to state that he had $1,000 to give us toward building a new boat for work in a new place. With additional funds added, it seems likely as this is written that we will soon have a boat serving the people along the Paraguay River from Asuncion, Paraguay, as 258 LIGHT IN THE JTCJNGLE far north as the obscure villages in the southwest corner of Mato Grosso, Brazil. The Lord protects these boatsprotects them and guides them. Once we were delivering a newly built medical launch from Belein to the Parnaiba River, which flows east across the state of Piaui and empties into the Atlantic about 750 miles south of the mouth of the Amazon. To get there we had to take that thirty-six-foot flat-bottomed craft onto the Atlantic. There were several of us on board including a licensed pilot we had hired for this dangerous journey. En route we ran into one of the most terrible storms I have ever experienced. Sometimes we would be on top of the crest of a wave and the next instant we would plunge down into a trough and the waves would threaten to engulf us. The pilot was lashed to his post on top to keep from being swept into the sea by the waves that broke over our tiny decks. We did not think we could stay afloat. We prayed for God's help. Off in the distance, on the shore, we made out what seemed like a river entrance. The river would give us refuge if we could reach it. We turned toward land. Soon we could see the white breakers, dashing against the rocks on both sides of the narrow entrance of the river, and hurling spume and spray high into the air. Sometimes we would ride on top of the crest and then we would spin downward, halfway turned around; it was almost impossible to hold on course. Finally, one giant breaker lifted us like a toy boat, swirling us forward into the river. And suddenly it was calm. We were in one of the most restful havens I had ever seen. For the first time in five days, we were able to have a peaceful night's sleep. FLEET ADMIRAL 259 When we awoke in the morning, our boat was sur- rounded by scores of people in canoes. They all wanted to know who we were and what we wanted. When we told them, they said there was a Protestant church in their village and would we have a service there? Elder Fred Pritchard played a few solos on his saxophone, and we joined him then on our portable organ. And more canoes kept coming. One large canoe appeared with about thirty- five people on it and a man standing in the prow with a high stiff collar and a Bible under his arm. This was the Protestant group they had told us about. Pastor Pritchard leaned over to me and whispered, *TH have to preach them a sermon. I hadn't planned on this. What shall I teU them?" I told him, "Preach the Message and make it plain/* Fred did. He preached one of the finest sermons I ever heard and when it was over before we left to complete in safety the rest of our journey the tall pastor we had first seen put his arm around us and said, "Now I know why the Lord sent that storm and forced you into this river. It was to bring us this message from the Scripture." The story of the white launches has spread even beyond South America. In other missionary areas, our church and missions of other churches are using the same basic design of the original Luzeiro for new boats to penetrate new areas, wherever there is need for people to come with help and medical supplies and faith. Letters come to Jessie and me from others starting out to these far-off places-letters asking for guidance and sug- gestions, and plans whereby they can build a Luzeiro in some other part of South America, or in Africa or Asia. We send them whatever plans we have, and information and 26O LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE suggestions, all the information we have available. There is no copyright on the Luzeiro pattern or design; it is available to any who wish to use it in the service of others. So today there are a number of Luzeiros, of various modified designs and plans, treading the dark rivers of the world in Burmese jungles and off the coast of China, manned by Adventists and missionaries of other denomina- tions as well wherever young adventurers of faith may go. Other Luzeiros in other lands. Varied in size and con- tour, yet basically the Luzeiro pattern. A dozen or more, perhaps, from the heavy correspondence that comes in to us, queries and occasional reports about the launches, from scattered areas of the globe. The Light Bearers have reached beyond Jessie and me, beyond Brazil, to the farthest corners of the world When we were in Charles City, Iowa, one of my close friends was a man named George Byrd, who worked with me at the tractor company. When I was trying to decide whether to go into missionary work, George opposed the idea, and told me I was throwing away my life. I was an electrician and a technological expert, he told me, and I could make a fortune in that kind of work, but what could I ever hope to make as a missionary? I remem- ber how he called me into his office and tried to make me change my mind. But the more he talked the more I was certain that he was wrong. I remember telling him, "There are different values and different goals for each of us." When Jessie and I left America for the Amazon, we lost track of many people, including this man and his wife. But in the mid 1950*5 they read a story about our work. FLEET ADMIRAL 26l Not long afterward, I had a letter from him, then a long radiogram. Our life sounded so fantastic, he wrote, that he wanted to know more about it. He and his wife were flying down to Brazil for a vacation. Could they come to see us? And where should they go and how? I radioed four words: "Will meet plane Rio." We had a wonderful reunion with them, told them what we had been doing all through the years; and took them out for a journey on one of our boats, back into the green world we had known for so long. One slightly embarrassing situation involved translation of a sermon for George on a Sabbath morning in Rio, when George and his wife, as well as a young American doctor and his wife, attended services with us at our Central Church. Neither visiting couple understood Portuguese in which, of course, the minister preached the sermon. One of our officials, Pastor Wilcox, translated for the doctor and his wife, while I translated for George and his wife. I didn't think the sermon that morning was particularly exciting, so I paid no attention to what was being preached and pretending to translate I preached a sermon of my own. In the course of this "translation," to illustrate a point about how often we cheat ourselves, I told of a man hired to build a house, who tried to cheat his employer by buy- ing the cheapest materials and charging for the best, only to learn that his employer, in gratitude for the man's faith- fulness, was giving him the house. George was impressed by my story and later that day, when we were all at dinner, he mentioned the illustration 62 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE as one of the best things in the sermon. The doctor looked startled and said to Pastor Wilcox, "I don't remember that story. You didn't translate anything like that, Pastor Wilcox." Wilcox started to ruffle but then he looked at me and caught my high sign. "Well," he said, gently, "I guess we each have to translate according to our own interpreta- tion/' But the glance he gave me indicated some doubt as to how far afield an interpreter's interpretation has a right to roam. Later, on one of our boats on the San Francisco River, we showed George and his wife how our missionary doc- tors handle patients. In one afternoon the doctor on that boat took care of more than seventy-five patients, and also set up a dental clinic where patients were treated so ex- peditiously that George finally suggested, "Why don't we get our old doc from Charles City down here and let him take lessons? We just can't pull teeth that fast in Iowa." What he saw of our work there in Brazil impressed him as deeply as any experience of his life, George confided during that trip. He had risen in the world of industry to become the owner of a large factory. He was successful and wealthy and respected in his chosen field. "I'm a big financial success and I have all the worldly things I need," he told me. "Remember when I tried to talk you out of all this? Remember when I told you that you were crazy and were making the worst mistake of your life?" I nodded. Looking out across the water, he went on, "Let me tell you, I was the one who was wrong. You took FLEET ADMIRAL 263 the only road that counts, and what you have done is worth far more than a dozen fortunes you might have made in industry." My industrialist friend smiled. The green world around us was quiet and pleasant in the early evening. CHAPTER 17 AMAZON EPILOGUE THERE are moments that stand as symbols, even though they may not fall neatly into the proper chronological order. After we left the Amazon for Rio, there were many months of great activity before we re- turned to the States for good, in the spring of 1958. Yet for us the moment of moments came on the Amazon on the day we turned over command of the Luzeiro to Walter and Olga. It did not matter that my work continued, that now I was in charge of all the boats, including this one. This had been our home, this boat; leaving it was like saying good-by to a friend of long years' standing, a sharer of adventures and terrors, defeats and triumphs and joys. We tied up at the little dock as Walter and Olga stood facing me. I took off my hat and handed it to him. He put it on. Perhaps it would have seemed like a silly cere- mony to anyone looking on; to me, to us, it was meaning- ful. A palm leaf rustled on the bank. The river waters lapped against the dock. As I looked at Olga, in my mind's eye I saw her as a baby an infant on a bright satin cushion years ago, at our first Sabbath service in Rio. 264 AMAZON EPILOGUE 265 I shook hands with Walter and kissed Olga on the cheek. They turned and boarded the boat, and Jessie and I stood there alone on the dock and watched the Luzeiro pull away, out into the stream. Walter and Olga waved at us, but as they rounded a bend, we were alone, and the sound of the Luzeiro s motor grew fainter in the distance. The world around us was not the same as that to which Jessie and I had come, as young missionaries, more than a third of a century before. The differences were to be seen not on the surface only, for they were many and far-reaching; the whole life of the river and its people had changed. No longer was it a world of rampant disease and filth, neglect, despair, hope- lessness, and death. No longer was it a world of malaria epidemics, of a little boy in a canoe gliding through the moonlight to tell us of the epidemic that had taken most of his family and the people in his village. Malaria had not been wiped out, but it was under control. So also were many of the other diseases. Hookworm and yaws particularly, while not defeated, were no longer the dreadful scourge that they had been. It was a world of new meanings. In many places now, where there had been nothing, there were churches and schools. Youngsters who might have died of some tropical fever, or survived somehow in the midst of superstition and violence and murder, today are going to school, learn- ing to read and write, and perhaps, as many now do, go on to higher education in the colleges and universities in the south. 266 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE There are new ideas along the river, about hygiene and cleanliness and the value of water in keeping an infection clean, the ways of living and cooking and eating. On a Sabbath morning in many of the river towns you will see scores of people, sometimes more than a hundred, on their way to church, whole families and communities, in their white Sabbath-come-to-meeting clothes. There is a happiness about these people, and it is no false happiness, you will find, if you talk with them. There is an excitement and a joy that was not there when Jessie and I first arrived; it is the joy of people who have found inner understanding and peace. For many of these people have come to know Christ and His love. This is the heart of the change that has come to them- this awakening. They did not care before. They had no reason to care, because so far as they knew no one bothered about them. They were here alone on the Amazon to rot away, and no one would care. Now they knew better, for they had seen and learned that there were those who cared; and they have learned about the love of God, and the power and meaning it can have for each of them. This was the message that we brought to them, as others did also. We had come to bring His Wordand to bring this love in action. We worked with the tools we were given; and we asked no glory and no profit except to serve. We tried to teach the adults and to instruct the young, to improve their lives and their chances for the future. With full awareness of our own human frailties too many even to begin to count we sought nevertheless to put aside our personal wishes, to do what we could, to AMAZON EPILOGUE 267 stop wherever and whenever the white towel waved along the bank, to go under whatever circumstances we had to face when we were needed by the sick, the injured, the frightened, the lost. In some measure, we had helped to lead these people of the riverways out of their own shadows. It was a work in which both Jessie and I could be glad and grateful to have played a part. Along the river, in any village or city, in almost any home, they knew about Dona Jessie and Senhor Leo, the medical missionaries in the white boat. Some could tell you little stories of having had a dinner with us on the boat and tasted some of Dona Jessie's wonderful Brazilian cooking. Or they could tell you about an alligator shoot with Senhor Leo, or hunting wild ducks, or deer and jaguars and tortoise, or fishing. Or some of the stories of the boat boys we had had or the storms we had weathered, or our moments of peril in distant corners of the great riverway. All of this, too, the excitement and adventure, the traveling, the most remote areas, the wild Indian territory; the great cities of the south all of this was a part of what we lived and experienced, and a hundred scattered mean- ings and incidents seemed to flood my thoughts in those moments of leaving the river, that day. It had been a joyous and unique experience and oppor- tunity. We had been privileged to work in many instances on an elemental level, with the basic, still unhardened clay of human beings, and to help them find their ways. As we stood there on the river dock, there came into my mind familiar words, words that had long been a 268 LIGHT IN THE JUNGLE symbol, a standard of the road all of us should seek to follow, the way He pointed out to each of us in His words about the final judgment: "Then shall the King say unto them on his right hand. Come, ye blessed of my Father, inherit the kingdom pre- pared for you from the foundation of the world: "For I was an hungred, and ye gave me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink: I was a stranger and ye took me in: "Naked, and ye clothed me: I was sick, and ye visited me: I was in prison, and ye came unto me. "Then shall the righteous answer him saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungred, and fed thee? or thirsty, and gave thee drink? "When saw we thee a stranger, and took thee in? or naked, and clothed thee? "And the King shall answer and say unto them, Verily, I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me." The beauty and depth of these words clung in my thought. Unto the least of these my brethren. The hush of the jungle and its people seemed to close around us. It was growing late. Jessie slipped her arm through mine. We would have to hurry to make our plane at the airport. The Luzeiro was out of sight in the harbor. If we were sad at this leave-taking, we also found joy in the vast changes that had brought to the river world a new meaning and a new start a new chance to grope its way to high heaven, out of its steaming Green Hell. AMAZON EPILOGUE 269 This fact was uppermost in our thoughts as Jessie slipped her arm through mine and we turned away. In a little while, night would close in and, beyond the harbor, Walter and Olga would anchor near shore and the endless music of the Amazon night would begin again. m 124828